
As time moved on, Rafina was able to breathe a sigh of relief because Alex finally came home after being persuaded by Rafina, "abis plugs do not match the age " Rafina giggled to herself when she remembered Alex who had a wry face when she left earlier.
" Where is Alex's brother?" asked Eka who just entered, actually Eka just a stale base on Rafina, he had seen Alex leave earlier.
" Home home just now.Here we sleep rest mumpung Ibuk also sleep we sleep also "Rafina patted the sofa pillow next to her.
Eka did not reply after vertical all the contents of the cup Eka immediately threw the empty cup into the trash can on the side of the bathroom door, the tired body made Eka immediately sound after not how long lying next to Rafina.
In contrast to Rafina who is still staring at the sky room in the room, her mind brawled into the past when the fire incident also a few hours ago.it is true never thought that Nengsih was still alive, Nengsih already he considered no with his Grandmother and more surprising it was Nengsih also considered her dead.
Miris indeed but what is more so Rafina's mind who is one more person who was burned during the fire, Rafina's brain is still asking questions because as she remembers there is no one else but herself, she said, Nengsih and also Grandma Yati and then who was on fire.
All the questions surrounding the fire kept turning around in Rafina's mind, "O God who is it? one more thing." inside Rafina continues to question who the other body that was burned along with Grandma Yati.
Thinking about all that Rafina felt her head dizzy, wanted to be immediately sound so that she could forget but somehow her eyes even felt at home literate no drowsiness in the slightest, want his sense to rise up to Nengsih but what power his legs are not able to move is certainly a big barrier for Rafina to step.
In silence his chest felt asphyxiated as tears flowed in the corner of his eyes, "why is my fate so bad "weeping Rafina in heart deeply regret the path of his destiny, his life, stuffing out can not be dammed to make Eka's sleep disturbed.
" Sister why? " tanya Eka turned to face Rafina, "sorry yes it has disturbed your sleep" said Rafina removing tears with the back of her hand.
" Ah no kok sis" answered Eka quickly, not once twice Eka saw Rafina crying, Eka had often and regretted Rafina was regretting her life destiny, eka's staying who must encourage Rafina not to dissolve and want to live life with enthusiasm.
" It's already brother. Brother sleep is not this continue to be not for the brother who is even Kak as if he does not believe in the Almighty" said Eka managed to realize Rafina.
Eka's words make sense like slapping her strong pinch, Rafina repeatedly uttered the isotiphar also begging for forgiveness fear of doom because too blame for the destiny of life that He must accept.
" Sleep, Brother. " Eka grasps Rafina's hand, Eka knows as usual if Rafina feels desperate then by holding each other then Rafina will sleep with her own.
True Eka estimates not up to ten minutes Rafina has moved to dreamland, after hearing Rafina's fine snoring, Eka also continued to sleep because tomorrow will return to work.
" It's neat aja Mama's child" said Mama Nisa amazed by the good looks of the son who certainly looks like her late husband, "Yes Mah, Abang wanted to go to the hospital first before going to the office " alex answered while reaching Mama Nisa's hand for salim.
There is a sad terbesit also happy in the recesses of Mama Nisa's heart, "O Allah.May my child be happy "inner Mama Nisa her inner speech hangs can not reveal the feeling of sadness is also happy, and happy, sad to know Rafina's flawed condition is being happy when the Son wakes up excitedly.
" Mah.., Brother went yes "said Alex realized Mama Nisa from her momentary daydream, "Yes greetings to her Mother Rafina as well as Rafina ya Bang" replied Mama Nisa embraced Alex. Alex also gave a kiss on her cheek.
The warm kiss of the son so make Mama Nisa happy, the strand of prayer just like that is in the heart of Mama Nisa for her only son, Mama Nisa drove Alex up to the terrace.
Along the way to the hospital Alex's lips continue to smile, his sense of being impatient to prevent Rafina to become a wife, Alex was not able to be far away anymore what else to have to separate as before.
right at six o'clock Alex sports car has arrived at the hospital parking lot, of course still empty only a few officers and then passing through their respective duties.
" bugs... Auuuhh. "cried someone fell down, Alex walked in a hurry to unknowingly hit a woman who just came out of the room.
" Road with eyes" Alex snapped but then his eyes widened when he found out who the woman he hit was, "El.. Elen "said Alex stammered, eyes Elen memicing scanning Alex's face was never expected to meet Alex in the hospital.
Elen looked away not wanting to see Alex again, his heart still hurt too much.
" Here I help you "said Alex on his knees picking up Elen's wand, "don't I get it myself" replied Elen when Elen snatched his wand from Alex's hand, Elen feels her chest is hot what else considering Alex's rejection first.
Elen struggled to wake up, every time Alex tried to buy his hand to help surely Elen would pull over Alex's hand violently, said Alex used to still often ring in his memory.
" You're still mad at me Len? " ask Alex who is less sensitive with a cynical look Elen, "No " answered Elen briefly and continued his heart steps are still so sick meet Alex, Alex, who is still very sick, uncovering old wounds even though the truth is Elen still keeps Alex in the heart but Elen prefers to bury all his taste towards Alex.
Alex just stared at Elen's departure, "what happened to his "questions it just slid off Alex's lips because right now Elen's handicapped only got one leg, Alex was still pongah in place looking at Elen's back that was getting lost from his sight.