CONTINUING THE PENDING LOVE

KEPENGEN IS DEAD

Slowly Elen squatting next to Alex, the embankment calling Rafina's name was very slashing, Elen tried to swallow the saliva that now feels stuck in the throat.

" Lex you love your Mama?, want to see Fina? " ask Elen not knowing how to talk to Alex.

Alex nodded as he looked at Elen next to him, Elen's heart as in gedor gedor Alex stared ahead with a blank look and it made Elen very scared.

At first glance Elen turned to look at Mama Nisa, "if you love Mama You try to see Your Mama" said Elen. Alex obeyed Elen's words and saw Mama Nisa sitting limp while staring at her too.

" Yes back and your mother" said Elen again deliberately tried to arouse Alex's heart again Alex nodded and then rose to face Mama Nisa.

Mama Nisa's eyes glazed with glass only with a nod to say thank you to Elen, then follow Alex up in the car.

Elen could breathe a sigh of relief when he managed to persuade Alex, want to come home with his parents, he said, the day before Magrib Elen came home after the car carrying Alex and his family had disappeared from sight.

While walking home Elen remembered again when Alex hugged him earlier, there was a warm feeling that ran through the heart when imagined Alex's embrace.

The next day Alex came back again, Mama Nisa was really overwhelmed by having to face Alex's changing emotions.

Every day Alex goes berserk asking to go to Rafina's house and it's repeatedly until almost two weeks until Alex is in the dwarfs of people affected by mental disorders because he often talks to himself.

Papa and Mama Alex to pay some bodyguards just to keep Alex from disturbing the children around there, Mama Nisa can not say a word with Alex's situation now.

It's been two days Elen back and forth to Alex's house at the request of Mama Nisa, now Elen has arrived from morning, now Elen has arrived, sitting there watching Mama Nisa pour all her affection in caring for Alex who often acts like a madman, either Elen did not understand why there is such a great love.

" Geez, why not understand it, I also have a great love just a heart that I'm aiming to have tethered with my own best friend's heart" Elen spoke to himself.

Every thought about Alex's love for Rafina, Elen felt sad because he was too sad because he was so stupid to keep the taste until so long, Elen felt sad because he was too sad, if only Alex knew if Alex would open his heart to forget Rafina and be able to accept himself.

" Silent calm Len, all there will be a way "Elen tranquilize himself.however the feeling is not wrong but still can not force, Elen can not force, Elen only notices Alex and Mama Nisa's interaction.

" Bang eat yes Nak "persuade Mama Nisa one afternoon, Elen night was staying because of Mama Nisa's request.

" Fina Mah Fina came to see Brother" replied Alex did not want to take a bribe instead continue to mention the name Rafina.

" Istifar Brother, son, if you love Fina. Brother must pray so that Fina remembers Brother " said Mama Nisa in her tears together, Elen felt her heart pinched to see the patience of Mama Nisa.

" Tan let Elen ya who nyuapi "Elen asked to replace Mama Nisa. looked at Elen a moment ago Mama Nisa gave up the plate containing rice and side dishes to Elen, Elen's hand, I hope Alex will be persuaded like yesterday.

" Lex ate huh?.. " Elen poked a mouthful of rice Alex, I don't know what demon is plaguing Alex. with an angry face Alex stared for a while and then brushed off the rough hand of Elen until the spoon filled with rice was struck following the plate in Elen's hand also fell apart to break with the contents scattered on the floor.

" praank... " cried Mama Nisa in shock with her Son's behavior, Elen trembled withstanding the turmoil of anger that initially feared Alex's reaction but after a few days the fear turned fed up.

if not because of Mama Nisa's request, of course, Elen will not want to face Alex even though it has been almost two weeks always with Alex because of Mama Nisa's request.

" You fuck want to come die.dead there suck your love, Do you not see it Mama kamuu..hahh. selfish... " elen shouted furiously while pulling and squeezing the collar of the neck of the shirt that was wearing Alex then hit very rough.

Alex was silent looking at Elen with a blank look, in the corner Mama Nisa was crying as her heart was very hit to see the state of the Son as mature as her puppet was very sad right.

Elen came out of Alex's room to get a floor cleaning kit, "it's crazy, well Fin I hope you're calm there, I'm sorry when you get to this point" inner Elen somehow there will always be guilt in the heart.

" What is Len? " ask Bik Sum when he saw Elen dreary looking for floor cleaning equipment, "Oh Ibuk just ngaggetin! Elen wants to find a broom or mengepel about it Alex does not want to eat ", replied Elen while sniffing chest shocked because Bik Sum suddenly reprimanded from behind.

" Oh yes let me clean" said Bik Sum passing by Elen.

Elen stood waiting for Bik Sum to take the floor cleaning equipment, "Us ayok or Nak Elen want to eat?, that I have cooked to eat" bargained Bik Sum.

" Don't Buk later " replied Elen then follow Bik Sum's steps.

Elen brought a broom and another following Bik Sum, "O Allah Nyah what is this? " ask Bik Sum when he sees the floor strewn with rice and broken plates.

Mama Nisa is silent not to answer Bik Sum's question, her heart is numb to see Alex's situation, while Elen notices Elex who often talks and smiles at his own smile.

" Dad Bibik advice yes call a smart person lo kayak pak ustad" said Bibik while mengepel the part that got rice.

" Yes Bik later wait for his Papa Alex to go home "answered Mama Nisa agreed with Bik Sum's advice no one tried maybe true Alex can be cured, but Alex can be cured, Mama Nisa also does not want to see Alex's situation getting worse, it turns out Alex has a great love for Rafina.