
Tired of the muter did not find, Alex decided to go home, the time was getting up to midnight, "ahhhh "sigh Alex upset because he did not also find the whereabouts of Elen.
After seeing Alex's car drive out of the pharmacy parking lot, Elen got out of the car, Elen felt more stupid when he remembered Alex's question why he avoided.
"My feeling is not wrong, but the wrong thing is just the situation, Oh God why should I "whimper Elen crying so so he did, did not expect his heart would be anchored in the wrong place.
Elen Prov.
Long ago while still the same school, in silence Elen had saved a taste for Alex but after knowing the relationship of Alex and Rafina, Elen had, Elen chooses to harbour her feelings of unwillingness to hurt the friendship by cornering or clearly depriving.
Elen is too fond of Rafina is not just a friend, Elen does not want his friendship destroyed just because fighting for a heart that is clearly unable to accept his heart.
Today Elen sits under a tree in the schoolyard to wait for Rafina, from the day Elen feels his chest full, because of a feeling of love that he cannot express.
Fifteen minutes away It's almost bell Rafina hasn't been seen yet, "Is she not in school? " inner Elen while looking away out the fence and his shit Elen must watch Rafina look the way with Alex.
Elen's heart was burning, the jealousy was immediately stirring him. "cihh... Lo**" the curse seemed to come out of Elen's thin lips. " Astafirullah "calls to shut his mouth when he has expressed the words makian.
The upset could not just disappear, considering Rafina and Alex joined hands Elen really could not accept the situation, his heart hurt.
Elen sat on his bench, the boisterous voice of another disciple's disciple could not shake the anger in Elen's chest. His heart was so angry Elen saw the empty bench next to his taste Elen wanted to kick away the bench so that Rafina would not sit near him again.
" Basik don't know themselves illegitimate child, just like his mother lo*** "Elen curses maki in the heart, while Elen was busy grumbling Rafina in, Elen, Elen lowered his head in a jealous rage annoyed all into one.
Wanting his taste Elen clawed and grabbed his best friend, but it was all just in his heart. " A long time ago Len? " reprove Rafina, "not new" replied Elen coldly looking the other way.
The lesson hours in Rafina began to concentrate on the lesson, while Elen was busy arranging her feelings once in a while Elen glanced at Rafina in Elen's heart constantly asking wrong and right about her growing sense for Alex.
Until the lesson after Elen did not concentrate at all, "Len I first huh? " said Rafina was standing ready to die in the classroom, Elen nodded then looked at the front door of the class Alex was standing, of course waiting for Rafina.
Elen's heart was getting numb so Alex had to wait and clap her Self, hufffff... Elen took a breath to reduce tightness in the chest, rather than seeing their affection Elen was more willing to scold the floor so that his feelings did not get sicker.
From the time of school to the night Elen's mind was fixed on Rafina and Alex "El Have you eaten? " ask Ziska the brother of Elen who appeared from behind the door.
" Belom brother does not taste" replied Elen back in his chin, Ziska did not immediately go. pensive sister made her ask what makes the sister moody.
" Sister in? " permit Ziska. Elen just nodded and wanted to see.
Elen turned to look at Ziska, "No brother" replied Elen and returned to the table.
" Dek see Brother, if there is a problem with the story of the same brother "said Ziska full of affection.
Elen took a deep breath, "So really, El doesn't have any problem what " replied Elen.
Ziska looked at Elen's face from the side, an older sister's instinct told her that there was a problem, Ziska wanted her sister to share whatever it was.
" Jaudah it is if you do not want the story to mean Brother has no meaning for you "said Ziska the word he always used if the sister does not want to be frank.
" It's not that Kak "sambar Elen made Ziska giggle in the heart as usual Elen will be destroyed if Ziska had issued a word of the word.
Ziska excitedly sat back beside Elen, while Elen bangtung must start the story from where.
Seeing the silent sister like a confused person Ziska looked back at Elen, "is this his problem heavy huh? " inner Ziska because Elen like back pensive.
" Sister what if we like someone we have to express our feelings!? " ask Elen.
Ziska stared into the bead of the little brother's eyes, the word like that came out of Elen's mouth made Ziska ask in her heart, "like what?, what began to like the opposite sex "inner Ziska.
" You like guys, huh? " question Ziska right on target made Elen's cheeks meet red.
Ziska smiled looking at the hue on the face of the sister Ziska know now her sister is starting to grow up no longer a little sister who always asked to be accompanied by sleep on the grounds of fear of sleeping alone.
As an older brother Ziska can only remember and give advice, "Hhmm... Deck. if you like to have a person that is not good, the feelings or likes that are forced will hurt more on the ahir ", said Ziska.
Elen suddenly choked on his own spit, "Uhuk... " Elen coughed at Ziska's words, "Why are you ?" asked Ziska while patting Elen on the back.
" Kak El likes schoolmates, but he was stuck with El's classmate and semeja with El" said Elen overflowing after his cough was over.
Ziska looked at Elen with widened eyes, Elen's conversation just now means the same as she had guessed, "Here.. " Ziska pulls the sister into her arms.
" Dek hear ya?, like the hell it's ordinary name we humans can see would be interested and like. but if you like the name that has a person it should not be anything else have your own friends you do not want the friendship destroyed just because selfishly want to have a clear that is impossible to accept you, you can not accept, we have no descendants of deck actors do not make Mama papa cry there "said Ziska at length giving advice, Elen sobbed in the arms of Ziska.