CONTINUING THE PENDING LOVE

ALERT

Eka was silent while looking at Ningsih from top to bottom, "beautiful but dirty" inner Eka understood Nengsih's intentions, Eka saw Nengsih's appearance even though she did not know the real story about Ningsih, but from Rafina's call, Eka concluded that Nengsih was the adoptive sister's mother plus the boss where she worked, Rafina.

" Ibuk come Buk do not hesitate to enter, Kak Fina must be angry if Ibuk went ", said Eka tried to persuade Nengsih to stay in, Nengsih silent her heart refused to step in, said Eka tried to persuade Nengsih to stay in, his brain works to find the right reason to go occasionally eyes glancing around legitimately when he becomes a spectacle of some visitors.

An increasingly embarrassed feeling filled Nengsih's chest, He looked down at the slum skirt and flip-flops that have been connected to the rope really is not a decent display to get into a clean cafe what else all the cafe customers see a lot of young people the fashionable ones, "It is fitting that they look at Me like that "inner Nengsih does not like the gaze of some visitors.

" Ahh this is not my place, I have to go I don't want to embarrass myself, but what about Fina, why she's sitting in a wheelchair what's going on well how is this " monolok Nengsih so go awry there is no sense in leaving just like that.

Looking around again but this time Nengsih threw away the shame, Nengsih saw Some young men were whispering whispering while looking at her and there were even people who pointed at Nengsih all, all of them, let's not hear what they're talking about but Nengsih feels that he is the topic of their conversation "must be they are talking about Me, Oh Allah why the hell should meet " inner Nengsih regretted.

" Let's Buk us directly to Fina's room" said Eka realize Nengsih from daydreams, "please excuse Ibuk with Rafina yes, when did Ibuk come again " replied Nengsih remained determined to leave.

Nengsih turned to want to run away to die, cafe tampa pardon with Rafina, Nengsih really feel wrong place if still in, but only two steps.

 " Ibukkk...where are you!? " eka's reprimand sounded quite loud like splitting the noise of visitors as well as heavy rain.

Nengsih stopped her frozen body her gaze fixed on the wet floor, his brain frozen follow-up doesn't know what to do one side wants to be close to his daughter because Rafina's the only one he's got.

" Chew.. Where are you going? " return Eka stood next to Nengsih holding Nengsih's wrist, at Alex's request pushing again Rafina's wheelchair to catch up with Nengsih, currently there are some cafe visitors staring at him with unusual gazes and some even whisper whispered Rafina does not care because the most important thing now is just Nengsih Mother.

Nengsih looked at Eka, "let me go yes son, Ibuk does not deserve to be here " said Nengsih so that Eka does not hold back his steps, "do not Buk still raining heavily" Eka tried to hold back because she saw Rafina was heading to where they are now.

Nengsih turned his head back to see Rafina who was being pushed by Alex, Nengsih increasingly dilemma As soon as Nengsih felt his head dizzy leaving was impossible to stay too inappropriate, his eyes darkened arrived, arriving, Ningsih felt his bones limp Nengsih fell directly tampa had Eka support his body, on the wet floor of the cafe which was hit by the rainwater strand Ningsih lying on its side.

Tampa said a word Alex immediately crouched lifting Nengsih, with Alex frantically carrying Nengsih out of the cafe, Alex did not care to bring Nengsih to his car. Alex drives his vehicle splitting the heavy rain of the hospital nearby his destination.

Occasionally Alex glanced at Nengsih who was sitting leaning back as if self-conscious, ".Is it true that Rafina's mother "inner Alex refocused with the streets, in fact Alex is not sure one hundred percent that Nengsih is actually Rafina's biological parents, Alex brushed off the thought That " the safety of others was more important " Alex muttered back into focus.

A few minutes Alex had arrived at the hospital, the officer who was ready to be on standby immediately welcomed when Alex's car had arrived in front of the entrance of the hospital.

Ningsih was directly handled by the hospital, two nurses were paid Alex to clean Nengsih before the Doctor examined Nengsih.

While Nengsih was still unconscious, Nengsih entered the dreamland as if he was traveling far away to a place that he did not recognize at all, in a room that was all white Nengsih alone, alone, eager to ask where he is now but there is no sight of anyone who is there.

Nengsih looked at and observed his current place, the wall that was originally in his guise of sturdy concrete turned out to be just a thick wisp of smoke resembling a wall, What place is this? " inner Nengsih tried to rise but could not all his joints as if numb, "O God, what I've died "inner Nengsih looked around once more " Ndok Anak mu iku yo mbok jogo "arrived a voice that resembled the voice of the late grandmother Yati was very familiar.

Nengsih looked at the left right trying to find where the voice came from, "Bune tah? " tanya Nengsih froze up to sit but still could not, suddenly the atmosphere seemed to turn gripping Nengsih frightened looking again left and right while alert.

On the right side of the white smoke that resembled a dinging faded away slowly faintly Nengsih saw Grandma Yati was sitting down, want his taste Nengsih rise to hug and apologize to Grandma Yati but himself as if not boned.

Nengsih felt her chest tight when she saw Grandma Yati smiling, "Bune sorryin Nengsih yo" said Nengsih as a hiccup, all her bad behavior used to be remembered just like that.

" Already Ndok koe home jogo son of Mu" said Grandma Yati approached Nengsih, a gentle cold gulp can be felt by Nengsih on top of his head, "I melu Bune " pinta Nengsih with tears pouring out, "ojo koe bali jogo your son" Grandma Yati's message then disappeared from view.

''June. hik.. Bune I melu..melu.. "crying Nengsih broke, what He had done was still stuck in his memory like a piece of puzel and Nengsih regretted everything He had done.