CROWN LADY
The complete happiness
This happiness feels like a dream when everything seems impossible, with a painful storyline that can be said to slip down into the jungle as well, but now gratitude is increasingly a foundation in every ordeal occurs and now become happy is increasingly strung every morning in the third of the night that was delayed in the process of postpartum twins.
The usually quiet morning is now always filled with our laughter, so beautiful as if still do not believe in the endless nightmare yesterday. May everything remain so happy no longer repeated with other situations that are more painful.
The morning that changed day and night rolled alternately day was fused into a month of busyness of both our children made me more soluble in routine as a happy mother enjoying the progress of our baby. No longer take the time to share the time to pamper yourself to just relax the nerves with their routine as well as the task as a wife that began to become a turning point in my old habits. There used to be no time to enjoy the smoke of the kitchen although not all done alone there is also a household assistant that is prepared oalah Mas Hendrawan for me also the twins, the twins, back word but lock me want to be a wife who fully enjoys the tasks and routines of the days.
The best effort I always give to the twins and also the beloved husband even though it can not be equated according to the needs of these three months has become a starting point to learn as well as give me learning how as a mother with taking care of all his own needs and preparing the needs of the husband when he returned and went to work everything was so perfect in my opinion, tired I seemed to be a opium for me again, again and again every day.
Don't ask how ? feeding two babies at once ? there are many mothers out there who are much more powerful than me, where there is a will there must be a way and even that cannot be equated, even need struggle can certainly not be easy like me. now that I've gained more than twenty-five kilos from my initial weight it's really captivating that change instead of weight signifying fertility ? what do I think of you guys ??
The next morning when the holidays became a very pleasant time for us should be, but not for several holidays sometimes Mas Hendrawan came out with an erratic schedule, he said, still as a wife who always tries to understand the density of the schedule for our future because I no longer work to add to our financial coffers.
Similar things repeated for several months that make us a little rarely to be together even though just a light conversation about things that are arguably important even less important that is not important at all, it did not at all reduce my happiness that saw the growth and development of the twins more adorable not to mention the preparation for additional food even though it was only in the form of filter pulp and the like. All passed with curiosity how the process ahead no longer focuses vacation where or later four can be together, he said, that's the woman when all are aimed at the child then the others seem to have a queue number that can shift in no definite order which is definitely the wahid number is the child's priority.
