
...Alex slowly massaged Rafina's soles, while the leg empress stared fixedly at her sad heart, "O God so dear to her Alex is the same I, so great is her love for Me, so great is her love for Me, do I have to be thankful for the favor you gave me, O God , but I'm flawed Oh God I feel unworthy to be on his side please give Me a hint that the clairvoyance should be to let go so that He finds the perfect woman "the inner weeping Rafina....
..." Doesn't feel yank? " ask Alex after a long time there is no talk between them, "Yes a little "Reported Rafina in a hoarse voice, Alex turned his head because he heard Rafina's heavy voice but the one he saw was rubbing her eyes....
...nyuttt... Alex's heart as in the pinch "You why Yank?.. do I mijit his strength ? " ask Alex feeling guilty, thinking Rafina is in pain but reluctant to say, Rafina shrinks her nose, "hmm.. I feel unworthy to be by your side and Mama " replied Rafina while wiping away the tears that came out....
...Alex was speechless after hearing the words of the woman who had occupied every chamber of his heart, deg. deg. Alex's heart raced "what the hell is inappropriate, what is not, why else would He still doubt God "the inner Alex has ended the massage at Rafin's feet, "what is inappropriate? " ask Alex as he breathed a rough breath, wondering why Rafina's attitude changed....
...Alex inched down from the sofa after moving Rafina's leg from her lap "what's not appropriate? " ask Alex again because Rafina has not answered her question, Alex looks at Rafina while holding her sidekick, "whether because of her current circumstances or because there is indeed another man" monolok Alex inwardly remembered the word that Rafina said when she was in her new home this afternoon....
..." Well, you don't deserve it, you see I'm just a helpless disabled woman now, while you perfectly have it all, open your eyes there are still a lot of healthy and beautiful women out there who are ready and happy to be by your side " replied Rafina at length with a heart like in Toreh....
...Alex opened his eyes wide indeed Rafina's answer made his heart like in a crumb" why my guess is not appreciated in what I considered all this time" Alex's mind growled....
..." O her evil God I am "inner Rafina still sat in touch with Alex their eyes locked together, Rafina can see a reddened wedge in Alex's eyes, "was angry if He was better O God, God, perhaps we were not in the destiny of uniting "inner Rafina while swallowing saliva that tasted bitter like bile....
...Alex deliberately approached slashing the distance between them, "a. what do you want Lex "asked Rafina nervously while holding her throat breath felt so dry that her neck seemed choked....
...Alex stared deep into Rafina's black eyes, "try to answer Me honestly, You love Me or not!? " ask Alex with hunting breath holding the turmoil in the chest, Rafina threw a side view and lowered her head unable to continue to meet....
..." Hey.. answered Me, look My eyes answered I honestly Rafina "Alex grabbed and gripped Rafian's chin with a little rough, Rafina closed her heart eyes with a strong hammer, " Open your eyes You see I "said Alex coldly do not understand what is in the mind of Rafina, Alex deliberately strengthen his grip on Rafina's chin as if challenging how hurt her....
...Rafina wants to duck but Alex holds her chin too strong, Rafina can only cry and cry because she can not answer even though Alex is one of the men she loves very much, Rafina could not answer because she could not lie about her feelings for Alex....
...Logic and circumstances that say that He should stay away and consider Alex, aware of his physical state also remember the kindness of Mama Nisa as well as the sincerity of Alex, Alex, Rafina feels very selfish if she survives to think that she is like an unconscious person, Rafina feels that her Self will only be a burden on the lives of Alex and Mama Nisa....
...It's the best according to Rafina, although heavy should mengiklasan Alex is not love should not have, Miss is treated because it has met and it is enough to make her heart satisfied , Said Abg that this morning still Rafina in remember....
...Long wait Rafina did not answer make Alex lost patience, Alex then think the punishment deserved for Rafina, "What is too difficult to answer my question " asked Alex to change position to take off Rafina's chin and sit even Alex accidentally sitting on both thighs Rafina, "Lex down You are heavy" said Rafina asked Alex to immediately go down....
..." No. I'm not going down if you don't answer me " said Alex "A. a. a. hmm" new Rafina will answer Alex already silenced his lips, Alex kisses violently until Rafina grimaces as she accidentally bites her lips....
...Alex is like a starving vamvir continues to sip even though it feels salty because of the blood of the lip of Rafina, Alex does not care to continue to puff and sip until the ripe lips are swollen....
...A pair of eyes peeked out from behind the dindin, Mama Nisa shut her mouth while replying repeatedly, not expecting the Son to have dared to go far....
..." Nyah.. "bibik's voice surprised Mama Nisa to accidentally nudge a vase on the table, "pranggg.". "the sound of broken vases managed to stop Alex's activities that began to craze....
...Alex is shocked and immediately descends from Rafina's lap, while Mama Nisa hastily pulls aunt's hand back to the kitchen, "Yes..Madam why her face shoots" asked Bibik when they were in the kitchen....
..." What is it, Bik I look pale "ask Mama Nisa back while fingering her cheeks, "Yes, like a new person squirming demons" replied Bibik if there is any, Mama Nisa covered her mouth with a palm "yes, said Bibik I just saw the actions of the devil, Oh Allah "inner Mama Nisa even thought of the distance to Alex and Rafina....