
At the hospital Clarissa was feeding Kendrick. After eating, Clarissa took care of everything. And now it's his turn to eat, he put Kendrick first in order to take medicine. After her meal, Clarissa cleaned up and sat down next to her husband. Clarissa had no time to go home, because Kendrick would be comfortable near Clarissa. So whatever the need will be delivered to the hospital. Like clothes and other necessities.
"How are you doing now, sir?" clarissa always asked with a smile.
"Much better." Kendrick replied.
"Thank goodness,"
"I want to ask you?" kendrick.
"Tell me what to ask" said Clarissa, leaning her body against a chair.
"Are you not ashamed to have a paralyzed husband like me? What to expect from a paralyzed person other than to be a burden. Whatever I can't do on my own" Kendrick asked, making Clarissa heartbroken and making her husband like that. Because her husband sacrificed for her.
Clarissa drew her face closer to Kendrick and held Kendrick's hands. "What am I ashamed of? I am not ashamed at all. You are not a burden, God wants me to always be there beside you to always take care of you. I should be the one apologizing, it's all my fault. You shouldn't have to sacrifice to save me. And it won't all end like this." Clarissa endured the crying if she imagined the fateful event.
"If you were the one lying here, then I wouldn't be able to see my two sons. They don't have been born into this world" out of nowhere, what Kendrick had in mind was what he said.
"You're right, we just have to be sincere. Because all of this has been feared from God." said Clarissa justifies. "You're not ashamed to have a fat, ugly wife, a cat like me? There are a lot of girls out there who are prettier than me" Clarissa asked.
"Who are you ugly? You are beautiful. All humans have their own advantages and disadvantages. I think you are the perfect woman. Naturally you get fat because after giving birth especially now breastfeeding. Weight loss is not a problem, as time goes on it can also decrease. Beautiful women out there are not necessarily like you and as good as you. Not all beautiful women are kind. Sometimes they beautify themselves to be praised by many people, especially men. But what they did lowered their own self-esteem. Like a cheap woman. I prefer women who appear as they are." Kendrick explained at length to make Clarissa's heart touched by Kendrick's speech.
What Kendrick is saying now is very much inversely proportional to his old self. Clarissa was grateful that God had truly granted her prayers. And now his struggle is not in vain.
'Your present self is much different from what it used to be. Hopefully after you remember everything, your attitude will remain the same and not change.
Clarissa could only smile and lay her head beside Kendrick. He was so happy, so very happy. This is what he wanted from the beginning. Getting good treatment from her husband and at the same time getting love. And unbeknownst to Clarissa, the pieces of memory began to be arranged in Kendrick's mind.
Unknowingly Clarissa began to fall asleep in her position. Kendrick wants to wake him up but can't bear to see Clarissa who has fallen asleep. So Kendrick let Clarissa fall asleep.
"You must be tired, sleep well." Kendrick smiled at Clarissa.
"I'm sorry I've troubled you, after this I make sure a smile always radiates on your face.....cup!?" kendrick said while peeping at the top of Clarissa's head and she also closed her eyes.
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While at Raymond's house, Messia was preoccupied with Khalvan and Kheisen. He had a new activity to play with his two grandchildren. Ms. Mesya did not even want to hire a baby sitter, she did not want her granddaughter to be cared for by anyone other than her own family. Chera is enough to help replace Clarissa.
Chera loved Khalvan and Kheisen. It was evident from him taking care of them and taking care of them both. No complaints expressed by Chera, he always smiled not to see the look of tired face even once. Mrs Mesya was so happy and proud to see Chera's persistence.
"Sir aunt asked for a bottle of Khalvan and Kheisen milk, was already aunty angelin" said Mrs Mesya asked for help to Chera.
"Yes tan, bentar" Chera got up from her seat and picked up Khalvan and Kheisen's milk bottle.
Mrs Mesya also gave the milk to Khalvan. The baby drank it very well. Khalvan and Kheisen had just been bathed and they seemed to be thirsty. Chera gave a smile as she looked at Kheisen. He still does not believe, if the two babies were taken care of while still in the womb Clarissa and now Chera can take care of it directly.
"You love them so much, you look at the way you take care of them" Ms. Mesya said watching Chera earlier.
"Yes aunty, I love them very much. Even though they are still in the womb, I love them. Until now they can I carry." Chera smiled happily.
"Thank you for taking care of Clarissa and my aunt's granddaughter while there. Aunty doesn't know that without you and your family. It should be our responsibility as his family." mistress Mesya felt like failing could not take care of his son and daughter-in-law. Cannot be present on the sidelines of Clarissa's pregnancy.
"There's no need to thank my aunt, Clarissa's sister is also my family. We've been close for a long time, there's no boundary between us. Clarissa used to live in London for a long time to cure her depression. So yes indeed Brother Clarissa would be comfortable if the same me from the first time. It's just that the distance of our house is far away" explained Chera.
"Auntie pray you can find a soul mate who can love and take care of you as sincerely as his heart. You are a good woman and deserve a soul mate as good as your heart" said Ms. Mesya.
"Aamiin, thank you aunt." Chera smiled back.
'Brother, you are so lucky to have such a good in-law and love your sister for who she is. Accepting every lack of brother, may happiness always be there for you brother.' Inner Chera.
"Is there someone you love?" mrs Mesya asked as she placed the bottle of Khalvan on the table.
Chera who was asked such a question could only shake her head. There is no one he loves now. No one has been close to him all this time. Chera doesn't like hanging out with friends. Because not everything is good and accept the lack of Chera. While in college, Chera was always approached by many men. Because Chera is beautiful and smart. He has always been the pride of the lecturer on campus. But Chera was always away and didn't want to be approached by anyone.
Chera's principle during his college days was his only job was to study and finish his studies well. Be proud of your parents and try not to make them sad. So as best as possible Chera completed the task with a good predicate. All of that he has got with his hard work and during that time there is no man who can penetrate the heart of Chera.
"really? Well, surely later the man who can get your heart is very lucky" said Ms. Mesya did not believe that Chera did not have a man who loved her.
"I just want to be proud of my mom and dad once a aunt. If the heart problem can be later, then no one can give interest to my heart" Chera said according to what is in his heart.
"It's good that both parents should be. But you also need to know that your heart must also be given happiness. Aunty stayed behind to the room ya" said Ms. Mesya put Khalvan to the baby bok.
Chera so thought of hearing the words of Madame Mesya just now. His heart needs to be filled with his own happiness. Everything should be balanced and equal. He also needed a life companion who could accompany him for life. For now his heart was completely empty and completely unfilled by anyone.
"Right is what Aunt Mesya said, everything must be balanced. If I stay single, papa and mama will match me. No. Kok.......It can't happen, there's no word of matchmaking in my eyes. Okay.....Before papa and mama force me to get married, I have to find my soul mate first" Chera muttered as she shook her head indistinctly.
"But, whoever wants to be with me! I've never been close to anyone, the harder it is to find a mate. Duh mate appears dong let me not be fooled by papa and mama. Hunt me here and there, yes when I will be a spinster. Hiiiiii" Chera shuddered in her own horror at the thought of becoming a spinster. Taroh where his face, there is a gossip of the mothers of gossipers.
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