Combined In Marriage

Sarah

~Ajeng POV~

After hearing that mas Dimas said I cleaned myself up I hope that the mas Dimas can be fair to both of us I don't hope with the love of the current Dimas mas. I felt a little weak even though there was nothing sick so I decided to go to bed in the bedroom I tried to read a novel on the app reading my favorite novel. A little happiness I can get from reading.

It feels like my feelings are erratic I want to change a little do I have nothing at all in this world? that's the question I asked myself even if I didn't have a Mom and Dad. At least I have Daddy and Mommy in the village now I live away from them next I think I want to work I don't want to just depend on Dimas mas. I don't know what will happen in the future I have to prepare myself.

I'll apply for a job tomorrow. But no, I'd better do it after Sarah gets home is it fair that only Sarah and Dimas decide? I pray someone helps me here. My feelings are really swaying I'm not thinking clearly now how is tomorrow? Sarah will come here and stay here she will definitely sleep one bed with my mind is bad.

of course they'll sleep with them and they love each other and I'm just a parasite here for that I have to decide to find a job with a strong commitment I can think like they don't exist

that's what I'm gonna do. It's late so I decided to go to bed and wake up tomorrow morning.

After waking up I went to the bathroom to worship after my prayers went down to cook rice there was always food left for breakfast so I went back to the room. I may look like an irresponsible wife but what if my husband doesn't even give me money to cook. Of course there was money in the safe but I couldn't possibly use it maybe because the feeling of being unwanted made me think of just staying away anyway it seemed like it was what she wanted.

Mas Dimas is gone, he's marrying Sarah today I don't expect him to take me anyway. The people here will only know Sarah as his wife I will do as they please. But I also actually can't stand this kind of situation but I'll just assume if I'm not married it's better.

I fell asleep until three in the afternoon I did not realize the time had passed like mas Dimas had come home with Sarah. What am I supposed to do later? I better stay in the room. Nothing happened until nightfall, it looks like they were in the room maybe they were tired after the wedding I decided to have dinner.

After I finished eating, I washed my dishes and went upstairs to the stairs

I heard a woman's sigh from Mas Dimas' room. I did not intend to eavesdrop on me just passing by I felt shaky and went back to the room I decided to go to sleep immediately.

*****

tock.. "Ajeng" a female voice called out to me from outside knocking on my bedroom door, Sarah's soft voice she was indeed graceful who did not fall for her. If I was a guy I would love him too he's the kind of girl that guys like, well that seems to be it. Of course the guys like it.

I walked over and said "Let's eat some jeng" he called again. I got down and went to help because I still know myself a little. Mas Dimas came down and sat down at the table eating Sarah sat on the right side of Mas Dimas and I sat on the left. I was never this close to her when we had dinner together that time I sat deliberately a little far away because I had no reason to sit close to her I sat close to her because Sarah asked.

"Ajeng isn't nyalim mas?" I heard Sarah ask Dimas and Mas Dimas say "no need" My heart feels like it's falling

I felt weak I knew something like that was coming so I had to adjust. I quickly finished my work and went back to my room.

I don't know why but suddenly tears came out of my eyes I felt a little bit hurt I know if mas Dimas did not shake my existence in this house. I feel like I want to go home but I can't possibly do it I just got married one week and it doesn't even seem to be there yet.

I decided to make a plan to apply for a job tomorrow, so I wouldn't just stay home. It seems like it is a good idea and just in case the mas Dimas expels me later anyway we cannot give the confidence to incriminate the person with the opinion we made ourselves.

After the sound of the Adhan was finished I went to take ablution and performed the prayer no one was home. Sarah also went to work I was alone in this house I decided to go out to wash my eyes which seemed to be a little stiff because I did not see the sunlight for a few days. I went to walk to the door and walked out to the garage. A woman who lives next door looking at me scares me a little.

The woman suddenly came towards me "His wife is Dimas well?" her asking me made me feel relieved.

"Yes my brother" I replied.

"Known, I'm Aliya's cousin Dimas" shook his hand.It turns out our neighbor is the son of Aunt Mas Dimas I don't even know it.

"So I saw a woman who came out of your house last night there was also a woman who came the same Dimas can't be you right? the one I saw last night and I didn't wear the guy's veil" I don't know what to answer. Mas Dimas has not informed his family because his mother is not healthy and also did not get approval from his parents.

"Ohh that's my brother" I decided to answer half a sentence I hope he doesn't ask again.

"Oh so you know I thought it was Dimas' ex. Sarah just now" DEGG surprised me and got a little scared.

But I don't think it's possible that Mas Dimas brought Sarah while there's a cousin here I don't understand. I think it looks like Dimas has planned everything, Kak Aliya went back to his house I continued my activities for a while. I looked back into the house where my cousin Dimas made me not want to linger here again.

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