
I continued to look back at the tomb as if I was not willing to part with it,I regretted my umpteenth foolishness that made me lose the person I love for the second time.Accordingly I was home inhabited by okan I just sat quietly without being able to speak that there were only tears in my eyes kept flowing profusely.
"Drinking this will make you feel better" Ranti also handed me a glass of warm drink.
"Thank you" I answered, receiving the glass that Ranti gave me.
"We are indeed grieving and losing our loved ones but we also do not drag on, I'm sure Okan also does not want us to continue crying" will try to strengthen me.
"Sir is a stupid woman?many times okan invite mbak married but mbak reject it by asking for time, just let time can be played back mbak will accept and approve the invitation to marry okan" I said.
"Have not blamed yourself, everything has happened and this is not my fault" said Ranti wipe my tears.
"Thank you" I said and we hugged each other in tears.
After satisfied crying and time had shown at eleven o'clock in the evening we decided to immediately rest.I went around and went into the room okan, the room that he occupied.The room was neat and clean, clean,I sat on the bed and grabbed a pillow because I wanted to feel the distinctive smell of okan that I always missed.
"I'm sorry" that's all I can say and then I lay in bed and fell asleep.
"Mbak" Ranti woke me up by shaking my body and I woke up.
"Replace" I said and hurried to get up.
"First you will follow after washing your face" I said.
"All right, I'll wait in the dining room" said Ranti and then walked out of the room.
Me and Ranti also had breakfast together while remembering our togetherness with okan, there were so many sweet memories we were with him.We also laughed together when remembering the cuteness that okan did, he said,not long after that Ranti also got a call that made us surprised which is where it is from the insurance company.Okan bequeath his wealth to me and change.
"Didn't you hear Ranti wrong?" my many.
"No mbak, I left everything for us" Ranti said.
"It's not a treasure that you want, you want to go back with mbak" I said speechlessly.
"We have to accept the fact that Okan has gone mbak, kokan has rested quietly there" Ranti also strengthened me.
After seven days of departure, I decided to return to my homeland,after hugging with my soul I stepped in without looking back again because I was afraid I would cry again.From my heart I also said farewell with okan,I still remember the message of Ranti who asked me for the spirit because life goes on.
"If you meet someone marry him" those are the last words.
I also enjoy my journey by staring out the window, enjoying the creation of God is a way I forget for a moment my sadness after being left to go okan for eternity.I also fell asleep because my journey is still very long, because my journey is still very long,I was in deep sleep dreaming of meeting okan.I don't know if it's because of my longing or because of my deep regret, don't cry on me you look ugly when you cry...