CONTINUING THE PENDING LOVE

AM I NOT WORTHY

The next day, Jenajah who was found was already successfully identified and stated that it was the body of Grandma Yati and Rafina.

Elen got word from Ziska if one of Rafina's true bodies, Elen's legs immediately limp as if not boned. Elen's face paled his bones as if escaped, Elen fell sitting on the floor while crying.

" it is impossible Rafina " screams Elen deep in the heart of a rebel not believe that one of the victims Rafina, Rafina could not go home tampa tell him. but with the fact that there is Elen can not avoid can only hope that one miracle will arise if the one who will be buried is not Rafina his friend.

Elen's tears broke his heart still can't believe Rafina left so quickly, with Elen joining the other residents of the cemetery and following the funeral procession to completion.

All the journey of friendship with Rafina while living again remembered, Elen felt part of himself lost, now only the navel that Elen can see.

" Let's go home "take the mother of the people patting the shoulder of Elen who was staring blankly at the signboard Rafina's name.

looking around was already starting to quiet, Elen got up and then stepped in the footsteps of other residents who had gone first.

Elen was really lost, his soul was hit only Rafina his close friend, due to daydreaming Elen did not know to step in the other direction of the alley. not her back home but instead to the alley that leads to Grandma Yati's house.

" Loh Nak Elen went where" reprimanded one of the residents who passed by.

Degs...

Elen stares around, "ohh want to go around sir! " answered Elen after seeing left right turned out to be the wrong hallway.

" O. yes already heart, the girl pamali street while pensive" said the Father remembered and then left.

Hearing the words of the Father, Elen just took a deep breath while staring at the back of the Father passed while pushing the bicycle.

Only a few meters away until in front of the house of the late Grandma Yati, Elen stopped the steps there were several cars lined up there Elen so reluctant to continue. wanted to turn around but his ears caught the sound of people screaming calling Rasina's name.

" Is it possible for her sodara?.but why Sih....Fina never told me about her sodara, what she's ashamed of but for what good to have a lot of sodara not kayak I'm just the two after the parents are not there " Elen spoke to himself.

" Raffinaaaa... "the cry of someone echoed, Elen was glued, "that's right" to Elen's inner voice because it was very familiar in Elen's ears.

To make sure that his hearing is not wrong Elen stepped, the longing present just like that, the closer Elen felt his chest pounding.

The distance was getting closer, Elen threw out a rough breath several times so that his heart rate returned to normal. " Huf if I just remembered my heart like this soon will be followed Rafina "monolok Elen on yourself.

Smile turned sad "Evil I am "self-exciting Elen, a feeling that he has long been silent now as if to appear on the surface, Elen closed his eyes really feeling this out of his control, "I'm sorry Fin" his inner self feels guilty.

"Udah Bang home yes Nak "persuade middle-aged woman Elen sure the person who persuaded it must be Mama Alex, although never met but Elen sure because his face looks like Alex.

" No Mah Abang will not go home before Rafina comes" said Alex to brute off Mama Nisa's hand, hearing Alex's heart Elen's words melos so much love Alex has for Rafina.

Elen bowed, the clear circle fell back, "what I do not deserve "inner Elen while squeezing the tip of the sweater, it turns out so enthroned Rafina in Alex's heart.

" He will come later!. We go home first Bang "Peach Mama Nisa, please, Alex does not answer instead increasingly crying while calling Rafina no matter with the babble of two parents near her, so hurt Alex over the departure of Rafina to sit on the black rubble.

Elen could only see Mama Nisa who was also crying in the arms of a man, Elen was feeling good with Mama Nisa, know how a mother feels for her child because Elen once felt it while her parents were alive.

Seeing the sadness of Mama Nisa Elen not until the heart, want to help persuade Alex. "Lex.. "call Elen after standing right behind Alex, Alex turned his head and immediately stood hugging Elen.

" Len the Fina's gone Len I don't want her to go Why didn't she take me!?? He promised us we'd keep the same but the real thing is he went Len dinggalin I "said Alex hysterically while hugging Elen tightly.

Elen's fur was suddenly bristling, his heart was pounding, like a dream it felt. Elen who was shocked could not digest Alex's words because he had to regulate his heartbeat, Alex's treatment just made her shock instantly.

" O God this is what I hope, but no ahh he has Rafina!', it's selfish to take a chance in this situation " Elen spoke to himself somehow other thoughts said another heart Elen astonished with himself.

" Lex already yes do not be sad again if you love Fina" said Elen while pushing the chest of the field to give him a little respite.

The difference is also true because this is the first time Elen in the male hug, "I'm also sad Lex no matter how Rafina temen us" said Elen only that word that crossed the current.

" Yes but He has promised not to stay in Me" said Elex with a reddened face, Elen shuddered "it turns out that sad people can also sneer like this "inner Elen throw a look in another direction.

A warm hug just now was still so impregnated, Elen until he did not realize that Alex had sat back down, "Whose son is it? " ask Mama Nisa from behind.

Elen smiled, "Oh. I am a friend of Alex and Rafina, we are one school" Elen replied as she greeted Mama Nisa with respect.

" Help Auntie ya persuaded Alex to want to go home, see the situation "pinta Mama Nisa pointed Alex who was sitting cross-legged on the black debris