
After returning home I continued my work that was delayed, after making a cup of coffee to accompany me to work I was surprised by the knock of the door and it turned out that the coming was okan.
"Where do you know I'm here?" I asked the Okan who came to bring flowers for me.
"Secret dong, nih"
"Thank you, you want some coffee?"
"May the origin also not trouble you"
"Just relax, just wait a minute"
I'm getting familiar with the okan,okan a good man and also very polite.Okan a successful man and he is now looking for a partner after breaking up with his girlfriend who chose to marry another man.After my meeting with the office change I saw his relationship with bimo is fine and I am happy to see the happiness of those who are on their honeymoon.
Me and Ranti are like brothers,ranti confided a lot to me about her relationship with bimo.Sedang okan almost every day come to visit me and invite me to hang out with dicaffee subscription.Other people who see our closeness will definitely think we are lovers because of the way okan treats me like he treats the lover he loves.
A month after being in a relationship with Okan that night okan expressed her feelings for me, she said,I do not know what to answer because in the slightest I did not put feelings on him and only consider him a friend.Smoothly I also rejected the statement of love okan because I was still a wife bimo,okan is younger than me.
"I can't okan" I refused.
"Why?"
"I'm a married woman"
"Prelease with him and marry me because he's not a good man either"
"Can't go on. There's a child between us"
"You still love him?" ask the okan again.
"Well then make me your dark lover"
"You're crazy, I can't do that" I replied.
"Why not?bimo betrayed you by marrying Ranti"
"But that doesn't mean I should do the same, please understand"
"Am I ugly?"
"No, you're a good-looking man, look for a woman who's much younger than me and more attractive"
"But I just like you, I'm in love with you"
"I have to go home" I tried to avoid the love statement but my hand was held back to sit back.
"Sit down I'm not done talking"
"All right" I gave up.
"I'll wait until you're ready to part from him, I mean I'll wait until you're ready"
"Fish..."
"Let's go home"
After returning home I was in the room alone continue to think about the statement of love okan,I realized I had made all this happen which was where I let the okan get close to me. I was confused how to avoid it because every day the okan would come to the boutique as usual,I rubbed my face rough because it made the young man put his heart on me.Don't want to take a dizzy what just happened I decided to take a shower and go to sleep,as long as I started my bathing ritual I saw my naked body and noticed my face - did I still deserve to be next to that young man? that's what's on my mind.
The next day I was in the boutique began to riled how I should behave in front of the okan when he came to visit my boutique later.From morning until 12 pm I continued to look at my cellphone which is usually okan would send me a short message but it's different from today,okan seemed to disappear after I refused.I also tried to divert my mind by busying myself and without feeling the day was already afternoon I was preparing to go home because I felt tired because today's visitors were quite crowded.