
Rai kept calling me non-stop and I just let him go, while gerry who had just finished bathing came out of his room and walked up to me. Hearing my phone ringing, Gerry saw my phone screen after seeing rai calling me, Gerry snatched my phone and turned off my phone so that rai could not contact me again, I just kept watching gerry do that because I was honestly reluctant to pick up the phone from rai given his betrayal.
"Just ignore him, calm yourself down first and don't make decisions when your heart is hot and full of anger" Gerry put my phone on the table.
"I don't know what to do, I'm confused"
"Please first your mind just made a decision, remember among you there are children and rai is guilty of betraying you even dare to play hands"
"I didn't expect him to change like that".
"Everyone can change, I'm sorry I was so quick to express my feelings"
"It's okay, I'm sorry that I haven't been able to accept your feelings"
"That means you have the same feeling? " asked gerry, I nodded my head.
"I'm sorry but we can't be together, I'm a married woman" I replied, looking into Gerry's eyes.
"I know, come to me when you're ready and I'll keep waiting for you"
"Thank you, but I hope you don't wait for me and find a woman who's good and worthy of you"
"But what I want is you" jawan gerry.
We also chatted together in the guest room until mira came back then I immediately went into the mira room to take a shower and borrowed mira's sleepwear because today it was reluctant to go home. After I finished my bath and mira chatted for a while before we went to bed, mira and gerry were so kind to me and they were so warmly treating me like their own family.
"Then what's your decision? " ranya mira's.
"Tomorrow I'll go home and I'll take my leave to take care of my problems with rai"
"You want to be with him after what he's done? " ask mira.
"You sure? " ask mira again.
"I have a child, I don't want my son to be raised without a full parent"
"Make a statement to have rai sign it so that someday he does not repeat his actions" mira also gave an idea for me.
"You're right, tomorrow I'll take care of it all hopefully rai won't repeat it"
"He cheated it was wrong what else he dared to flirt"
"Maybe he didn't do it on purpose" I replied.
"You still defend him? " mira shook her head not believing what I said.
"Gerry expressed his feelings for me" I switched our conversation about rai.
"Gerry likes you and I already know that" Mira replied.
"Do I deserve her? "
"You deserve to be happy because I know you love each other, let's admit it"
"Either I am still confused, I don't want to make it my only outlet"
"Just think about what you've decided, I want to clean myself up if you're sleepy" she headed to the bathroom.
I kept thinking about what steps I should take? do I have to leave rai and run into gerry's arms? there are so many questions on my mind and that worries me.