Combined In Marriage

The mentally fragile

"Does Mas Dimas change this easily? Should I ask for an explanation from him? Shouldn't I start communicating well with her, I can't keep quiet like this"

Ajeng did not want things like this but how could he analyze for things like this not to happen, he was incapable of all the things he was now dealing with. Looking at Dimas who was still in his chair, he looked at the man with a gaze asking to be stared at as well, but the man seemed to be not where he was at the moment.

"Mas Dimas wasn't looking at me at all, what was he thinking, didn't he care about my current whereabouts?"

Tut's.. Tut's.. Tut.. suddenly heard the ringing sound of the phone makes Ajeng a little confused, Dimas lifted his phone then went out of the house after seeing who was calling, Dimas said, Ajeng became so sad to see Dimas who left without noticing him.

"Who called? Did Sarah call? I want to cry now, so Mas Dimas has to talk to Sarah behind my back?"

Not long after Dimas left Ajeng alone at the dining table came the sound of the car commonly used by Dimas, the man actually went to leave his own wife unselfishly to him first.

"Did Mas Dimas leave me?" Agheng was shocked when he heard the sound of Dimas' car, he glanced towards the door as soon as it just sounded, he was really going to cry.

"Hiks hiks Mas Dimas really left me alone here, he did not care at all about my existence, whether he had really considered me as his wife, otherwise he would have, he doesn't have to force him into a hyx"

"She's very easy to change, does she see me like someone who doesn't need to be serious? He never seemed to be serious at the time about me, but he immediately responded to Sarah and did everything Sarah wanted, I really never had the right, he said, I may never be entitled to him"

He rubbed his tears, the eyes were still very red, although he had tried not to cry anymore but the tears continued to flow without him asking. Ajeng bit his lips firmly hitting his chest hard, Ajeng had this bad habit ever since he was a teenager. He recently received true emotions and did not know how to hold back from feeling pain that he might not be able to take well and control himself.

Ajeng never told anyone the mental illness he suffered because he did not experience it so often, there is a dark story that he can not share with anyone. A young girl in her teens who was in high school receiving such a thing would certainly have a bad effect on her future.

Ajeng did not want to remember the dark time let alone the innocent girl, he wanted to forget it all, the incident had become the past and he was now far from it all.

Ajeng tries to forget about it but as he becomes more and more thinking about it, he becomes afraid of being alone at home. Ajeng immediately ran to his room after cleaning the dirty dishes, he looked at the doors and windows timidly if anyone was peeping, he often felt anxious when alone especially from the beginning he did not feel a good feeling.

"I don't want to betray you, God, I'm so guilty of doubting you, I, I'm going to worship now, I can't be a fool and be feared by it all, forgive me God, only to you is the servant surrender"

Actually, many are the cause of Ajeng experiencing anxiety disorders like this rarely interact with people, such as, if Dimas until now did not accept Ajeng as his wife maybe the woman would forever alone confined in his room.

Ajeng requires social interaction like humans in general, it is very difficult if he lives it alone, Ajeng never think if his anxiety disorder is that severe, he thought if all of that was commonplace and would end once he felt better, he needed expert help for the disturbance he was suffering from.

Ajeng immediately went to his bathroom he tried hard to throw away the fear in his mind but then the thought switched he remembered about Dimas, he was getting sadder made. Ajeng waited for a while trying to stop his crying then took ablution and tried to remember the name of God.

Ajeng was surprised to see two missed calls from Dimas and some messages the man sent. The message was under the group messages she was following, Ajeng immediately read the messages.

'Darling, sorry Mas didn't say goodbye first'

'Sarah called, her cousin had an accident and was referred to the hospital again, Mas will be home soon, you wait Mas well?"

'Wait for Mas, don't be afraid' Ajeng cried reading the message, she really already thought a no-no about her own husband. Ajeng immediately wiped his tears he felt a little relieved after reading the message from Dimas.

Dimas sent the message about ten minutes ago and it was really a time when Ajeng felt fear and anxiety from the disturbance he received. Unconsciously by the two of them feeling each other, Dimas was worried if Ajeng would be scared alone at home because of that he sent the message.

He was worried about Ajeng, Dimas was really worried when he was on the trip earlier, he cursed himself after realizing that he had left his wife alone at home, Dimas tried to get to the hospital as soon as possible to meet Sarah and the extended family of his second wife.

"Darling you've come!" Sarah runs to embrace the newly arrived Dimas.

"Yes, you still want to be here?"

"Yes Mas, I have to go with Aunt and I take care of Salwa"

"If so Mas go home first, Ajeng alone at home"

"Not going to Dad's house?"

"Mas can not, Mas has stayed Ajeng himself at home, later he was afraid that Mas would not come home"

"You take care of yourself, Dad? Mas go first" Sarah nodded then got a kiss on her forehead and lips from Dimas, Sarah gave her sweet smile to Dimas, the man looked at her closely while grasping the sweet face.

"Get home"

"Yes Mas" Sarah waved her hand yet to stop giving her sweet smile.

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