CROWN LADY
My fault
Finally I went back to my cozy dorm ohh godn new my whole life go night. If my mother finds out I'm dead, next time I won't go with stef anymore,,,,,,, next time I won't go with stef again,,,,,
Because I was so sleepy I fell asleep until 10:00 in the morning, the color of this day off I would just laze and watch a movie on my laptop....
Steff....
Steff.....
This building is almost miserable
Steffff.....
"what a tall, uhh disturb aja people still sleepy kokk"
"what time did you come home last night"
"at 03:00 am ngapa" while looking at me
"weren't you found out?? "ask me curious
"i'm not the expert to run away from the hostel wkkw" took a joking tone
"stef I want nanya? Can't"
"What is tal? "
"hmm you know alex? He's the one who put me down last night when you were drunk"
"huh alex??? Tall I don't think you need to deket deh same alex, you're a good boy good"
"why is he, why stef? "ask me curious?
"it's just that I'm just consulting advice anyway"
"ohh yaudh"
..........
Im💛
(Slightly disappointed that my mother did not come, I finally decided to go out and surround our very spacious dormitory
I took stef of course his initial he refused after I forced him finally he wanted heheh)
"We both went around looking for fresh air, telling stories about childhood, family, and stef about his family and his childhood"
"My mom and dad got divorced when I was 10, I lived with my dad just the first two we lived a happy life even if only two but after my dad got married again everything changed, my papa seems to no longer care about me, I often go out at night to the night club, looking for an outlet, my mom until now I don't know where I went to the bike tall"
"Patience steff I'm just like you....
My mother told me when I was in the womb my father died so we two fought. To live... That's why my mom took care of me so much because I'm the only one she's got she wants my future to be bright but the wrong way she's been curbing me so much, even dating I can't even be betrothed you know that"
"But you're lucky tal? You still have the crown in you, keep it good while it's not broken"
"What do you mean, stef?? "
"You're still a virgin, no, different from myself I've felt useless I lost my crown, either my husband will accept me if there is or not"
I was a little surprised to hear stef's statement that I was spontaneously trying to convince Stef
"if later your husband loves you for sure he accepts your lack of self is there any steff believe it"
Finally the two of us went back to the dormitory to eat the food
"Stef.." I hesitate to ask.
"yes what is tal? "stef answered while looking at me
"why do you want to give up your virginity even though you are not married" with a gentle nanda so as not to offend her
Stefani took a deep breath before answering
"be it tal when it's a very sweet word I was persuaded by the wishful thinking of love" Stef told her while shedding tears
And do you know that after he got what he wanted me to stay, I'm so sorry that from that moment I started drinking I felt like my life was meaningless
I started thinking about everything my mother did to me that there was a point.I feel lucky to still have a precious crown on me.
