Divorced Because of In-Law

Spontaneous okan kiss...

After the meeting was over, me and Ranti also returned home with ushered by okan. We first drove her home, considering she was pregnant. After that Okan also drove me home to the boutique but before I went down I held my hand because there was something he wanted to talk about.

"I love you, I'll wait until your divorce is over" said Okan and I just kept quiet and got out of his car.

"Good night okan and thank you" I said, then closed the door.

"Wait." I was looking for the key in my bag and stopped my hand and turned towards Okan who came down from his car to me.

"Don't reject me, I love you" and kissed my lips suddenly, I couldn't resist and I don't know which demon possessed me.

After finishing the kiss, Okan stroked my lips while adjusting my breath, after which he hugged me tightly. I was only silent when my body was hugged, I could feel the beating of the heart and I was so happy that you felt the sincerity from it.

"Come in, I'll wait until you close the door"

"Well" I opened the door after I found the key in my bag.

I, who was inside the shophouse, locked the door and sat on the stairs, thinking about what we had just done. I admit I started to like okan, but I am a woman who has been married twice and has failed for the second time. I keep thinking if I deserve to be with him?

"Lily.. Have you come home, son? " said mama.

"I just got home" I replied.

"Why sit there, let's go up, son" said my mother, I immediately went up.

"I'm just tired ma" I said, then sat down on the second floor with my mom in the room where me and the kids were watching.

"Mom knows it's hard for you, but you have to be strong for your kids" she said.

"I know ma. I'm just afraid I'll lose the trial later" I replied.

"Wand you to feel better, mama to the room if you need anything call mama"

For some reason tonight I find it difficult to close my eyes, the scene of my kiss with Okan continues to be imagined. I feel ashamed because at my age I am in a relationship with a man who is much younger than me but I can not deny I have a sense with the young man.I also cover my face with both hands, I can not deny, it was a shame to remember me returning the young man's kiss. I checked my vibrating phone, sent me a text message.

"Are you asleep? " ask okan in his short message.

"Not yet" I replied briefly.

"Want to meet me? " ask okan.

"No. It's night" I replied.

"Alright, tomorrow I'll see you" replied the okan.

"Don't.I'm ashamed to meet you" I replied again.

"You're so cute, I want to have you more and more" replied Okan.

"Don't do it again, I don't deserve you" I replied. After that, Okan contacted me, with forced to raise his call.

"What makes you feel unworthy of me? " ask okan.

"I'm too old for you, I've twice failed to build a household" I replied.

"It's just a number and I don't mind your status" replied the Okan who made my blood rustle.

"You deserve to be with a woman who is much younger and equal to you but not me because I am ashamed" I replied.

"But I only love you" replied Okan.