CROWN LADY

CROWN LADY
I'm giving up



This hug calms me down, but not the turmoil of my heart "mas can I ask for something ?"my tone trembled not because it was wrong but restrained by the raging of all the flavors in my soul "say"turned by still putting his chin on my shoulder.


Gathering the courage to turn my body to my husband, and pulling the hand that was on my waist to sit on our bed that had not yet been a witness to our union, he said, because it only kept me at home as he traveled for about a week.


Closing the meeting room that was alone was not yet closed with the figure of Herdi seeing seemed satisfied with his victory.


The lock that I did was not the end of my body torture, even my inner self was about to begin, I knew my husband's libido more than most men said with this I was ready to accept it in balance, and it is true that the anger that is hidden is finally no longer captive is all the more brutal from the beginning of the struggle many times over, he said, as if no longer a human rather hypersex all he did was not just pain all there was a night of struggle just waiting he was tired to no longer be able to fight and even shower me again. Don't ask me how I know my pain is more dominant and gives me a word of strength until the end of the struggle over blood it's just a visible pain but my heart is more cluttered I can hold it if I have to be here.


Morning blind my eyes can no longer touch my body as if not whole full of pain as well as left right bruise, it was by my permission that all the sekema tonight I did for the last time hoping that tomorrow will no longer meet with this painful time not only my inner born I was tormented, so violent and handsome my gaze towards my husband, my husband, and my husband, I can't confirm this love either, just a circle of tears that must have come early today, with back teased like my nerves were taken away first, he said, giving a cool refreshment of the water touched me all I ended if enough, I began to write something for a sign of my love, maybe my final story with you. thank you for making me bear the Madam even though for a while I was quite proud of it.


^^^For you special^^^


Before I left on purpose I wrote my story so that it would no longer cause anything painful, I admit I was wrong, wrong to have married Herdian's younger sister and not told her first to you, but it's not new and I intentionally because it was before we met, the marriage of the series occurred at the wishes of my Father who became a patient, and fruitful disappointment as I feel now, the, like tonight all enjoyed but tomorrow morning talakpun sound.I don't want to hear to the Twice because that's why I went.


Everything changes, inevitably. Everyone must be separated, not wanting to. It's all over, ready not to be ready I choose to go for you.


Thank you for the etched beauty, the incomparable pleasure.be happy without looking back at my best do'a for you dear husband.


Riska Amelia Putri^^