CROWN LADY

Aku

I feel complete, even though I am not perfect. I feel happy even though your heart has not been grasped, all goes according to the scheme, the day that leads to another bitter reality, no more news of togetherness that was created is now gone, now my world is running as before full of ambition for the success of Work no matter how finally can only say everything has been created according to the schedule.

I did not go to be sought, and deliberately ran away to be pursued, fighting not as jokingly as that. giving up on the reality of making peace with the reality of life is my choice without fear of falsehood even the mass pressure that follows like a shadow when the light of love comes.

This is how my life is now full of success but not my love life, which withers before it develops because the honey has been infested by bees without me knowing, "god may I ask for something, Lord may I ask for something, when I miss the affection I want that is really not a falsehood anymore"my inner heart brought me to a city view this afternoon.

Choosing to live in an apartment near work, enjoying the view of the park near the apartment area became a routine for me in the afternoon or morning, it was unexpected to find the figure I had avoided sitting in a garden chair, "maybe we are two people who once had the same taste but were not destined to continue together" the inner conversation of risk seemed to answer all the restless who had been buried for so long, the figure of Herdi yes the doctor who he missed was also his sir's husband is now smiling to see a view of the park with several children playing there.

Wanting to approach her fear of disturbing, away but longing as if pain at the end of my heart, just looking at the barrier sign let her husband smile expand once enjoying the joking little boy in front of her, "mas I miss you"I said softly, though I still heard the ears of men.

My day just passed, doing my duty with confidence to enjoy all without complaining though sometimes heavily coupled with reality, but isn't life always an ordeal if a lot of laundry instead of him opening the Workeranny to loundry, nothing special just a meeting in a company product launch, nothing special, because it is still a lay new be anyway, it still survives without luxury even though it is now a necessity. No matter if there is still a loyal online taxi deliver, immediately prepare to go home preparation later tonight.

Night arrived very quickly preparationpun still a quarter finished with my own make up and replace my old dress, akhidnya I also came out with the purpose of a dinner banquet wrapped in a new product launch party, a, getting there is quite late because of many things, as my eyes begin to explore every step of the hotel area, eyes are locked by a figure who is not allowed to enter because of something, he said, I don't want to be a hero, but I just happen to hear it.

"night non, sorry to use the way" A hotel security or security, "night, if you can know what is it ?" ask me "this is non, want to enter without invitation it's already a rule" an astonishing explanation for me, complicated very well my mind "hemm, let this Master come in with me" I replied a little hesitant "but non,"a security disclaimer "later all my responsibilities, write my name with a partner and write his name"be back acting in the name of the heart.