
...Up on the top floor the two women's speech still disturbed Alex's mind, "well I'll make Rafina stay by my side " alex's inner but then Alex stopped not so his step in stopped because he remembered Rafina's rejection and it was enough to make his throat dry....
...Alex opened a bottle of mineral water and immediately drank it remembering Rafina's refusal somehow his heart pounded faster, Alex clenched his hands it hurt not to take it for granted, he said, as a man, of course, Alex does not want to be inferior, right, Rafina's rejection is very painful for Alex, so long apart even Alex did not expect to see you again after hearing that Rafina had been declared dead during the fire a year after Grandma Yati died....
...Alex rubbed his face with a rough, really do not know where to start and why the deep-rooted love only exists in him why Rafina did not appreciate the feeling at all " Is there another man?" alex's inner self is getting more dilemma....
..." Oh God I have to how now "weaning Alex rubbed his face repeatedly, suddenly just a silly thought was present in Alex's mind "may have to use the word romantic" inner Alex again then tried to string the word romantic but all of it ugly until Alex upset grabbed his own hair several times, inexplicably his brain system does not work....
...Tampa tired of his small brain trying to string words again but always failed "Ahh.Why difficult always, let's let it be what's there aja" resignation Alex then turn the door handle....
" Czechk...
..." I'm sorry I said a long time ago Alex said as soon as he came in and then closed the door again, "I know how you've been since then until you just haven't come in" replied Rafina sounding flat....
Degs....
...As Alex looked like a man caught doing wrong, Alex took a deep breath and threw it away a few times to groggy. With a clumsy step Alex stepped forward Rafina. " Drink Honey" said Alex turning the cap of the bottled mineral water then giving it to Rafina....
...Tampa expression Rafina who was thirsty immediately received and drank to finish half the contents of the bottle, "thanks " said Rafina, eummm" replied Alex....
..." Did you not go to work!? " ask Rafina started a serious conversation, after Alex left earlier Rafina thought hard while asking about her heart, it feels like a bad woman and it is not fair to refuse Alex without a clear goal of paralysis, Alex has seen even no question at all....
...After diving into her feelings Rafina gets an answer from her heart, finding a new strength to brush off the feeling of inferiority even want to test how much love Alex after knowing his current state....
..." No... already there is Yady who handles all the "answer Alex is there then sit on the edge of the bed "Yady who? your Secretary? " asked Rafina again, Alex nodded then smiled this atmosphere is what Alex likes....
..." Yes Yady my secretary "answered Alex unwrapped the snake potatto she had bought in indomaret, "uummm, male' or female "questioningly ask Rafina again while smiling, but again, know that the name of Yady must be a man can not be a woman "yes Lakik, where there is a woman whose name is Yady widianto you exist' there is aja " replied Alex chuckles....
..." Fin your leg is why? " ask Alex to make Rafina stop, Rafina looked at Alex for a moment "I was twice in an accident" replied Rafina honestly with the facts....
...Alex stared fixedly at Rafina's face did not expect it turned out so much suffering that had to be borne by Rafina, "Can it still be treated ?" ask Alex again, "yes it's still true but yes it's not important to think I'm happy to see you again " replied Rafina impressed resigned....
...Alex feels so guilty "I'm sorry I'm Fin! there should be me beside you when you face difficult times" said Alex sadly....
..." okay what is this may have been the line of my life "answered Rafina bowed to remember all the trips a few years back....
flas back's...
...Rafina om apologized can not accommodate you anymore, now the business Om has gone bankrupt even the relics of Grandma that you entrusted to Om forced Om to sell to pay off the debt, said lightly tampa load Si Fery adopted son of the late Grandma Yati....
...Rafina could not do much say Fery very he understood, if Fery had cast her out subtly, then, that night Rafina also left the house of Fery no mercy Fery in the slightest at that time.tampa feeling of letting Rafina go the night, no detention instead let Rafina go just like that, but the feeling of letting Rafina go, repeatedly Rafina turned her head back hoping that Fery would call her but like all her only wish Rafina even Fery immediately closed the door of her house once Rafina came out....
...With all the pain in Rafina's heart down the road to the destination, her hungry stomach makes her weak and unconscious to fall by the side of the road, Rafina fainted on the sidewalk of the road fortunately there was a middle-aged woman Bu Romblah happened to pass and accidentally saw Rafina lying....
...Towards noon Rafina opened her eyes, "Eh... have woken up to, yaudah eat first surely you are hungry right? " said Mrs Romblah with a smile, Rafina who just collected her life just looked at Ms. Romblah in silence....
..."Do not look at Mother like that, do not need to hesitate to consider it your own home" said Bu Romblah then died Rafina. two days at the house of Miss Romblah looked very happy with her presence and asked Rafina to stay with her....
...Obviously Rafina did not refuse because she is now a kara, armed with Rafina High School Certificate trying to find a job to survive also helped Bu Romblah is indeed a middle-aged woman that forbids Rafina to work, Rafina said, but Rafina does not want to be expelled like Fery drove her away enough to be a lesson for Rafina during the expulsion....
...After being rejected by several Rafina companies feeling tired and thirsty, Rafina sat on the concrete sidewalk to buy a drink while the money was only five thousand enough freight to go home later , "Ahhh... " his mind aches at whom he complains until an accident occurs when Rafina is engrossed with her daydreaming....