CROWN LADY
Esok
enjoying the unsettled sensation of the effects of the drink I just knew, the bitter taste that had originally gulped it now bears sweet fruit my body began to lose balance, choosing out and reaching for a cell phone to contact someone, I don't know the name that came up was just my husband's name.
Makes me just stop without doing more pressing, "help me" muttered myself, by stepping back in search of a taxi might be better, still with my stagger due to reduced awareness the longer the heavier my nape as if my head was given a burden so that I could not open my eyes comfortably, see the figure of mas Herdi at the end of the view that has become some focus, as if my head was given a burden so that I could not open my eyes comfortably, see the figure of mas Herdi at the end of the view that has become some focus, just be silent about my uncertainty and it is true that mas herdi is approaching me
That's where my body that was originally strong-willed with alcohol ended up falling down, ------------ the next morning
Is not this day off, and I am really lazy to open my eyes, because I think it is still morning, and it turns out it is almost ten in the morning, and it is, this comfort is different from what I usually feel the soft reflection of the bed when I move differently, I began to feel something uncomfortable forcing me to open my view that was originally hidden laziness because of the holidays, I began to feel something uncomfortable, this foreign place...it's like a hotel, who was last night ? oh... don't let this other guy again, mommy sibak blanket I saw my body is no longer intact like last night, just the interior transparent, do not say back I did it without consciousness, do not, my inner crystal circle began to flow my heart broke again "Perhaps, God brought us together only to know each other not to have each other."I said softly and my sobs came back like the night after Valentine first.
My body curled up to give strength to the reality of my life, that's all I could do, clutching my knees shut in my own arms bowing with a restrained sobbing though still audible
"what's the matter ?"that voice, I knew him with a little curiosity I turned my face to see and rightly it was Fadil the man who had changed my whole life.
Why should it be like this, why should I fall back in love with it again my mind increasingly makes me hurt, so that I was unconscious as if feeling a great blow instantly my chest tightened until my world was dark.
"Ris, you're sober, thank goodness" the view was so soothing that even this pain could not be avoided "drink" by offering water to me, though I hesitated to accept it again and relieved my thirst
"thank you" I replied
our stiffness seemed to be a new figure first met "I've felt all the bitterness in life and the most bitter is to hope in humans."my mind again hurt to remember the shadows and then hope my love is in line with my wish Herdi did not spare me for you ?
"Mas Herdi loved you when you were happy even when we weren't together" I recall remembering me now with an old figure that kept me imprisoned for a long time
Without words, silence does not speak to each other, with our own minds.
Life is not like a novel, which we can repeat the first page whenever we want. In real life, when a story is no longer fun, it starts to hurt, we can not repeat it from the first page again. But that's okay, because we can always create a new chapter, a new page. It always could be possible that I would do away from Herdi mas, I'm sure I wouldn't deserve to be with you and look out
