CROWN LADY

Mas

"night Ris, how are you" Fadil

That figure, the old figure who never met, was reunited a few days ago at the party, it was him, he who changed the course of my life, he said, the position I was sitting in was now a little standing with his hands "Ris, don't go" Fadil said that and continued"I'm sorry" he said it hurt

In my silence I returned to my original position with a little bit of disrespect I brushed off the hand that was holding me "all has passed, I hope all is like that" I expressed my heart with full of restrained emotions

"forgive me, Ris"Fadil, by again taking my hand "all is over, we better not know each other" with all my might to hold back my tears that almost spilled, it soon passed because it felt this chest tightness remembering that time

No longer matter what, it just passed as quickly from the moll, and drove my car by occasionally wiping my tears with many things I also passed with deep wounds that re-blooded pus now.

"Can you count the rain spots? as much as that, my feelings of longing for you, which I have harbored all this time, mas, can you go home now" my mutter to my sir's husband my sobbing brought me to a house full of stories, my heartfelt heartfelt, there's all been happy wounds too.

In front of your beautiful face I cannot speak, my tongue feels so stiff, hard and frozen.. Although actually from inside my heart space screams calling your name continues to echo my chest that I can never express with feelings and words.. Have you never felt the tremors of love..?

Mas I miss you even though I do not deserve that struggle in my heart makes me more plunged in my wounds, just want to just lean in your arms

If someday I can't have you, at least I've been fighting against the love that's been buried in my chest for you.

Just Want You to know that all this time there was only one name that I always called in every do’a, my love is not for other people your name that appears every time, but I can only say in do’a so that this pent-up love can become a reality.

Truly this heart will not be able to express all the feelings buried in the chest. Only you make me feel perfect love even in just one word that pent-up love has not yet been expressed.

The night that was still early came now as if it had been topped with silence in this story-filled house, how next my life is only You who know with my cry as if to be a music of its own so powerless to bring me in sound tonight.

Tonight itself is not something I usually want, but this is the choice when I dare not determine how I should behave on the status under my hands, my sir's marriage is only a complex person who knows not the basis of coercion or the engineering of traps and other stories.

this difficult time is getting more difficult when the fadil comes back in my world, "Mommy, do you miss me" my mummy until I am tired to fall asleep at dawn.

And sure enough, my wake up and my misfortune made my move into a step a thousand as bright as possible to go back to work, to a company that made me a figure of fame because of my achievements with my position now