CHOOSING IN LOVE

Meet

" flow, someone wants to dance" Via men headed to a guy who was a little far from us.

" Every day you are busy doing work for me, but forget you yourself are still single yes, it has made you submit", replied Flower annoyed.

" if he wants to be the same I am, I will not bargain with you, he is cool that I love you every day greetings for you and they never look at me", stevia replied no less upset.

Yes .. They were if the two languages are mixed between me you I am I Yes lo me or call each other's names are common.

" this time who else do you mean, stevia!", ask flow.

" Sugeng", replied via nyengir.

" Sugeng's! you mean the parking guy?", Flo sewot.

" he he he... Yes no, he would not be Sugeng, if Sugeng was the name of our campus security", stevia was wide.

" She forgot yes, amnesia, how to use nanyain!", status floridia.

" Had been there maybe important, quite maco him" said stevia chuckling.

" macho, that Pinocchio-like long-nose bud?", flow sewot.

With a step gontai flow stepped towards the guard post where Sugeng was on duty.

" Sugeng sir looking for me?", asked flow to find out.

" Oh that's Mbak flownya", exclaimed Mr. Sugeng his eyes lead to a figure of a manly man who was sitting perched on a motor sport.

From her and her figures I can guess who the person behind the full face helmet is, Tian.

Deg

Long time no see and no message to see him this heart pounding speechless between excessive pleasure there is also anger ah and also disappointed.

" Mas Tian?", my great-grandson voiced that name.

the man took off his full face helmet and walked closer to me with his dashing smile always hypnotizing me.

" Flo!", he called me.

I stood still glued, happy but I was scared too, my heart wondered why he was looking for me here anyway if he wanted to meet at home or call or send a message we could make a deal in a special place such as in a cafe why should we go to campus?

" Yes", I replied awkwardly because in my mind raging that feeling.

" What's going on to campus?", I asked hesitantly.

" coincidentally passing by and I remember you that's why I brought my motorbike here I was just looking for a security guard uh it turns out that in front of him there is your friend" replied Mas Tian with his smile.

" please God... if he is not my soul mate do not find me to him again God I do not want to be weak because of his smile while in this heart has been piled up disappointed", I cried in my heart.

" coincidence is no longer there but I still have business to borrow a book to the perpus what is it?", I asked.

" Let's go home and bring ", he said.

" I brought Mas's car so it didn't seem like it could" I answered, and luckily that day I did bring the car so I could avoid it a little.

Honestly I really like to meet him, kangen, even earlier it feels like I also want to directly hug him, he said, But I don't know between my heart and my mind being not fused on the other hand I feel foreign to him not to embrace wanting to smile wide even it feels awkward.

" Yes, I will follow you from behind just like that?", he said to provide a solution, he said, I just nodded wondering if he would come to the house after all this time we did not send each other messages or news.

Until the house I thought if Tian would talk something After a long time no see, in fact there came like before there was no talk I meant.

As usual like coming to a friend's house nothing special I served a cup of hot tea with some snack cakes, chatting casually kidding though my heart is now not as familiar as before.

Honestly, chatting, chatting with Tian was very exciting but my heart felt that there was something different he was close to was in front of my eyes but it felt hard to reach out to me myself not knowing why.

" How are you doing? ", I ask just a pleasantries anyway I also do not know the world of work.

" Thankful, everything was good" he replied, not forgetting the laughter from his lips that made me sometimes forget my disappointment in him through his beautiful smile.

" Thank God I'm happy" I replied with a smile to return her beautiful smile.

Not long after Tian was ready to go home, before the month I had time to ask about our relationship.

" Mas..please say break up if Mas Tian already has another woman" I said softly afraid if he was angry at my request.

" flower, don't talk like that until whenever we're never gonna break up" she replied cynically she was just plain angry that she left without giving me any explanation.

If it's like this every time I meet it ends my sadness, which makes me reluctant to meet him he's clearly changed but never decided me, what's good to try hanging this relationship.

Finally I went into my room I shed my tears as hard as I could lament this relationship, "God I must test him to where, may he soon find his soul mate though without severing me, God, let me be willing", I spilled in a heartbreaking cry.

A week, 2 weeks even up to three months after the meeting he also never came to see me again just occasionally texting, I don't know I became more confused what kind of relationship this is.

And finally I heard from my friend whether this news is accurate or not actually I also do not care, said my friend Tian got a job mutation and he rose to the province.

In my heart I pray for His success, all the time we have passed slowly my heart I ask to classify every event including if we have to lose.

Because of this relationship that still hangs Honestly I could never accept another man in my life until this moment but I also though without a setatus sometimes explore new works that approach me.

I don't know if I could be called cheating if I did that, but I never accepted to be her lover even if close I was not alone I was always accompanied by my friends to get to know whenever a guy approached me.

Because my status is still hanging I am really still waiting for Tian's certainty about this relationship.

It turned out to be true that the woman had to be given certainty even though she had to wait a thousand years, giggling with her own thoughts just now.

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