
Time went fast, two years in a relationship with gerry proposed to me with a berlutu in front of me with a ring that he had provided.I nodded in agreement to accept his proposal, Gerry also put a ring on my ring finger and we embraced.
"Thank you for accepting my proposal" Gerry kissed my forehead.
"I'm the one who should thank you for waiting patiently for me"
Wedding preparations are 100% complete,today is the last day I hold the status of a widow because the next day I will have a marriage with a gerry man who is in a relationship with me who is none other than my boss in the office.The day before my marriage is held where I should be happy to change with the sadness where I got the news that Gerry had an accident that caused him to lose his life.Gerry was not helped, I who heard the news went straight to the hospital to make sure of it myself,I had to see with my own eyes that the body that was stretched stiff was gerry.
"It's not impossible, we're getting married soon, saying it's not real" I told mira, who was in the room where Gerry's body was.
"Gerry is gone, the gerry is gone forever" said mira, who was still crying.
"Gerry woke up baby, tomorrow our wedding day" I also ventured to approach the gerry who was stretched stiff.
"You must be strong lily llasikkan gerry go, let him go quietly" mira also pulled me and hugged my body, we cried together.
"Why did this have to happen when we were about to get married?" I asked mira.
"It's fate lily we must strongly accept this reality" we also hugged each other to strengthen each other.
We also prepare for the funeral gerry, I continue to be beside the body of gerry with tears continuing to flow nonstop.Similar to mira, too,I don't know how many times my best friend and prospective sister-in-law passed out.I and mira also let go of gerry at his place of security, even prayers I pray for him,I went back to the apartment after the sun was almost setting, and I walked in my room and locked myself there without caring for my parents who were sitting in the living room with my two children.
"Mama" sabrina was my son who realized I was conscious.
"Papa call the doctor" Papa came out of the room where I was treated and returned with a female doctor who I can estimate is over 40 years old.
"Let me check" the woman's doctor did her job of properly examining my body.
"Patients are depressed as well as malnourished, which causes them to faint, for a while the patient will be treated until his condition improves"
"Well the doctor do what's best for my son" said my father, who I saw was worried about my condition.
"All right then excuse me" I was transferred to the inpatient room.
I kept thinking about gerry's message asking me not to get drawn into grief,it was the first time Gerry visited me after a week of leaving me for ever.I was so happy to see him again even if only for a moment and that was only in dreamland,I realized our nature was different and I promised to rise even though it was not as easy as I said it because I was just a human being anyway.