CONTINUING THE PENDING LOVE

INAPPROPRIATE

Inside the cafe too crowded all employees are busy serving guests, Eka also until overwhelmed in and out the side door that is connected to the warehouse and parking lot, too, while laying the crates his eye drinks look towards the parking lot and see Rafina.

Eka had thrown a smile at Nengsih, making Nengsih feel embarrassed to look down, " Ahh I'm so embarrassed why not leave here even though this child is so good to give me two pieces of delicious cake "inner Nengsih staring at the tip of the toe, sliced feet only with slippers that flip was already connected to the rope.

" Dear as good as we go in!?, not good you long outside where you want rain" said Alex looking up at the thick sky, "Yes Kak enter yuk? " take Eka back in Rafina's head, Eka also while observing Nengsih with a wrinkled forehead.

Nengsih raised his head to look at Alex, his chest felt tight when he heard the affection that Alex said to Rafina, the sadness that clumped was also happy just popping in his chest, he said, tampa realized that a single tear had escaped, in Nengsih's heart he recited a short prayer for Rafina's happiness.

Nengsih thought that Alex was Rafina's husband, as a mother, the best hope for the happiness of the Princess, although not spoken but from the look of the eyes of Nengsih kuyu can be seen clearly.

" Why didn't I go home yet said he wanted to go home? " ask Eka to Nengsih, " ehh. hihihi i.yah.. I..Ibuk ma.ma.ma wants to go home "answer Nengsih staggered from his own mind and Nengsih wants to leave immediately, shame enveloped Nengsih just like that.

" Ohh.. Is my mom here from now? "... asked Rafina again grabbed Nengsih's hand so as not to step, while Eka looked at Nengsih and Rafina alternately with all the questions ', "Buk can hug Ibuk? " Rafina looked up with a hopeful face.

At first glance Nengsih looked at her Princess face, Nengsih could see such a deep longing from the look of Rafina's eyes, Rafina's eye shape was exactly the same as her biological father's, one side of Nengsih's heart also felt pity because it was not expected that his daughter was still alive, but next to him again so fire vengeful fire because Rafina has a resemblance to a man who has disappointed and also destroyed his life.

" Mom can ya? " pinta Rafina again while rocking the shake of Nengsih's hand worthy of his little boy, "ahh.iya Nak" replied Nengsih stiffly, from the moment Rafina was born this time Nengsih heard Rafina's request to embrace her.

Rafina pulled Nengsih's waist to get closer, "Rafina kangen Buk" Rafina said as she coiled both hands around Nengsih's waist, his heart beats faster the feeling of happiness so inflated that it pumps his heart faster.

while Nengsih like his fixated chest pounding thumping atmosphere so ravenous blue, his daughter just first hugged him, Rafina's embrace so warm. Nengsih could not hide the taste of haru anymore until rubbing Rafina's head repeatedly, Nengsih closed his eyes for a moment to feel the warmth that ran through his sanu bari, Nengsih, memories of the cruelty he did to Rafina long ago continue to be depicted in the eye so that guilt increasingly whack his soul.

" I'm sorry Ibuk Nak "murm Nengsih barely audible, Nengsih slightly lowered his head to kiss Rafina's head while shrinking the tears that flowed down his cheeks, while Eka and Alex were dumbstruck with their minds each dissolved with a haru view in front of them.

Rafina got stronger hugging Nengsih's waist, "No Buk...Ibuk do not go, Fina only has Ibuk "said Rafina with a trembling voice holding back the cry, Nengsih's legs suddenly limp like fixated the right atmosphere for a Nengsih can not wince, Nengsih can not wart, currently Nengsih can not challenge the word, happy guilt mixed into one.

Huuu....Tangis Nengsih broke out, "excuse me right ibuk "said Ningsih not the power to move guilt that seemed to gnaw all his heart, Nengsih returned Rafina's embrace was really a weak heart Nengsih.

"Duaaaarr.. duaaaar... duaarr.. "three times the lightning in the sky as if a witness to what is happening, Alex who is only a few steps away from Rafina and Nengsih, "Ibuk... unfortunately yuk entered yuk already want to rain" said Alex right standing next to Rafina and Nengsih.

Rafina and Nengsih as if deaf did not hear Alex's words they still continue to hug each other while wailing, Alex scooped a face can only be silent when Rafina and Nengsih did not respond at all to his speech.

Rain spots began to fall as if the sky was crying, lightning grabbed the light in the sky, Nengsih took off his Princess embrace, "in Fin later you will be sick son "said Ningsih full of tenderness.

Irritation like ice water that cools the heart a warm feeling spreads in the arteries of Rafina, the, The name Nak came out for the first time after many years and that's the word that Rafina misses the most since long ago, "Mommy comes in? " pinta Rafina mengelas he so wanted to be spoiled.

" Yes I'm here" replied Nengsih who also had no other choice because only Rafina He had at this time, for a moment Nengsih's eyes closed while looking up to feel the raindrops that immediately fell on his face, "Buk sorry right Nengsih huh? " inner Nengsih because the silhouette of Grandma Yati's face just flashed as she just closed her eyes.

The raindrop getting closer did not want Rafina rain Alex pushed Rafina's wheelchair, while Nengsih was still standing, Alex had glanced at Nengsih as it passed, Nengsih himself still felt the rain fall.

" Ibuk entered yuk "take Eka after Alex pushed Rafina's wheelchair, "Ahh.yeah Nak " replied Nengsih realized, Nengsih stepped into the area in the cafe and stopped, then stopped, his gaze swept every corner indeed not all cafe visitors saw their presence just a few intense gazes, Nengsih reluctant to continue what else with a shabby and shabby appearance at this time.

Nengsih felt very inappropriate, "My mother why did she stop? " tanya Eka who followed stopped when Nengsih stopped stepping, "Mommy does not deserve you to enter" said Nengsih.