
I also realized I couldn't keep going like this,there are two children and my parents that I have to think about their feelings.Both of my children still need me because right now I am the only one they have after rai languished in prison for having done violence to me.
I also visited the tomb of Gerry, this is the second time I visited his tomb.I came with flowers and then I also recited prayers for gerry, I also invited gerry to talk, I asked gerry to talk,there were many things I told her to treat my longing for her.
"How are you, sorry I just visited you" without me noticing my tears were flowing.
"It feels like without you, why did you leave so quickly ger" I said then bowed unable to continue my words.
"I promise that I will rise from my slump, I hope you are calm there" I rubbed a gerry tombstone and I attached the last photo that I secretly photographed.
Long enough I was impregnated gerry, all my heart I spilled there.Entah how many tears that flow I do not care anymore.I also say goodbye after first kissing the tombstone.
"Good bye gerry may you be calm there and given the most beautiful place on the side of God" I left without turning back, because I walked down and still shed tears I hit someone and then without seeing it I apologized and just left.
"I'm sorry I didn't see you"
"It's okay "
"I go first"
"Hey lady is this yours?" ask the man I just hit.
"Oh yes it's my wallet" it turns out I did not lock the bag that I brought so my wallet fell even I do not know.
"Try to check if something is missing"
"There's no need for me to trust you, me first" I left.
A few days later I decided to go back to work, I was bored just sitting there crying for the departure of gerry.Mira who saw me coming to the office came straight to me, we embraced and cried together.
"We must be strong" I said, still holding mira's hand.
"We can do it" Mira tried to smile.
"Let's start our work"
"Hemmm gerry's bride is coming soon"
" Yes, I understand "I'm heading to my desk.
"You were arrested a few days ago?" ask the man standing in front of me"
"You??"
"I'm the guy you hit in the middle of the security, you remember?"
"Ooh yeah..I remember, what are you doing here?"
"I work here"
"It's a coincidence" I said.
"Meet me bimo"
"Lily" I introduced myself.
After getting acquainted we went back to work, my boss' lunch hour came out of his study,seeing me still sitting doing my work bimo invite me to lunch together.I also wake up leaving my work desk to the cafeteria with bimo.
"If I may know whose tomb are you going to?"
"My future husband"
"I'm concerned.What happened to him?"
"Traffic accident"
"You must have been hit hard"
"Yes.because 1 day before our wedding he left for eternity"