
The day continues to change has been almost 2 months of flower and Prima occupies his new home even though the house is not so perfect, but they are forcing to be occupied and little by little to be cleaned up that is not perfect.
" So, I called earlier said Mom was sick, should we go home or not?", flower doubt, not miss the father and mother he and his other brother, he continued, but since deciding to marry flower seems reluctant to go back to his hometown.
Not not not not dear to the parents, honestly flower reluctant if going home and later will meet people who used to have ah he knew, Flo does not want if anyone brought up a little about Tian.
It turns out that burying love is so difficult if it is still related to people who are in contact with love itself.
It felt like flow would come home if she felt that she had truly loved her husband, so anything that intersected with Tian would never again be her crush.
Although it has been a few months and has been living comfortably with the husband but the love is still there is difficult to be released in just a matter of months.
" Let's just go home to our parents deck, why does the sister seem reluctant to go home after we get married, love really the same mas?", Tempta Prima on the wife who had earlier even looked silent and dumb.
flower smiled as she looked at her husband, "Yes, but we come in the afternoon on Saturday afternoon and then come home in the morning" replied Flower.
" Lho, so we just go home sleeping?", prematurely surprised by the request of the wife.
" yes not so early in the morning, at 10 o'clock 11 we have left again here so do not wait for the afternoon, so that tomorrow morning we can fresh back when leaving for work is not ketapean", actually, the reason for the flower makes perfect sense only remains that it makes Prima's heart amazed.
" Since we got married we have never come home you know, sure only want that much do not want to leave Friday home from work for example?", Prima looked at his wife looking for certainty over the question earlier.
Prima only saw his wife smiling, not answering on the stomach of the second question, but Prima also agreed with the flower proposal.
However, if the time asked by his wife like that means they do not rush more relaxed and can clean the house first before leaving on Saturday morning.
" actually I miss at all the same father Mas the same brother of the same man Brother Freddy but my condition is tired so it will be more comfortable like if the rest is more at home later when my pregnancy it is not so troublesome we will stay there 2 nights", replied and Prima understood.
Although the real reason was not like that, flower had only not been able to meet with his old friends, especially if the fate of the apes befall him that was to meet Tian, it was one thing that he was very afraid of, even though there is not the slightest intention of the flower heart to return to the man or not miss at all, but in the heart of the flower the name is still there and if you meet the flower fear, if you meet the flower, flower is worried that he's getting less and less able to move on.
" I'm sorry I can't tell you my real reason, I'm honestly happy with this marriage I'm grateful to be your wife, but to throw a name in my heart it still takes time and I still can't get it out of my heart, I've tried, I've prayed but it's so hard for him to escape my memory, I'm sorry Mas... with you I'm at peace, married to you I feel at ease, and I would be more pleased if I could accept you, love you, cherish your sincerity, without Tian's shadow in my heart, I still need time but that doesn't mean I think he's not at all I just need time to throw it away and be ready to meet if God wants to meet and say hello, so at that time I hope that feeling has completely disappeared from my heart and there is only your name Mas here in the depths of my heart, I'm your wife and you're my reward field for going to heaven but I'm just a human being, my feelings used to be very tied to one name "Tian" and I had to slowly release it", she said", flower murmured inwardly, she knew that being loved was more delicious than loving.
" talk if there's something you want, or you're hungry for something, but it's not too late buy it now huh?", Rima rubbed his wife's back gently.
" The lemon is in the refrigerator?", asked prima who intends to make a drink that is being desired by his wife.
" there's".
" How to make it Mas who made it yes".
" Fetch from the refrigerator washed, sliced, in squeezed, give sugar 2 tablespoons mas because I want a little new sweetness in flush with hot water and add a little water that is normal temperature".
" Mrs ready, husband standby ready to provide hot lemon tonight", thank you for heading to the kitchen to prepare the drink desired by his wife.
" Thank you, husband!".
" Could it be like this the atmosphere if I were to marry Mas Tian, could it be that He would be that careful? or on the contrary, why even think of Mas Tian. astaghfirullahaladzim ya Allah", flower cooks rough face, as if to throw away the thoughts and names attached to his heart.
" O Allah do not find servants while empty there is still a taste, find if the time is right, or if necessary not at all", germ flower back.
" The hot lemon is ready", Prima enters the room with a mug of hot lemon in her hand.
" Thank you", the smiling flower wide received the mug with steaming smoke and a distinctly fresh lemon fragrance.
" Hemmmm... seger!", flower gave his thumb to the husband who had made such a drink fit on his tongue.
" Thank you God, my wife and my son have never troubled me in spite of cravings" Prima gently rubbed her head with affection.
" how can fit this anyway?", ucer flower praised the husband who had just made the first time to drink hot lemon with the right taste.
" Alhamdulillah.. because mas make it while praying with love dik, my dear wife, so my wife can enjoy with taste according to taste", Prima was grateful that his wife praised and liked the lemon.
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