Fat Girl Wife The CEO

Part 9 #Diary Book

Life is like a spinning wheel. Sometimes happy and sometimes sad. A luxurious life will not guarantee happiness. They do not lack economic problems but can also problems always come from family, friends, relatives, and friends.

Can the heart be happy with that? Obviously sometimes people look happy outside but his heart is not necessarily the same as the smile he lips.

Clarissa always relented and understood her situation. She always had respect for her husband but happiness was not on her side. The attitude that continues to be revealed by Kendrick always makes Clarissa's heart hurt. None of his family knew that, only he and God knew.

Her in-laws have seen Kendrick's movements that seem to dislike the presence of Clarissa in her life. That's what worries the hearts of Mesya and Mr. Alvero. Fear of Ken's abusive behavior on Clari without them knowing. As much as they asked, Clarissa simply replied with a smile and said there was nothing or her husband was always nice.

Old and continue like that. Clarissa is indeed a quiet and kind girl but once spoken can stab to pieces the identity of the person who hurt her with silencing words. A lot of expertise is possessed but none is shown to others.

Kendrick always said that Clari is only a woman who is okay plus her words that always vilify the physical Clari. All of that was never ignored by Clari. She still tries to be a good wife, because her heart is sure that one day Kendrick can accept her presence.

The feeling of love began to grow slowly in Clari's heart towards her husband. But it was not realized by Clarissa. Every close to Ken his heart was always pounding, his heart was beating fast. Another case with Ken who was even uncomfortable with Clari's gaze on him.

"This is the milk I put on the table" said Clarissa who just entered the room with a glass of warm milk for Kendrick.

Kendrick was on the balcony of his room picking up the phone. He heard Clarissa's voice calling.

Ken took a glass of milk made by Clari. One sip, two sips until it's gone. Clari's milk always fits in Ken's mouth.

Clarissa just got out of the bathroom. She saw that the glass she was carrying was empty, which meant her husband had drunk it. Clari took the glass and left the room to put it in the kitchen. While Ken was laying his body in bed.

In the kitchen there is bi Minah is cleaning dishes and newly washed glasses. Clari put the glass in the sink and wanted to wash it but bi Minah told Clarissa to go back to the room.

"It's non, let me wash it, miss just go back to the room" said bi Minah.

"Alright bi, thank you" Clarissa smiled and returned to her room.

Clarissa saw her husband who had not fallen asleep. He prefers to go to the balcony of his room to see the beautiful stars of the night.

Before that he took something in a drawer and brought it to the balcony of the room.

There Clari wrote in her diary. Every pain or happiness he felt must have poured everything into his diary.

Ken was actually wondering what his wife was doing on the balcony of the house. His feet stepped up to see. There Clari pondered while writing something in a thick book.

Clarissa sat down outside and went back into her room. As soon as possible Ken jumped into his bed to pretend to be asleep.

Clari only caught a glimpse of her husband and put her diary in a drawer and decided to go to sleep.

Ken woke up and he wasn't sleeping. He was very interested in Clari's book. Take a peek for a while to make sure his wife is fast asleep. After making sure Clarissa had fallen asleep Ken crept so as not to wake Clari.

He opened the drawer and picked up the book that read (Diary Clarissa). Ken wanted to open it but hesitated, the book's silence was unlocked. Clari is always locking her diary but somehow at this time she did not lock her diary but somehow at this time she did not lock her diary.

Kendrick was curious and opened Clarissa's diary. He read the first page of Clari's outpouring.

Dear Diary's.

But this marriage is not the basis of my desire but the destiny that lays out for me. I just gave up and gave everything to God.

Sweetie? No, none of that is in my marriage right now.

Of love? Moreover, there is no love. I tried to be a good wife even though the attitude given was not as I expected.

I don't expect to get his love either. I just want him to be nice and treat me like a wife in general. I'm willing to lie so my family doesn't hate Ken.”

^^^Clarissa....^^^

Kendrick reads and opens the next page. It turns out that on the page there is Clari's clothing design and there is an outpouring of her heart beside the design picture.

Dear Diary's.

“I don't mind how people judge me. I just want them to take me for granted, not because my family is rich. Let people not recognize me but my work can be known to others.

My hobbies are cooking and my dream is to be a designer. I helped her, whenever anyone wanted to order clothes, she always told me to design them. But I don't want anyone to know me, let them assume that it's my mom.

I am ashamed of my fat body. If I show up later my family will be a gossip. I don't want that to happen. Other people do not know me but every design I make will always stick in them.”

^^^Clarissa....^^^

Each page is read by Kndrick. He just found out the real Clarissa. He only saw his wife from the outside but did not know that Clari had the talent and advantages behind it all. Moreover, every design made by Clarissa is very good. One design that stole Ken's view, reminded him of Jannie.

At the party, Jannie was wearing the exact same dress as Clarissa. He also said that it was from the Cantika boutique that belonged to Mama Clari. Here Ken realized that the dress Jannie wore was the result of Clarissa's design.

Clarissa squirmed to Kendrick's surprise. He put the book back in the drawer and hurried back to bed to sleep. But every word written by Clari is always attached to Ken. Especially when Clari devotes everything in a diary book.

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By morning Clarissa had prepared breakfast for her family. There's Ken's favorite menu, too. Every day Clari does that and every dish never fails to steal everyone's heart. Until Lavina wanted to learn with Clari so that if the marriage later not scolded her mother-in-law for not being able to cook.

Just like the days before, each Ken ate only occasionally smiling let alone Clari at all never. If it wasn't for being forced Ken wouldn't have done that.

After breakfast, Ken went to pick up his bag in the room, but Clari stood up and picked up Kendrick's bag.

Clarissa handed the bag over to Michael on Ken's orders. Every time Ken went to work, Clari always insisted on kissing her husband's hand but was rejected by Ken. But sometimes Clari immediately grabbed Ken's hand and managed to surprise Ken.

"Mas later I'll leave Eveline with Lavina as well...would you?" clari asked with a friendly smile.

But Kendrick's face was flat with no answer. Clarissa waited for her husband's answer. If Ken doesn't answer, she doesn't dare to go out without her husband's permission.

"It's up to you.." replied Ken flatly and entered the car followed by Michael who ran around the car to the driver's seat.

Clarissa waved her hand at Ken's car which had already exited the courtyard. He went back inside to get ready and took Lavina away with him.