
If the wound is embedded in the heart, no one can heal the wound. It may be that the wound is healed, but every time it remains.
The wounds hurt!
Luka teaches that in the future can think more before acting, before doing something that can hurt feelings, or expect the same heart but the fact is turned around that makes this heart hurt.
So every wound must have a valuable lesson. And not infrequently the wound makes itself traumatized. So think a thousand times if you want to do something, plant feelings for others and be prepared for answers that will not be as expected.
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A week ago, Kendrick was lying in a hospital bed with a lot of tools attached to his body. No change or showing progress, it's the same. And in that one week Clarissa did not appear to come to the hospital, just look no. His heart still hurt a lot to hear what he shouldn't have heard. Reality is bitter and more painful if the other person who delivers it is not from the mouth of someone he loves.
Clarissa could only lock herself in the house, not come out at all. His activities are just busy at home to sketch, design clothes or dresses, read and write. The originally cheerful face was full of excitement, now all that was gone was the sadness emitted from the figure of Clarissa. He was truly like a human being who lost his life spirit.
Repeatedly her parents or brother even Eveline gave her advice and accompanied her. But Clarissa just said "Nothing" or "I'm fine". Clarissa just doesn't want people to feel sorry for her fate. Though any pain and as many insults as he often heard, there was no look of sadness shown by Clarissa. Even he never responded to it, even all the insults he made motivation.
This time was very different, this was not the figure of Clarissa they often met. If Clarissa is sad, sad, lost her mood. Which is always the impingement if not eat, cool, and Clarissa likes to eat chocolate and ice cream. He could finish all of that in a day. Clarissa is also rarely a sport that makes her weight more and more up. But all of that is not cared for by him, which Clari wants to just be alone and relieve the stress that hit.
Mrs Cantika or Mr. Nevan does not care about it as long as it can make Clarissa relieved and eliminate her sadness. And on the other hand they also told Clarissa to exercise routine, if there was a Faero who always accompanied Clarissa. If now Mah Faero is married, the time is taken to work as well. Clarissa is rarely used to exercising.
Like the days of yesterday Clarissa just locked herself in a draft room. A day he spent to make new models of his and make for the customer the mother was blinded. Tapu not all Clarissa does, she just continues what the customer wants. He only continued the work of his mother, because everyone must have their own results, as well as Clarissa.
"Where is Clarissa, how invisible" Eveline just came home from work, she looked for the whereabouts of her best friend who was already a sister-in-law.
"It seems that in his room non, the aunt had seen non Clarisda enter there. It's been two hours ago" explained bi Asri art in the house as well.
"Oh Allah feels very well that the child is languishing there. For a long time so worried I could be the same condition Clarissa" Eveline took the water to drink the fridge to refresh her dry throat.
"Yes non, even non Clarissa never sad before everyone. But his face can't lie" replied bi Asri.
"True bi, he did always hide his sadness. Yes, I wanted to follow him first" Eveline was about to leave but was stopped. "Eh I make juice let the mood go back" he murmured.
"Here let aunt peel the fruit" bargained Asri to help Eveline.
"Don't be bi, I can do it myself." Eveline started taking fresh red guava to make juice.
After finishing Eveline brought the juice to Clarissa's room. Sure enough Clarissa was still there, right up to the door. He knocked on it several times, hearing Clarissa's voice from within. Eveline opened the door, the first thing Eveline saw was Clarissa's smile. Behind that smile was the pain Clarissa was hiding.
"Assalamu'alaikum" said Eveline when he went inside, not forgetting that he closed the door but not entirely, leaving only a little reproach.
"Wa'alaikumussalam" replied Clarissa telling Eveline to sit next to her.
"For you" Eveline put the juice on a small table with the rest of the chocolate wrapper there.
"Thank you, you know that I'm thirsty" didn't think Clarissa's long snatched the juice and drank a few sips.
"Well, what a sketch of this dress" Eveline pointed to one of Clarissa's sketches of the dress.
"You want to be made?" ask Clarissa while continuing to make unfinished sketches.
"Not really, but if you want to make it also not pa-pa" said Eveline nyengir showed a series of white teeth.
"If it's really you who want, yes I'll make it for you" Clarissa replied with lips that continued to smile.
"Hehe, good how can I refuse" eveline said.
Clarissa was still focused on finishing her sketches and Eveline was watching Clarissa with an unpredictable face. Now Eveline has the courage to talk about Kendrick or Clarissa's feelings right now. There is no way next will be like this, which there is a friend and sister-in-law that will fall uncertain direction to rise.
"Clar?"
"Hm!" without looking at the source of the sound.
"When are you like this Clari?" align her position next to Clarissa.
"Look how the hell? Why me?" Clarissa put down her stationery and turned to face Eveline.
"Be Clarissa who I know, why have you become locked away like this" Eveline said with a sad look.
"What kind of me do you know? I'm still me there's nothing different." replied Clarissa with a thin smile arch.
"I know the pain you feel, I know it's not easy for you to forget and even forgive Kendrick. Remember Clar, there used to be a lot of scorn you got but it's all as usual for you. Even you once said that their insults were the motivation for you. Keep this!" Eveline looked at Clarissa's face meaningfully while holding Clarissa's hand.
"Everything needs a Vel process, it's not that easy" Clarissa let go of Eveline's hand.
Not yet Eveline replied suddenly there was a knock on the door from the outside. They looked at the pinth.
Geck.
Geck.
"Who?" ask Eveline from the inside.
"This is bi Heti non" replied bi Heti from the outside.
"Come in!" eveline shouted outside.
Chequek.
"What's bi?" ask Clarissa.
Clarissa and Eveline are confused as to why Farghan and Alifa came home all of a sudden. There were no previous appointments or reports that they would visit. Without much questioning Clarissa immediately came out to approach the two of them. Along with Eveline who followed from behind. Bi Heti then closed the door of the room, because Eveline forgot to close it.
"Assalamu'alaikum"
"Wa'alaikumussalam" Clarissa greeted the two of them. He sat on the couch next to Eveline.
"What are you guys here for?" clarissa asked confused.
"There's something I want to talk to you about Clar, it's about your husband" without ba bi bu Farghan opening a conversation.
"Why with him?" what Clarissa had in mind.
"Why?" clarissa asked briefly with a flat expression.
"There's something you should know about Clarissa, before the surprise party started the day before. Kendrick left me something, he asked me to keep it and give it to you. He said it was for your birthday present" Farghan made Clarissa and Eveline confused by Farghan's intentions.
So what does this have to do with me?
What reward?
Why was he sent to Farghan?
Why was it given directly to me?
And there's still a lot of words in Clarissa's mind. He wondered what Farghan had meant. And this time answered with a quote from Farghan.
See Clarissa with confused expreai. Farghan continued his words again. Clarissa did not answer anything but the look on her face had already shown some confusion.
"Kendrick left this to me to give it to you. I'm sorry I just came here to give it to you, Ken's trust has been conveyed." patients who make a lot of Farghan can not take the time to go home or just talk outside with Clarissa to give the trust.
"Why didn't he give it to him himself?" clarissa asked in surprise.
"I don't know, either, the point is that Ken said that I was told to give it to you. Because he doesn't know whether he can give it to you directly or not and he's not sure you'll take it either." Farghan was also confused as to why Ken alone gave the gift. And now the question has been answered with Kendrick lying in the hospital bed
"Maybe this is the answer Clarissa why not she herself who gave it directly. Even if Kendrick gave it to you at the time, I'm not sure you'd want to open it or just look. So I ask at least open the contents first do not because of your anger or disappointment so that you immediately reject it and do not know what it is" said Farghan.
"Yes, thank you for coming here. Though I know your time must be very minimal" said Clarissa sincerely while forcing a smile.
"Nothing Clarissa, this trust must be passed on to the right person. So that we also do not have dependents anymore." said Alifa who was beside Farghan's right.
"Thank you very much" Clarissa said a second time.
"Sama-sama" They answered in unison.
"Clarissa there's one more thing I want to explain to you. About Kendrick and Jennie"
"No need to discuss them in front of me anymore" said Clarissa without ba bi bu, she was still very disappointed and angry even the news of Kendrick's condition was reluctant to ask when there was Farghan there.
"Listen to Clari, I haven't finished speaking yet" Farghan understood Clarissa's feelings now that were still disappointed and angry.
"What?" though lazy Clarissa still wants to hear it.
"Kendrick is in a relationship again with Jennie not just because of love or she wants to betray you. But she knows something she shouldn't have heard about your past" Clarissa glares in disbelief that her husband knows his past.
"Then?"
"This is what I heard from Michael, when Jennie came to Kendrick's office all of a sudden and he threatened Kendrick to hurt you. Because Jennie knows that you are the woman she has hurt in the past. At that time Kendrick was surprised to hear Jennie's explanation. Kendrick doesn't want you to get hurt again or even mentally upset. So Jennie asked to be in a relationship with Kendrick again, although with difficulty Ken thought he finally agreed. But as long as they're dating, there's not a bit of Kendrick poking around, Jennie just asking for money or asking Ken out but getting rejected. And so on until even a month Kendrick ended the relationship and chose to protect you alone. He knows how to go wrong and knows what the consequences are." Farghan explained.
Clarissa and Eveline couldn't believe Farghan's explanation. Eventually they find out the real reason Kendrick re-established a relationship with Jennke just to protect Clarissa.
"I just want you to know that there are no more misunderstandings. Although the way he was wrong, Kendrick already realized that and wanted to change everything" Farghan added.
Clarissa remained silent not a single word Farghan heard. It was as if his ears were covered. Eveline nudged Clarissa's arm so that she would wake up from her daydream.
Clarissa flinched in shock and swung a smile back at Farghan and Alifa. "Yes thanks" is just a word of thanks that is always spoken in Clarissa's lips. I don't know what other words to say.
"Yes, if we say we go home first, may Allah be quick to give way to your problems" Farghan said before heading home.
"Aamiin, thanks Farghan Alifa"
Farghan and Alifa just smiled while nodding. Clarissa and Eveline take the two out to go home. After the departure of Merrka both Clarissa back in and saw the square box is not too big wrapped in wrapping paper full of heart shape plus there is a ribbon decoration on it. Clarissa was actually still angry and disappointed, even reluctant to touch the gift given by Farghan earlier.
But again Eveline who was still loyal to be beside him reminded of Farghan's previous message.
"Don't get angry because you ignore the message in it. You don't know what it is, not all luxury gifts can be in it with a message or whether I don't know." Eveline gently rubbed Clarissa's shoulder.
Clarissa smiled and took the box from Farghan and brought it to her room. Eveline breathed a sigh of relief at the end of the day, and Clarissa wanted to bring the gift box.
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Assalamu'alaikum
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This part is quite long up to 2000 words more. No papa yes bonus 😁.
The next part is Clarissa, prepare a tissue.
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