Combined In Marriage

Misjudged

I cut the chocolate cake I made with pretty big pieces and I served it on the dinner table maybe Mas Dimas would, he said, actually I want him to taste it I cook it well and I think it's delicious I don't know the taste of Mas Dimas.

Mas Dimas down we continue breakfast together

today I made chicken soy sauce Mas Dimas really like it he ate pretty greedy I'm happy if he likes he ate my chocolate cake voraciously it seems to taste according to the tongue of Mas Dimas.

"This who made it?" Mas Dimas asked after eating a piece of my chocolate cake.

"I did it myself"

"You made it?"

"Yes Mas" Mas Dimas gave his smile as if he was very happy with this breakfast dish this morning I wanted to see him like this every day.

"Auntie's coming around at 12"

"Yes Mas" I nodded my head in understanding.

"If you want to go out, ask permission first

give me your cell phone number" I realized why Mas Dimas was so angry when I went out with the Princess that I had not exchanged my mobile number with anyone here even my own husband so he could not contact me that day.

I then exchanged mobile numbers with Mas Dimas. I kissed her hand as she was leaving

he smiled at me and stroked my cheek for a while and asked for permission to go to work. I returned his smile and let him go I then continued to clean the dining table.

My daughter called me suddenly when I was in my room and picked her up, saying I should come to propose tomorrow

I said I'd propose if Auntie would let me

he asked me if I had breakfast he thought Mas Dimas wouldn't feed me here I know if he was worried but it was too much.

I seem to have explained so often about my best friend that maybe you are bored maybe because I love him too much.

He invited me to go to lunch together today but I said if I couldn't because Bibi Mas Dimas would come later in the day.

I cleaned my room after talking to the Princess

finished cleaning the room I went downstairs to clean up again I started from the living room then continued to the kitchen I heard the sound of the door opening and looked towards the door as soon as I saw Sarah there it looks like he's gone home because I saw him carrying his stuff.

"Sister's home" I tried to greet her by giving her a smile she gave a smile back as well.

"Yes Jeng"

I kept cleaning up letting her go to the room to rest she was always pretty I think she looked like a Princess just that Sarah looks more feminine I really like their skin color

they look so sweet, though, in the past at school I sometimes envy Princess because my skin is white so many people who have skin like me because that I want to have skin like Princess she looks exotic and also eyes and their black hair has both black eyes and hair.

then I went back to the room.

As I walked parallel to her she suddenly pulled my hand then confronted me with her she looked at me with a gentle gaze

I thought maybe he wanted to talk so I stayed silent and looked at him as well by showing a slight smile.

"You and Mas Dimas don't have a problem, do you?" that was the first word Sarah said.

"No, sister" I shook my head.

"Ah I want to talk to you" She sounds awkward making me so unpleasant and a little curious.

"Sir, what do you want to say"

"Night Mas Dimas met me, you know that Mas Dimas loved me very much, We love each other" I nodded my head.

"I'm not selfish but I know that you have no feelings for Mas Dimas and so does Mas Dimas. When Auntie's here we'll be together to convince Auntie that our relationship is fine after Aunt's leave you no longer have to sleep one bed with Mas Dimas I know you must be uncomfortable doing so, you must agree with my plan Mas Dimas also agreed. Now that you've spoken to each other after Auntie left you can do whatever you want" I'm shocked and heartbroken to hear.

I felt like crying it turned out that Mas Dimas had been just trying to get close to me so that it could be easier to convince Aunt I was really stupid I thought I would be able to be a part of this household but I was still considered a stranger. From the beginning I didn't have to wish I was nobody.

*****

After hearing everything Sarah said I decided not to get too close to Mas Dimas I didn't want the heartache I'd put on him I didn't want this feeling to grow any more I didn't either want him to know.

I feel so tired I just want to sleep now

I don't want to cry like this but I'm so weak I really don't like having to be like this

hiks hicks I don't want to blame anyone. I am a nobody I should have stressed that to my heart and mind from the beginning I was too easily carried away by the atmosphere and feelings until it hurt so much. My chest hurts so much I tried to press it because it really hurts so much I'm really tired.

*****

I was very surprised when I woke up like I had bad luck I rushed to see the clock and now it's two o'clock in the afternoon Aunt must have gone home I was really afraid if she had gone home I hurriedly tidied up myself then go down, I run a little bit to make it faster. I'm looking for Auntie's whereabouts

but I didn't see her whereabouts I tried to look for her in the lower room but there was no one at all, everything looked very empty.

I wonder where Aunt is is she hasn't come yet? I decided to go out maybe Aunt was at Kak Aliya's house. Aliya's sister is home so I'll ask her

Kak Aliya looks calm seeing my arrival so I think she knows the purpose of my arrival.

"Auntie hasn't come home yet" I started asking first.

"Mother doesn't seem to be coming home, Aunt suddenly asks Mom to take care of her. You don't have to worry if Dimas hurts you again you say the same brother yah?" Big brother held both my hands, I nodded my head slowly but it seems like I will not speak any more, I'll leave Mas Dimas and Sarah alone as long as I can freely do anything I'll ask the matter of the vacancy immediately to the Princess.

Seriate...