CHOOSING IN LOVE

Double date

I've moved the boarding house in Desi's place for a month, I don't think about Tian anymore. Little by little I improve myself, improve my way of thinking, I think, improving my friends who if it had a good impact on me I would defend, I also tried to get closer to the khalik.

Desi still kekeuh match me with mas Prima, to not disappoint Desi I finally asked for his instructions. In a third of the night I took the time to interact with my creator, to interact with my creator, the dialogue about myself there I told a man of my dreams.

Strangely in my inner little heart is always the answer Mas Prima, Honestly I reject it, I am an ordinary man who always thinks for himself without anyone guiding me for sure, not because I am far from parents but from childhood I always draw my own conclusions never want to hear the opinions of others.

Again, and again I pray not a special prayer, just a simple prayer, "yes robb, match me with a person unknown to Tian, the one who can guide me for the better can accept me for who I am and love me" just like my prayers to Him.

Again and Again why the answer is the same deep in my innermost little Heart always Mas Prima.

" yes... no, no Prima mas anyway, the handsome little why?", protested to my little heart.

Hope not mas Prima someone else who is handsome a little, I don't know in my eyes Mas Prima is very ordinary even for the road together I just don't care.

" Sir Flo, I want to take seriously I hope mbak flow will accept yes do not have to date us directly married" said Mas prim that night, said,

I did not respond excessively to Mas Prima's remarks, Yes have often invited me to marry from the beginning, but even though my little heart said yes, my ego was still as big as a mountain, selfish indeed.

But for two weeks now Mas Prima's invitation was always ringing in my ear in my mind in my wishful thinking honestly there are ngajak marriage at this time I feel seneng, very happy.

" Flo, you don't be selfish continue dong Mas Prima is sincere you know, you know not flow he's never been dating his life is devoted to his mother and to send his sisters, he said, why until the age of maturity is not married, yes because there wants his sisters to be complete all then he thinks of himself", the words Desi was always thought of.

" why not the same as you are Des?", I asked Desi with a mind that does not focus on floating somewhere.

" He wants you to flow, same, I once uploaded a photo of the two of us he immediately liked and commented he wanted to know you because I was friends with him on social media if he was my distant brother" Desi replied.

" Do you like him Des?", asked me to be honest Desi because there is not the slightest taste for Mas prima from my heart.

" Listen, Flo, a woman who to me is better loved, don't love the fall less well, you believe my words are not Flo?", asked Desi.

" Wish if I'm honest yes, both from me and my partner must love each other should not be one of the parties who do not love the effect as forced", my answer was honest according to what was on my mind at that time.

" Do you try to fast only Flo while your prayers are more encouraged again you ask God's wrestling about if you accept Mas Prima can be happy or not in the future?", Desi's advice for me.

" Yes", I replied casually I would not tell Desi if every time I had prayed in my heart like saying yes I had to accept Mas Prima, even though my selfishness refused.

" But answer my question first, do you like the same Mas prima?", ask me again.

" he's my brother flow, if I like him he might be easy for me, through my parents to set him up with him, but for what he's made his choice to you, there's still another guy waiting for me, the case is the same as you he loves me but I'm still learning to love him I'm asking for the next few months I'll give you an answer", Desi replied, but I can't believe it easily, just like that, for me if Desi loved Mas prima I would never accept her proposal.

" Well, he will be here next week so we can get to know him later" replied Desi.

I agree with Desi's proposal, I really want proof that Desi already has a candidate.

But apparently secretly Desi invited Mas Pram as well, Desi planned a double date without my knowledge.

And sure enough that day we double date I observed Desi's interaction with the guy he said in the match.

Pretty sweet too, even though the word Desi gantengan mas Prima, but it's strange yes, in my eyes sweetened the guy who is paired with this Desi. It means yes said cute and beautiful people are relative, in fact I can be crazy as crazy as Tian who said my friend is black, and a little scary but for me handsome.

" Cakep Des, take it" I whispered to Desi.

" The gang is also Prima, Flo!", he replied half in a whisper.

" Mas is ugly to know, want to be seen from anywhere still no handsome" he said.

" You don't know yet know the other side of Prima mas, if you know you will regret having dared to say Prima mas ugly", Reply Desi Ketus.

" Oya yes, But your candidate is sweet, what is his name?", I asked.

" Whoever wants to know!", Desi even deliberately said loudly so that Prima mas hear, duuhh ni boy, make me ashamed, my mind.

" Oh, his friend Desi yes mbak, meet my name Fathan mbak", and we also shake hands not separated from the gaze of mas Prima and Desi, "Flower ".

" Desi you are stingy have a candidate kok since earlier did not introduce the same name Flo anyway?", Celtuk mas Prima.

" Yes this stingy Desi mas", Addu to the Prima mas, Prima mas just smiled.

" Desi is afraid that you will have a crush on her guy" said Mas Prima chuckling.

" yes, no, I have a crush on it" I replied protesting not to accept, but hearing my answer like that Prima seemed to smile happily.

" It seems that you are the type of woman who is difficult to conquer", Mas Prima chuckled widely.

And that day was the beginning of my closeness to Mas Prima, do not want to disappoint Desi and also for the reason of wanting to know why every time I finished praying always deep in my heart tucked the name Mas Prima I became curious to know him.

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