CROWN LADY

Rake out

"have followed your father's request" with grace also soft mother-in-law answered him

"ma, it must be me" said mas Hendra still not finished locked with the stoning gaze of his father-in-law.

"Pa, can we go home now," either so efficacious I on the figure of Mr. Wijaya a rich figure in use that my in-laws.

Tampa waited a long time all had been conditioned to go home. On our way in the same car just sat separately, mas Hendrawan in front of the left.

As if winning a bet saw my husband cornered, but the inside one didn't really want him to stick to maybe ? because their reaction is very stable when with his father.

The transfer event has been so neatly arranged, all the facilities are fulfilled just one thing that lost my freedom as if pawned. Our marriage was rearranged according to what my in-laws said as well as I should do whatever is best for me as well as their children.

Almost a month of activity changes only in condition at home in-laws, really happy also boring activities that are limited. Now that my pregnancy entered the eighth month is increasingly bloated and increasingly felt activity inside, coincidentally the room is upstairs, when you want to go down there is an incoming call from the mas Hendra reported his return in a delay of several weeks and take a sabbatical later, hoping the business is done at home by waiting for labor, waiting for delivery, my approval is important because it will calm him down.

Hope is now always held until the next time comes to test a belief and a lifeline, the, this morning mas Hendrawan came where the stored longing poured out both my inner physical also enjoy all kinds of loving that terkema.

The next morning Papa-in-law said he wanted to gather all the family and hold a prayer over all the blessings of the swrta asking for safety do'a for me also sikembar. Again good Papa-in-law doing the scheme will the event arrive the stomach that was originally good just arrived there is a sense of discomfort.

Trying to listen to what is planned is not reduced but begins to repeat, "why dear ?" ask Hendra "doesn't feel uncomfortable" I replied.

By trying to be as comfortable as possible, until breakfast is finished, just feel uncomfortable thought the heart because of the activities of the night with the beloved. Choosing permission to rest in the room but, not reduced more and more often do not I also often complain without a reason that can be understood.

Maybe parents will be much more able to understand this process, because the experience and many things that have been passed, it is better to relax and the road is a suggestion that is easy to say difficult to do, he said, because what ? when approaching the starting line doing the birthing process is not easy to do that.

"sad Mama knows, you can and you help your mama yes" said the mother-in-law was so soothing and made an extra strength, a word, as Hendrawan has always been with me to guide me in do'a also do a lot of hinhha things to put aside my worries as well as a little bit of my pain. With a planned word able to take me to walk in the back garden and it was true that the pain became until I complained.