CONTINUING THE PENDING LOVE

CONTINUING THE PENDING LOVE
FAMINES



...Rafina stared at Alex's back memories of the past just as it flashed like a piece of a short story that was being twisted in her memories, a smile etched into the corner of her lips so many memories, Alex the once skinny teenager is now wide-bodied and muscular....


...Rafina felt her own feelings turned out to still feel the same pounding as before, for a moment Rafina was lulled with a sight that made the soul as if it wanted to fly in the arms of the muscular Alex....


...When his mind was traveling Arrived Rafina's stomach suddenly wrapped around the sweet imagination in his head, "ssssttt" Rafina hissing tampa consciously also shut her mouth so that her hissing sound is not heard by Alex....


..." Well why my stomach arrived wrapped around this "inner Rafina squeezed her stomach, so painful that Rafina slightly bent and took a deep breath and threw out slowly to reduce the pain, some time the pain wrapped around it was a little less but then the pain came back again even more pain....


..." Well, "weep Rafina felt her entrails like in her face turn paled was no longer strong enough to withstand the pain, "Lex please take me home huh?" pinta Rafina was smitten with tears starting to seep, Alex turned with a troubled heart because Rafina just kept asking to go home" Do you not want to answer my question earlier?" alex asks flatly as if not caring about Rafina's tears, Alex insists his silly questions should remain answered....


...Rafina's stomach ache suddenly disappeared, and Rafina looked at Alex with annoyance, really at this time Rafina was very disappointed "what she doubted me all this time" inner Rafina turned cynical her chest rumbled like a long thunder "check.The childishness once "inner Rafina clucked as she brusquely swept her tears across her cheeks....


...Alex leaned against the side of the window while staring at Rafina as if not caring "what makes her cry "inner Alex tried not to be fooled by Rafina's tears which he considered only dodged cries....


..." Do you really want to hear my answer? " said Rafina crowded in the chest not knowing what to make up the answer, Alex nodded surely make Rafina more dilemma. Rafina tried to string words in her head that would surely make Alex very angry even hate her, "Yes just answer "Alex replied casually....


...Looks very calm sure the answer will be Rafina said must be the same as he thought that there will be no other man who replaced his position....


..."Ba. It's good that if you force, " said Rafina with a vibrating seed holding back the turmoil of her heart, Rafina tried to put on a smile, while Alex continued to stare at her while narrowing her eyes waiting for an answer....


..." I'm sorry Lex.. There's been another man filling the void in my heart since you haven't told me anything and never came to that stone " rafina replied with a heavy voice because she was forced to lie as hard as she could to make it seem that her Self was fine and had liked others....


..." Duarr... " Alex felt like his chest was struck by lightning, his throat was choked as if his breath was tight and his face was red "right, meaning all this time he often came to the rock" inner Alex does not believe in Rafina's answer, Alex clenches his hand with a strong vein and his handbook looks prominent....


...Alex closed his eyes for a moment to regulate his now irregular heartbeat, "no!!. There is no way Rafina must be lying "the inner Alex denies not accepting....


...Alex sighed a few times, not expecting the answer Rafina really had blown his whole heart, why not as he thought it would be aware Alex was incubating wanted to overflow his anger....


...Alex's body trembled withholding emotion wanting her sense to instantly drag Rafina out. Repeatedly Alex said the intention in his heart to calm down and his mind returned clear to accept the fact that Rafina had turned away from him....


..."O Allah is very sick of his taste, what is this feeling of a broken heart "inner Alex continues to restive while feeling start nyesek want to cry." Do you love him? " as Alex asked in a raucous voice after a few seconds of silence, Rafina raised her face "whether she was crying " rafina's inner voice then lowered again Alex's voice like holding back sadness and it was clearly by Rafina to feel more guilty....


..." Do you love him "ask Alex again, Rafina who initially lowered her head immediately raised her chest face pounding her mouth firmly open not believing Alex's question will get deeper and corner her....


..." Yes I love her so much "answered Rafina flat and cold wet cockerels for lying had to lie again, "cih. .." Alex screeched feeling a pain as in the stabbing of a sword that pierced through his chest, his jaw tightly clenched....


Rafina again bowed her heart so sad why there must be a silly question that was thrown by Alex, Rafina pensive while pulling her fingertips really regret meeting yes.


"kruuukkk..."


...The sound of hunger and thirst broke the silence, Alex was surprised to see Rafina as well as Rafina who felt so embarrassed, "I'm sorry " said Rafina the look in their eyes met Rafina and Alex felt the same thump....


" I." said the second almost simultaneously, "Don't you first " replied Rafina who initially wanted to ask Alex to take her home.


...Alex is silent "Is He hungry?" inner Alex continued to look at Rafina" Yes pardon this morning did He had not eaten, pantesan worm his hihihi" said Alex chuckled in the heart....


...Rafina grimaced holding heartburn in the stomach as well while remembering what he had eaten wrong to cause abdominal pain like now, I heard azan zuhur "message" lirih Rafina realized that the day had passed so quickly....


...Alex feels so guilty why is it too selfish to make people in his love starve, the anger that was so peaked turned into pity. "are you hungry? " ask Alex softly, "Yes I'm hungry you're not responsible anyway "Rafina's responsibility makes both of her laugh angrily yawning away lost somewhere....