CHOOSING IN LOVE

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Ever since that double date I got closer to Mas Prima, she was not at all romantic unlike Tian, completely a very different person.

In my eyes Mas prima is a mature figure, clever, very good at keeping feelings and one more he is very humorous.

He forced me to get to know my parents, so I finally got the courage to call my dad to tell him that next week I'm going home with a boyfriend.

I also told you that I'm not actually dating but that guy wants to know my family, he wants me to sleep, but I want to hear Father Mother's opinion before I accept him, I said to my father when I wanted to go.

Across the phone I feel like you are happy when I tell you should be like that let alone say if I am not dating with him somehow hear the answers Father I feel if you are very enthusiastic.

Maybe because this is the first time I will introduce a man other than Tian all this time, and also I said if the man wanted to propose that all this time maybe the words of the father would be from Tian who never sampled.

As a parent you must be very expecting me to soon find my soul mate, because my age is no longer young now it is 24 years.

They engaged in a serious conversation between Mas prima and kata while the way my mom and I were busy in the kitchen making snacks.

" I think I'll accept the person is good Flo, friendly and considerate, if you're a mother who is condoned", said my mother.

" New to know mom, later do not be disappointed if it does not match the expectations of mom" I replied

" But feeling mom she's the right person for you".

" I don't know ma'am, Flo still needs to know him better, if Flo believes that in the near future she will propose to me", I replied.

" have you prayed and asked your own heart to flow?", asked my mother.

" It's been Mom, it's been almost 3 months, but yes that's the answer" I said lazy lazy.

" What's your heart saying?", asked the mother again.

" Mas Prima is not Tian, but love flow is very the same mas Tian, but let alone in the heart of nongol in a dream never Bu", I answered still lazy.

Mother smiled at my answer, "love does not mean Flo's soul mate, a soul mate does not have to be love, but something united by God it reassures flo, you are sure your love is soothing?", asked my mother.

I thought for a moment about mother's question, "honestly even though I'm in love with Tian but I'm afraid to make a fool of her Mom".

" Lho... You are strange, he said love but afraid to mate in the room of others you doubt continue to want how dong?", I look for a middle-aged book, I look for a middle-aged book, must have heard my answer everyone must also be confused he said love but did not want to mate.

" the thing is my jealousy is too great if Tian is close to someone I've immediately suspected Ma'am", replied honestly.

" That means unpleasant, your heart is not serene if it is beside it, you must always be suspicious, and it will hurt your heart, what will your life will be like that continue, life must be happy Flo, it must be happy, it must be calm, peaceful, if you are jealous if you are suspicious, please change to find someone who can really make you calm".

My mother's words just now seemed to wake me up from a long sleep that was flattering the word love that is actually all unreal.

" If you approve and you also agree then flow willing to be his wife Mas Prima", I embrace my mother it feels relieved I had run out of the wall so thick, so thick, my tears flowed away from the burden that bound me.

" Well if you're sure you'll talk to your father", my mother rubbed my back gently, a clear smile of relief at my decision.

I arranged 4 cups of 2 hot tea drinks and 2 hot coffee in a long tray, I put also the snacks we just finished making, there are fried bananas and boiled beans.

I took him to the living room to feed him to Mr and Mas Prima.

Seeing the two people talk like they are very familiar when they are there not 1 hour, but like they have known for a long time.

" Well this is Nak Prima, father's favorite food boiled beans", my father laughed loudly, as well as Mas Prima greeted him with a smile from his father's words.

" Yes Sir I like it too", Mas Prima responded to my father's remarks.

" Let's drink Mas, yes this is the state of our family Mas Prima family flower, this papa brother is only a porters so yes this is a snack there is nothing special Prima child" said my mother.

" yes, ma'am, same ma'am I'm also just a coolie, just helping people who have money to build something, and I'm just the implementation of the ma'am alias coolies", replied Mas Prima humbled with a sweet smile.

" Mas Prima is also a Bu's contractor, just another class with the father, if the real porters if Mas Prima is a contractor", Mr. trying to explain the profession of Mas Prima to my mother.

" Thankfully, want what is important Mas halal, and barokah" said my mother smiled at Mas Prima, Mas Prima also nodded in approval to my mother's words.

" let's go and drink, mumpung is still hot, this coffee made by my son, my daughter is Mas, flower" said Mr. right this coffee is made by me.

" Flo, I want to hear your answer, that was mas Prima asked the father to make you his life companion, he said he was in love with you at first sight", my father said this time seriously, Even the three of them looked at me sharply later my answer.

As for me, I was surprised, not expecting Mas Prima to be so quick to say his point to you.

My chest rumbled, surprised, moved, a little embarrassed too, But this was my first experience of being applied to ar-rahman in front of my father in a gentle manner.

" actually I and Mas Prima have not known him for too long, so everything flows leave it to the father", I said shaking, between fearing that my answer hurt Mas prima and also fearing that you would reject it, pity Mas Prima.

Indeed, in a husband and wife relationship should not start with pity, but until today I invite Mas Prima to know my family Yes because I feel sorry to see his struggle approaching me, or maybe I actually love but I don't know because all I know is pity.

" Let's say Nak Prima, kok was even handed over by Mr. ya Flo, waduuhh.", my father's widow with a laugh, there was a murat of confusion on his face.

" if I accept the application nak Prima What nak Prima can accept all or less flower?", asked Mr.

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