CHOOSING IN LOVE
Disappointed again
" Rin, I want that why Tian has not been here in a long time have you fought?", the question is somehow you ask me, sometimes I say I just shake my head, my father used to call me Rin, maybe he expected a word from Tian about our relationship.
" if Flo doesn't feel like fighting Syifa, just if the reason he doesn't or rarely comes Flo doesn't know if he's confused himself but yes it's sir" I replied resignedly.
" Rin, you are not ABG anymore so if you like someone keep that relationship if you can get to your mental preparation, prepare everything better, too, Because women are usually more mature the less often they approach, different when you were in High School must have been a lot of people who expressed love to you but after this case only 1 2 people and sometimes it is far from your criteria for that I suggest you get closer you to the Lord, pray that your soul mate will soon be brought closer" your advice this time at length.
" Yes Sir", sir", my answer justifies the words of my father who was so in the past to High School almost every day someone sent a greeting sending a question letter wondering if my phone number and so on but now there is but not as much as before that's correct.
The next day I went to campus when I just entered the gate via already waiting for me yes my friend it was we were always together.
" Flo, I yesterday saw Mas Tian walk in the mall with a woman flow, not friendly but just the two of them", Iya inform about Tian.
" why not?", I asked to make sure.
" yes in greeting, baby if you leave it alone, I wait for moments like that so you have a reason to mutusin him".
" How does he react?".
" as usual he put on a sweet smile a smile that makes you until now do not want to be separated from him even though you are like a lover is not considered" said Via cynical.
" It's stupid that I do, but I'm also the figure of the father to reprimand me many times about my relationship with Tian who more and more do not know where to day?", I replied chuckling the lyrics laugh at myself.
" i've seen you hook up with him since the beginning of the day is still Junior High, your girlfriend is cute, Jeez Rama if playing ngajakin us-we are your friends, too, but as I grow older I encourage you to leave her flow, I want to see you happy, you are a faithful woman. Does the taste still exist for her flo?", asked Via at the end of the sentence.
" I don't know, Love is still on my chest but it's not as big as it used to be, hypocritical if I say I'm not in love, I've survived to this day the same as her Yes because I love, I love, especially at this time I still love him very much Via, but you see for yourself that everything has changed" Flo said with teary eyes, meaning very sad to remember his relationship with Tian.
" Later if someone seriously invites marriage just accept I want to see you live a peaceful life flo, so that we can still make friends with each other to old" said via sincere.
" Must be Via, as well as the best prayer for you I hope you too soon find your soul mate".
" Amin flo, I'm waiting another year to get married, just relax my soul mate has been prepared by Abah" said Stevia with a big smile.
" So you're on Via?" asked a surprised flow.
" Signed no, introduced equally yes, but it looks like he's the same as me so he's the one chasing me, after me, once I know him well enough and I'm sure he loves me I'll accept him and we'll marry his plan in 1 year", replied Via.
" Therefore I suggest try with others do not spend your time waiting for something uncertain, if you can not meet Tian asked about his seriousness to you".
" Well, I will do it" I answered, and indeed in my heart I want everything not to wait too long for the uncertain.
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It has been more than 2 weeks Flo contacted Tian, wanted to solve his question mark and wanted clarity about their relationship, but Tian's phone was not active.
Flo does not despair he contacted a close friend of Tian to inquire about Tian's whereabouts, but his friend said that Tian can mutate the work again.
The phone number was changed because the phone was missing, said his friend at the time, Flo asked for a new number but when he was hit the number was back inactive.
" I've tried, tried as best I could, should I come to her house, ask her parents? While dating alone I never once invited to his parents' house to be introduced, continue at this time if I go there what is not the material gossip people?", Inner Flo think hard.
" No, you know, if I have to go to her house, it seems like I'm chasing after guys where my pride is trying? Ogah ah, let me just wait until he calls me first", Flo thought again.
And the day passed until Flo graduation, Flo very much hoped that Tian came with a bunch of flowers to surprise, but he had to swallow disappointed that Tian was never present, let alone flowers just speech through messages no.
Flo groaned sadly, in silence again disappointed that so deep he felt.
After returning home from Graduation Flo then live photo courtesy of eating a meal with family at a family favorite restaurant.
Now they are home, after cleaning up Flo settles down in his room, relax unwind after today's activities are so crowded since dawn is ready.
His hand grabbed the ponsen that he had put in utensils, shifted the cursor of the photo gallery to see a photo of his friend who had graduated with him, Via smiled brightly her shoulders were embraced by her future husband who was about to get married in a week.
Flo just smiled wryly to himself, "you are where Tian is, after all you are the same as me, where is the word love you always say first Tian", A drop of clear water flowed down Flo's cheek.
" Today I tried to be patient to wait for you to this day, and today has passed Tian, sorry if I leave", She said, Flo convinced her heart to leave Tian's life.
Being too patient only produces disappointment until his heart feels tired.
Seriate....
