Divorced Because of In-Law

Heart attack.

I just got some good news from my former partner, who is a cousin of the man I was in a relationship with and a few days later came back to give me some very surprising news,not happy news but sad news for me.Bak was struck by lightning I heard the news that has been delivered by Ranti which is difficult news I received, well. okan died from a sudden heart attack.

"Mbak.okan.." said Ranti by phone.

"What's wrong with okan?why are you crying?" I started to panic.

"Okan died mbak, kanokan has been gone for ever" weeping ranti was broken.

"What!!" I suddenly couldn't believe what I just said.

"Okan died mbak, suspected temporary sudden heart attack and when found okan was lifeless" so the explanation was alternately crying.

"No. It can't happen, you must be lying" I said, rejecting the truth.

"This is real mbak, I hope mbak soon come to help me take care of the funeral okan and mbak see it for the last time" said Ranti who resuscitated me.

"Well, I'll be there right away" I answered and switched off the phone and rushed to pack.

With tears streaming I packed my clothes suitcased, during the trip to the airport my tears kept flowing down my cheeks.Kemories with okan continued to present,guilt and regret continue to haunt me.If I accept the invitation to marry okan of course okan still exist in this world, I continue to blame my stupidity, if only I was together at that time would not be helped.

"Wake up, I've come and open your eyes" I said.

"Bak don't be like this, let the okan go quietly" said Ranti who tried to make me strong when I knew she was crying over the departure of the okan.

"It's all my fault, let's just accept his invitation to marry of course this will not happen and of course okan will be helped" I also blame myself for my stupidity, which is the second time I have lost a man who loves me sincerely.

"It's fate don't blame yourself like this and I'm sure okan also disagrees with what he said" said Ranti.

Ranti and I embraced, we had to immediately release the departure of the okan and as soon as we had his funeral.For the second time I had to attend the funeral of my lover, my friend,I who was still buried with tears that still flow regret continued to haunt me.I repeatedly cursed myself which where I was too long dissolved in my fear, fear will fail and hurt my partner later.

"Mbak let's go home, don't be like this" Ranti also invited me to go home.

"It's all wrong, I'm sorry" I said again.

"It's time to stop blaming yourself, let the okan rest in peace there" Ranti also invited me home by pulling my hand to follow her steps.