CROWN LADY

Awal

Wanting to immediately run relented, just pretending to lose or lose on purpose. There is a hidden reason why you choose to give up and be patient. It could be for the sake of kindness, or not willing to prolong the dilemma and by thinking of giving up is much better for him at the moment.

Many say that giving up too much means a coward even though the truth is not so. But if carefully observed, succumbing to show that a person already has a mature and mature personality. How not, now I have a long mind by considering whether the things that will be done can have an impact or not in the future.

"I give in because I don't want my loved ones to feel disappointment, I care about how you feel and I hope you can too."My mind soon passed so that I could return to feeling my freedom without feeling the shackles again.

"Ris, forgive my mistakes" the words I don't want to hear at this moment that I so longed for, Lord, this is my story, please forgive my mistakes to fall into a grave sin, I don't know my life now just wants to see my sir husband happy, "can I ask for two things ?" I said to end this togetherness "ask even if it's my life" Fadil was still the one who hurt me, dumped me and changed everything until what happened now.

"i hope to get out of here soon now, and I also ask to let my past be buried without anyone knowing" I said with pain whereas the fadil just kept quiet and contacted someone and passed away.

My story just started, after that day, my life back in the real world buried all the love and was disappointed, trying whatever I did, doing it for me. Not trying to please everyone, not trying to please everyone, but I suffer.

No more news or anything about it just misses that I hold and I close tight, miss you it's like a rain that comes suddenly and lasts a long time. Even after the rain subsided, my longing was still felt. That distance never really existed. Meeting and parting are created by feelings, while distance is only an obstacle that can be reached to meet.

it was time for an important decision that I had to make, enjoying an uphill career without permission as if everything was inversely proportional to my love condition, since then I no longer find the figure of Fadil who was supposed to follow me even though not often that I know.

Finaly I decided to expand my career and bury all the stories in an area that he said was full of hard work a city I shouldn't mention, a move on the basis of mutation due to my achievements in new positions and new offices, all new except my story is still the same as before.

The move went smoothly and the good reception of the new environment made a sense of comfort, now it does not feel a week passed, need to buy something for the needs of the house while I live in, choosing to walk to an interesting village cluster that became my choice is now not far from the crowd and the park that is around us provides views of the lungs for its users