CROWN LADY
Exasperatedly
A month passed, without someone helping to treat my longing, whether my husband went, what he was doing now, only my daydreaming with my solitude
"non, dinner's ready" Baby
"yes, bik" I replied as usual enjoying my own night, wanting to call her immediately, but I couldn't do it in the name of a dilemma, until my break brought to the fact that I was no longer her priority.
"Vin, take a break to the cafe yuk"Take me for too long alone after you return to the giver
"well, mbak, let's take the others how" Vina
"baleh, I'm the deal" I said
"all right, let's eat a free meal buddy"Vina and bring another one of my devisiku, janya need to walk ten minutes to one of the luxury restaurants, we also ordered each food, each of us, really must be happy or this is a disaster when mas herdi, being cool with his friends who I certainly do not know at all let alone women, my eyes arrived hot as if he was joking happily without me, my eyes arrived hot as if he was joking happily without me,
A quick glance related to me let go, choosing to step into the toilet paper, not yet had my desire fulfilled already "Ris, I am disappointed in you!! "Mas Herdi, by gripping my shoulders a little harshly wrapped in emotion "so meaningless do I for you"he sent for me a verdict of Herdi.
I should be happy about it, but if my tears don't cooperate, Lord, don't teach me to be afraid of losing. Teach me to let go without regret in my mind saying that, because the rest I can only keep quiet, "Well, sorry to bother you "mas Herdi passed a little away and said again "thank you for that" what he meant, what, the most expensive crystal grains in the world also poured into my cheeks that began to thinly think of many things with mass wrap
By seeing my sir husband pass it makes my own wounds, realize that all of that is connected to destiny. No one can control destiny, so enjoy every second you have with him. And my time is up, choose to tidy things up in the toilet and come back a little clean, little clean, sitting down and enjoying the dish that started to come without a care with their chat until words came up made me switch my focus
"Whatever you keep, the one who goes will still go. No matter how much you refuse, what comes will come."Kevin made me see it since when the head of the finance department was present in my mind, full of jokes they did not understand at first
"Division always teaches us to appreciate, that every second with our loved ones is a gift that we should not waste."Vina who idolized kevin took part, do not ask me, I just listened silently and said "And someday I will only be a part of the past, but I will continue this step."
Mother's turn continued her words as they pressed me, "hemm .... There's no way I'm forcing you here, forget me if you don't love me anymore. Just pray I get a better replacement than you." said I as Herdi passed through my lunch horde, pain yes, miss yes "Separation can sometimes return.and sometimes will not return forever."My inner turmoil of false status without this legality, I miss you mas, mas, watching him pass chose to finish our lunch and return to their respective wrinkle
