Divorced Because of In-Law

My first child was born...

Long story short I had given birth by surgery because I could not push anymore and the doctor suggested to be operated on immediately because my baby was blue.

I was unable to hold back my tears after seeing my baby with a condition of breath faltering and his body turning blue.I deeply regret my carelessness that delayed too long to be operated on. Many times I curse myself because if it is too late my baby will just leave me for ever.

"Mother's baby is safe and being cleaned" said one of the sisters who had been beside me, while the cowardly male rai did not dare to accompany me in the operating room.

"Thank you" my tears couldn't be contained anymore and these are my tears of happiness after hearing my baby survived.

"Mom don't cry anymore any minute we'll move mom to the hospital room" the nurse also helped me wipe away the tears that flowed in the cheeks.

"Thank you" I said again and nodded back at the head of the kind-hearted nurse.

After I was transferred to my hospital room my baby was in between my room to be breastfed but my asi did not come out and finally my baby was given formula. After noting my baby name, the nurse brought my baby back to the nursery or what she used to call the incubator room.

In the evening I who was only accompanied by rai began to feel annoyed because rai just sleeps, even many times I call his name he did not hear. I feel thirsty and laar was just resigned, fortunately not long later the suater came in to check my situation. I asked the nurse for help to give me food on the table because I was so hungry.

After a few days of treatment, my baby and I were finally allowed to go home. I am also very happy if my mother came to Jakarta to help me in my puerperium for 1 month. The checks between my mother and mama rai began all because of differences in opinion in taking care of the baby and food during my puerperium. Mama wants me to get good nutrition while my in-laws who are stingy want us to save money. Due to the frequent bickering my mother also decided to go home and handed me to mama rai, I also felt annoyed because not one week my mother had to go back to our hometown.

Mama who had returned home called me to be patient with my selfish and stingy in-laws. At first my in-laws were so good somehow after the birth of my first child it all felt changed. I try to be patient with all the changes, too,in the evening I told rai and I asked her to move from her mother's house but she refused because she wanted to be filial because she was the only child. Rai and I had an argument that ended when I relented after thinking about all the rai sayings, it was true that if we moved later who would help me take care of our son if I went back to work.