Divorced Because of In-Law

I opened my heart...

I decided to open my heart again and accept okan, I will try to have a relationship with him but not to marry him so soon because frankly I am still afraid of failing at home.

　

Like other couples, I and I spend a lot of time together without children,I admit that I love my children as much as my own biological children.While my family, especially my mother, likes okan, even my mother is very close to okan like mother and child.

　

Without feeling that our relationship has been running for two years and every year we always celebrate our togetherness every year.As in previous years we celebrated with dinner with the restaurant and this year there is a little different because when I eat okan give me a sneak, yes okan proposed to me.

　

　

"Will you marry me?" tanya Okan with one hand holding my hand while the other hand handed me a red box containing a ring.

"I'm not ready yet, please understand me" I said and released his hand.

"You're rejecting me?" okan looks disappointed.

"It's not that, it's just that I'm not ready" I'm trying to explain what I mean.

"All right I understand and I'll wait until you're ready" said Okan with his trademark smile.

"Give me a little more time" I said.

"Well, I'll wait" said Okan kissing my hand.

　

　

After celebrating our togetherness, I and Okan immediately returned to their respective homes,I who had changed clothes and sat in front of my dressing table could only stare into the mirror while thinking about whether I should marry her?am I ready?all those questions frustrated me because the shadow of my previous marriage failure came back and gave me the creeps to imagine it all.

　

　

After cleaning the rest of the makeup on my face I immediately headed to my bed, my cellphone looked for if there was a message sent to me as usual?apparently there was not a single message from the okan, I started asking myself if okan was disappointed that I rejected his proposal?did I ask for the wrong time to prepare myself?

　

　

　

Until lunch okan has not yet contacted me what else send a short message as usual,there was no good morning like he did every day.I guess Okan must be angry and disappointed at my rejection last night,I went back to my office and without realizing I was asleep and skipping my lunch.Until the afternoon I was still asleep in my sleep was surprised by my sweet kiss that made me wake up and eat someone who did that.

　

"Why are you sleeping here?" ask okan.

"Ooh I couldn't sleep last night" I said trying to get up from where I was asleep but Okan was preventing me.

"What makes you unable to close your eyes?" ask the okan again.

"Maybe I drink mostly coffee" I replied originally to cover up what was disturbing my sleep.

"You're lying, you must be thinking about my proposal that you rejected" replied Okan who out of nowhere knew it all.

"I didn't lie, I didn't even think about it" I answered and woke up but my stomach rang asking to be filled.

"You hungry?did you miss your lunch?" ask Okan I replied with a nod of the head.

"Will you accompany me to eat?" my many.

"Sure.ayo we're leaving now"

　

Without wasting time we went to the cafe where we used to spend time in the afternoon from the beginning of our meeting,I eat with a gluttonous without any food left on my side.Sedang okan busy with his phone that keeps ringing because his business relationship keeps contacting him.Okan busy man and I am very happy and proud to see his work spirit and frankly, I learned a lot from him about business...