
The sun has changed with the moon. Morning changes with night. Sadness turns to happiness. Not always the poor become poor and not always rich will continue to survive like that. The wheel of life is always turning and will not remain.
Everyone gathers at the table to eat. Especially Clarissa, whether the look of her face looks different since the arrival of Farghan and Alifa earlier. It was clearly seen by Eveline even her parents or brother. It was more pensive and like thinking about something. The food on his plate only occasionally entered his mouth and the rest was only swiped by Clarissa.
"Why are you, Clari?" asked Cantika when she saw the strange gurgle of her son.
"No pa-pa ma" his hand picked up a glass of water beside his hand. Drink a few sips and then he said to go to the room first even the food was not finished. Clarissa is a person who does not like to waste food.
Seeing the strange attitude of Clarissa they did not take the dizziness or think about it any further. Because every day with unpredictable conditions Clarissa also does this. But not with Eveline who already knows the change in Clarissa's attitude. Obviously because of Fargha's words that must have made Clarissa's brain think harder.
After dinner, they returned to their rooms, especially Mr. Nevan and Mrs Cantika. Faero and Eveline. Silence is the occupants of the house with their own dreams.
In her room Clarissa was still staring at the square box that had been given by Farghan. He was hesitant about opening it or not. And Farghan's words also Eveline made him finally intend to open the box.
He took it and placed it next to him who was in the bed. Slowly his hand began to reach for the cover and when it was open Clarissa saw in it there was a box again but this time it was different. So the box is like a custom made type of expensive diamond box protected. The cover is made of clear glass.
It wasn't the box that surprised Clarissa but the contents inside. Something familiar to Clarissa and it has been looking for since a few weeks ago. Plus there is another heart-shaped jewelry box in red.
"My diary!" murmured Clarissa.
Yes, there is a diary book belonging to Clarissa and there is also one more book beside her whether it is a book. Clarissa opened the lid of her box and the first time she held it was the book beside her diary.
"It's like a diary book too but why it was given to me"
His hand immediately grabbed the two diary books and he saw it was true that it was his lost diary. And the other one was opened by Clarissa who indeed had a password similar to hers. But it was written there that password so Clarissa just open it.
After it was opened and read it turned out to be a diary book owned by her husband, Kendrick. Call Clarissa surprised and wondered what this meant?
Why is my diary on Kendrick?
When did he take her?
Does he know the password?
Why does he have a diary book too?
All in Clarissa's mind. He can't find the answer yet. What Clarissa believes now is that her husband must have brought the contents of his diary.
His hands turned to open the jewelry box and when it opened in it there was a diamond necklace with a heart-shaped hanger. Clarissa was amazed to see the necklace that was really beautiful.
"These weird nerds are necklaces" Clarissa tried to unlock the contents of the hanger. Because Clarissa believes that it can be opened, sure enough when it was opened in it there is a photo of her wedding with Kendrick.
Clarissa was really surprised. Because she did not expect that her wedding photos would be kept by her husband. Whether the photo was saved or not Clarissa did not know it.
Now her gaze shifted back to see the contents of her husband's diary. He was curious and immediately opened the next page. On the first page there is a photo of their wedding with a graffiti "I LOVE YOU" below.
Opening the next page, here Clarissa can read all the scribbles her husband wrote to give a message to him.
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Dear Diary's.
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Assalamu'alaikum beautiful.
This diary is specially made for you people I love very much. Through this diary, you can know my true heart. Just like you who never expressed your complaints to me, but your diary told me directly. I'm sorry for taking and reading your diary. At first I thought it was just an ordinary book, it turns out that when I opened it there were scribbles about your heart's expression. I know your diary cipher, although at first I just tried our wedding date and it turned out to be true.
I didn't expect that much of what our marriage meant to you. So much love for me? The opposite is true with me. I cannot openly express what I feel thoroughly with you directly. Hopefully this book can tell you. Because I don't know if I can talk to you directly or not. I don't know......
^^^Kendrick...^^^
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Dear Diary's.
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Sayuci (My dear is beautiful) calls from me to you who I truly love and care for. You should know that I really love you. I don't know when this love comes, whose soot my heart is lonely when there is no you. Your departure makes me realize that my heart is already filled with your name. I always hope and pray you are my soul mate. And I hope you will accept me as my proud husband to be with you again.
I'm sorry Clarissa, always hurt you, yell at you, make your mental decline. I didn't know you had such a tragic past. And I indirectly went back to repeating the events of your past in our marriage. I always blame you for this marriage. But now I realize that this is all my fault.
I'm sorry about the betrayal I committed. I was wrong to mediate the problem. I hurt your heart this way. But you should know that I don't want that snake woman to hurt you let alone make you mentally down. It all happened so fast that I couldn't think clearly. Until I took the wrong path. You should know that as long as the relationship is established, I have no feelings for her. Even seeing it I'm sick of it.
But what is my day, as if my mind has been washed by it. I'm sorry Clarissa, I'm so sorry about all that.
^^^Kendricks.. ^^^
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Dear Diary's.
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Accept that necklace as a sign of my love for you. I made that necklace specifically for you. With you wearing that necklace I hope your heart is always embedded in my name, just like my heart always has your name. Wear my Holy, I'll miss you. If you miss me, you can hold the necklace as a sign that I will always be around you.
Clarissa, you need to know one thing. That I've loved you before three months is as you wish. Even after I ended the relationship with Jennie, the feelings that were in my heart had changed. I'm more comfortable with you and not willing to lose you. It's just that I didn't realize that long ago. I'm sorry, Clarissa, I was such a fool to have wasted such a beautiful diamond like you.
I don't give a shit about the scorn people out there about you. Even if they don't like your physique, I will always protect you. As long as this life is in the body, I will always be there for you. Make my shoulder a backrest when you are tired when this painful world makes you cry. Forever and beyond I will always be there for you. I will try to be a good husband and will try to make you happy.
Be my companion forever Sayuci. Forgive me for everything I did even though I knew it wasn't easy for you and I hope you will accept me back as your husband. Wear the necklace as a sign of your love for me, if you already hate me too much. Just keep that necklace as a memory from me.
I LOVE YOU CLARISSA'S.
^^^Kendricks.. ^^^
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At once Clarissa immediately cried bitterly while reading the outpouring of her husband's heart. He couldn't believe that the one who wrote it was Kendrick. She knew exactly who Kendrick was, there was no way her husband would bother to write that much for her sake. But Clarissa could not deny it, because she herself knew how to write her husband's hand. And it is true that the pen graffiti is the result of Kendrick's writing.
His hand rubbed the photo behind the front cover. His heart throbbed for a moment, he recalled the last time Kendrick slammed into him. So much love and the last words it still continues to ring in Clarissa's head.
Taking the necklace, Clarissa looked at him for so long that she finally. Clarissa took care of it all and did not forget to keep the diary and necklace box in the drawer. After that Clarissa went to the bathroom to wash her face.
Before long Clarissa came out with a face that was wet and a little fresh. Then he decided to sleep, even though his mind was still in the contents of Kendrick's diary. Because her eyes could not be closed, Clarissa could only look at the ceiling of the room while imagining something. Until his eyes closed by themselves.
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