Combined In Marriage

Captivatingly

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Mas Dimas picked me up after work, I saw him waiting in front of the building when me and the Princess just came out. The princess smiled at me after seeing the whereabouts of Mas Dimas, without me telling anything she already understood what had happened. Although we are this close there are many things that need not be told or explained to each other.

"Sana" she smiled broadly at me making me smile and also a little embarrassed.

"Yes, I'm first"

"Yes, be careful on the road"

"Yes, you too" he nodded still smiling.

I walked towards Mas Dimas, he smiled at me of course I replied. I was carried away by her gaze, it made me bite my own lips. I remember when she first looked at me during the matchmaking, I couldn't lie if I couldn't forget that look, she looked so charming anyone would get carried away.

Melting it feels, women can definitely feel what I feel, even if you do not know him you will definitely not refuse if betrothed to him. It was the feeling I felt before Sarah came and explained everything to me. Unfortunately the charming man was already completely owned by another woman.

I feel like I want to conquer the man with that unconquered look, anyone will not be able to win if he looks at him. Even Mommy also really likes Mas Dimas, he said if Mas Dimas was really very handsome when before we met on matchmaking day, I don't care what Mother says because I don't know her at all.

But Mother was far away not caring about my opinion, she praised the man endlessly. Although I refused in my heart but I could not refuse Mother, seeing the man in front of me, I was lucky not to refuse Mother's request.

I hurried to sit in the front seat to catch a glimpse of the man beside me, I could not bear to be around him, my heart was always racing when it was nearby. I want to talk, I always want to talk to him a lot, but I can't speak sometimes, that's probably my nature from a long time ago.

If you look at Mas Dimas very similar to the late Father, actually Uncle is more similar even very similar, the big family said if Uncle and Dad were like betel nut halved, I really admit it. Both my father and Uncle were just different parents, they had the same Grandpa and Grandma.

Mas Dimas looks very charming like his father, they are both very good at appearance. I think again about having children, if I get a son will not be born a new late father, he will be similar to the late Father as well as Mas Dimas of course, he will be, my son will be very handsome.

Mas Dimas is very handsome but the late Father is much more handsome, occasionally I have to say about it to Mas Dimas for him to realize, there is nothing more handsome than the late Father.

In these few days Mas Dimas will sleep with me, whether I should talk about Aunt's request or I should just keep quiet. I certainly wanted a child after thinking about my late father, but I realized if I wasn't smart for things like that, starting a conversation wasn't my forte.

Although I tried to do it a lot but I don't know why I always stop and feel insecure, let alone to try to talk to Mas Dimas, it really wasn't my forte, I didn't even dare to look at him for long, I'd better see what would happen next.

I thought so much about this guy beside me that I didn't realize we were in the housing complex. Can I steal my eyes from my husband? I want to be seen by him, I even want to be stared at by him for a long time, am I allowed to do so? Don't I sound so greedy? I'm really greedy, I'd better bury all that desire.

"Why?" I seemed to have managed to steal a glance from him, I was stupid, now I don't know what to do, he looked at me that deep, I should have thought before I acted. What should I do now, I should just shut up.

"What's the matter, baby?" I'd rather shake my head to get it all done.

The car moved very slowly as Mas Dimas stared at me, we finally got home. I let out a sigh of relief but it seems like Mas Dimas saw my actions, I seem to be getting in danger, I hope Sarah has gone home. I'm afraid to be home alone, I mean other than Mas Dimas of course.

I can only laugh with my mind, what might I myself think if I can seduce a man let alone if he is a Mas Dimas, I am not that deep, I am not, I don't have those experiences in my life and it looks like Sarah's home.

There's no way she'd want to let me be with Mas Dimas at home, right? It's not that I think that's not good about her but all women will definitely think the same even if they say there's no problem with that.

I'd better get off for dinner soon, it's still in time for cooking. I immediately came out of the room to open the door, I immediately shrieked when I saw Mas Dimas was already standing in front of the door like he was just about to enter, lucky I got out of the room if not, I don't know what's going to happen inside.

"Where are you going?"

"Ma-want to cook Mas" I'm really bad at words, just that one sentence even I can't conquer.

"You don't want to do anything else?" I was confused to hear it, but did those words have anything to do with my dirty thoughts? I hope I just misunderstood it.

"I have to help Sarah, Sister Sarah cook"

"He hasn't come home yet"

"Maybe be home soon"

"Sarah went to her cousin's show again"

"Ohh, if that's what I'm cooking myself, Mas hasn't eaten yet, right?" I try to shift this atmosphere to a slightly more positive activity so that I don't do something I don't want to do.

"Later to cook, you don't want to have children?"

"Hmm?? Meaning Mas?" I pretended to not understand his words.

"Do you not understand or pretend you do not understand?" I seem to be really in trouble, I'm not ready to do it yet.

"Mas instead of us better eat first"

"Why not make it first just eat it later" Mas Dimas began to approach making me feel a little resigned.

"Mas, instead of us having to ask Sarah's opinion first" Mas Dimas finally stopped his actions, he seemed to be thinking the same thing as I was thinking right now.

Seriate...