
After Clarissa's private jet landed. Clarissa and Chera rushed to get out. Very was waiting for them and when they met Very also brought all the suitcases Clarissa with two large suitcases and one medium suitcase. Very took Raymond's family car to pick up Clarissa. She was supposed to take Miss Mesya to the hospital, but was picked up by Lavina.
I don't know if Clarissa felt there was an unpleasant feeling in her heart. She had been thinking about her husband since the trip. So he asked Very to take them directly to the hospital. It was as if Very also understood what Clarissa was worried about. He rushed the gas to the hospital at a moderate pace. Very also had to think of two twins so that his sleep was not disturbed.
Chera was confused by Clarissa's attitude which looked anxious and worried about someone. Luckily the twins weren't fussy from earlier, so they were able to calm down. Now Khalvan and Kheisen are sleeping. Clarissa's gaze continued out the window, as if she wanted to rush her way and her gaze was unpredictable to Chera.
"Why did you know, Clari was sick?" tanya Chera held Clarissa's shoulder. The automative Clarissa immediately turned her head towards Chera with a smile.
"No, I was just Ken's mind. My feeling from earlier was that the journey was not good. Let's hope it's not a bad thing." replied Clarissa as is, indeed that's what she was thinking and worrying about.
"Pray my sister's husband may not pa-pa" Chera hugged Clarissa by leaning her head against Clarissa.
Very who was driving could only glance from the front rearview mirror and listen to all their conversations. Very so anxious and nervous, fear that implied Clarissa is a bad thing.
After a few minutes, they finally arrived at the hospital. Clarissa went straight out, followed by Chera from behind. His heart was growing and his heart was beating faster. It was as if there had been a signal that led him to the hospital. Clarissa herself did not know why she became like that. Lavina did not give any news.
Chera left their suitcases in the car. Very even nodded, where could they bring such a large suitcase inside. Later even dikirain transfer to rumha sick. And Very waited for them in the car for a while and went out to get a drink.
In Clarissa with a step in and out go straight to the ICU room. Chera can only follow while holding Kheisen and Clarissa holding Khalvan. Not yet in front of the ICU room, Clarissa's heart was made sick when she saw her mother-in-law crying while hugging Lavina. Clarissa's distance is not so far, only those in front of the ICU room do not see Clarissa's whereabouts. Since there was a restrictive barrier wall, the wall was only half of it. His position is in front of the ICU room, Clarissa can still hear the cry of mistress Mesya who made her heart hurt.
"Now Lavina, Kendrick can't leave you. He only slept for a while, he would definitely wake up..hiks.......Kendrick would wake up, he was just sleeping" seeing his mother who continued to speak like that made Lavina's heart even more sick and devastated.
"Ikhlas ma, be sincere. Don't be like this, Lavina was hit too. Mama don't cry like this, Lavina will get sadder if mama is like this."
Clarissa could already guess what was going on. That instant Clarrissa also felt her legs limp. He was almost whiny but managed to hold the same Chera who was still loyal behind him. Sontak Clarissa was conscious and tried to strengthen herself to be able to walk. In her little heart she was so confident that her husband would definitely come back for her children.
"No, my mother has to prove to herself that my son is not dead. He's just sleeping, Kendrick can't leave mom. You just mischecked Farghan. Kendrick was still with us, Mama saw him inside."
Hearing the words of the mother-in-law, Clarissa seemed to no longer bear to hug and support the middle-aged woman who was crying. As much as possible Clarissa tried to be patient and convince her heart that her husband would be fine.
"Strengthen brother so that they can also be strong as big brother" said Chera suddenly, Clarissa turned to look at Chera for a moment and nodded.
Finally they walked together to the ICU room which was only a few steps away. Maybe because of the sad atmosphere and sick feelings, so they all did not realize Clarissa's presence there. Until their gazes were fixed on Clarissa as Clarissa called out to mistress Mesya.
Everyone turned to Clarissa. From their gazes, Clarissa could already guess that they were all shocked by his sudden presence.
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Inside the ICU room Clarissa looked at her husband's pale body. Medical devices have been removed from his body. There was a blanket that covered his body to the neck. Clarissa tried to be strong and approached her husband's body weakly. There's no Clarissa as strong as ever. Farghan, who could not bear to see his best friend, immediately left Clarissa alone with Kendrick's body that had been stretched stiff.
Clarissa immediately sat down with a cry that she could no longer hold. His hands could feel the coldness of Kendrick's body. There is no more warmth. It was all gone, Clarissa crying. He regretted coming late.
"I'm sorry, I couldn't keep my promise to come here sooner. I thought you'd come back to your senses, but it turns out you left me and the kid. You know I was there fighting on my own, pregnant until giving birth. Because you don't want to fight for me either. Hiks....You don't want to see our son. He's a tamoan like you. Hicks....hiks....." Clarissa hugged Kendrick's stiff body as she continued to cry. He also showed pictures of Khalvan and Kheisen. Hope there is an unexpected miracle from God.
Clarissa still wants to design her little family from scratch. Without having to put the past back. "I want us to get back together like we used to be with Khalvan and Kheisen. Come on wake up, I'm sure you're still here. You just want to wait for me to come home, right? Now I'm home, but why are you leaving forever. I'd like to see your smile, hiks.at least look at your son. You haven't seen him at all. Hix...even I who have to fight alone gave birth to them. But you're gone" Clarissa can only chatter shedding all the feelings she's been holding back. And now he's spilling it all out in front of Kendrick's pale, stiff body.
"I want you back mas, I just want you. I don't want to take care of them alone. I need you, I want to take care of them together with you. Come on baby wake up, hiks......Isn't this what you want to live happily with me. But.but why did you leave. Hicks......" Clarissa felt something stroke her shoulder. When her face turned it turned out it was Miss Mesya. He went in to see his son.
Clarissa seemed to no longer care about anyone near her. All she wanted was her husband back. Clarissa kept hugging Kendrick while crying. Seeing all that, Madam Mesya could not help but cry. He was also very sad and sad. But his body was forced to be strong in order not to fall down.
"Here son, I'm sure your husband is calm there. Mom tried to be sincere even though it was heavy. Mama's heart also hurts, losing the child she loves" said Ms. Mesya as she continued to stroke Clarissa's shoulder.
"No, Kendrick will be back. He can't possibly leave me. Wake up..hiks...." Clarissa really doesn't want to go far from Kendrick. The man filled his whole heart. Despite Kendrick's past, Clarissa doesn't care. For her now is a happy life with her son and husband.
"Kendrick, mama's always here for you. There's your wife too, don't you miss her. Look at her coming, don't you feel sorry to see her crying like this" Ms. Mesya also hopes Kendrick can come back even if it's impossible.
It seems like there is no hope anymore. So that Miss Mesya led Clarissa to come out. Before Clarissa went out, she kissed Kendrick's forehead long enough and kissed the back of her hand as well.
'I'm sure you won't leave us, hold my hand. I want you to hold onto it and show that you still want to fight with us. Me, Khalvan, and Kheisen.' Inner Clarissa while peeping at the back of Kendrick's hand.
"Come on, let's get out, your husband has calmed down" said Ms. Mesya holding Clarissa's shoulder with both hands.
"I still want to be here, ma. Mama will come out first and I will follow. I won't be long" Clarissa replied without turning to her in-laws and choosing to put her head next to Kendrick.
Mrs Mesya could only sigh and leave Clarissa alone in the room. He knew that now Clarissa still needed time to spread everything in her heart. She herself as a mother also could not accept the departure of the child. Moreover, his wife who had not been present at his husband's side for a long time. And when it comes even greeted with the departure of the husband forever.