Finossiah

finosya's rise

everyone needs love, and I am no exception.

today, after a month ago I sent my story to the publisher and finally the finosya book was published.

I'd love to say I told fino but I don't think first, something special has to be given at a special time.

nightfall.

I looked at my face in the mirror of my room, this is frisya? this me? no, there is no way this is me, this isiiiii, I can't help but cry after seeing myself in front of the reflection of glass.

how could.

it seems like it's time for fino to know this, fino and amelia to really love each other, and the longer my condition gets worse, I don't want that at the end of my life, I can't spend time with fino.

suddenly I was in my mind to invite fino to the lake and tell him about this.

I tried to strengthen my heart, with trembling hands and mixed feelings I contacted fino.

fino picked up the phone.

"hallo fin"

"hi Sya, how are you 2 days ago we did not meet"

"tomorrow afternoon you have no time? we're either yuk" I asked nervously.

"gua Slalu have time for you to calm down, okay tomorrow afternoon cave pick up"

"okay, we'll see you tomorrow" I closed the phone.

I started putting together the words I wanted to say to fino tomorrow. I don't know where to start, fino must be angry, but I have to be ready for that.

next sorenya.

I came out of the house, at that time I really decided not to use any makeup.

fino picked me up, I said goodbye to bi ayu, then went with fino to the lake.

in the middle of the journey.

"for a long time yes fin we did not ride the bike both like gini"

"yeah, you're the one who no longer want to go ama cave"

I just kept quiet and didn't answer the 100% truth about fino.

I miss it so much, I miss this situation, I miss being able to scream on the bike enjoying the morning atmosphere with fino, the fault is now that I can no longer get.

it didn't feel like we were finally there.

"fin see, the sunflowers are already big"

"yes but unfortunately no one takes care, the person who has too busy" fino glanced at me.

"yes, I'm sorry, flowers I can't take care of you because I'm busy, satisfied lo?"ask fino annoyed.

I deliberately upset fino.

I smiled at him and said

"hmm so satisfied hahahah" I laughed so loosely that I forgot my real purpose of bringing fino here.

I sat quietly in the clump for a while, fino was engrossed in watering the sunflowers.

"it's a good thing it rains a lot if not sure it's dead flowers"

I didn't answer.

"woi, lu budeg ya sayin cave budeg aja lo whereas you yourself budeg"

I started preparing myself to say

the real thing.

"fin gua wants to talk seriously ama lo"

"yes, I said it a few times "

"here you sit beside the cave"

fino went from the flower he was watering towards me, fino sat next to me and looked at me.

"hah the cave is sitting, you want to say what? "

"gua wants something for you"

"what? what do you want? I think it's serious amet"

"gua asked you to spare time for ya fin cave"

I looked at Fino with hope.

"yes it's doang, if it's easy, you want to ask all the time the cave can also be"

I smiled, then looked at the clear sky.

"oh yes btw, the cave is not too attentive to you earlier, you really shoot ya sya? do you have ha lo pain? if you are sick, say dong !"fino saw my pale face

"fin the cave apologizes to you" I couldn't hold back my tears.

"are you crying? lo why? how to cry gini? "

"fin is actually a cave...