Charm Duda Ganteng But Jutek

Chapter 51

Amaras

Before lunch I was out of the office to cool my brain. Problem after problem arises in my life. It turned out that it wasn't that easy to obey what the parents said even though it was for my own good.

Have I been giving up less all this time? One thing that I realized was selfish only when I decided to go into the military. That's all! The rest, I studied S1 also majored in what papi asked for. Same with S2. Though I want to major in law that is clearly related to my field.

As a child, I have no right to make my own choices?

Frans, why did he suddenly come and add a runyam only. The problem with Alby isn't over yet, why did he make up stories for my family?

I drove my car in no direction. Looking for a quiet place to calm down.

At a lake, I stopped my car. I looked around which looked lonely. Rarely there is traffic because it is not a holiday especially this midday.

I chose to sit under a tree staring at the calm lake water. Be quiet! Yes, this is what I need to calm down.

I held my hands above the knees I was bending. The water surface is so calm. But who knows if down there, there's a lot of unseen movement. So is my life. When others see me as above perfection, but in reality I am fragile.

It's so funny that an Amara is fragile again because of love!

I drowned my head in my knees. Even crying seems like I can't afford it anymore.

The weather that had been sunny, now began to cloudy and drizzle began to fall. I still flinch under the tree. The rain is not too heavy.

I enjoyed every drop that soaked my face. How does it feel to cry in the rain? I closed my eyes and looked up. But moments later I realized that something was blocking the water droplets on my face. I also opened my eyes.

When my eyes opened, a man looked at me with a look I could not understand.

"Why are you hurting yourself like this?", he asked.

I sneered in disbelief, if he was here. Why c-could????

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Mami is having lunch while keeping Dhea who started active at the age of three years.

Mayang, the aunt also helped her in-laws to take care of Dhea. Because basically, Mayang does like children. Nathan himself has gone to his office. Sometimes they both stay at home mommy and papi.

"May!"

"Yes, Mi!"

"You're more mature, at least you can advise your sister. Mami actually does not want to force our will the same Amara. But, as a woman as well as a mother, mami hopes Amara can get a man who accepts Amara as it is. Especially Frans admitted to them...."

"Sorry, Mommy. Mayang is not very close to Amara. But, Mayang believes that Amara did not do such a thing with Frans Mi. Mommy knows her own kids, right?"

"Yes, but he's an adult. Moreover.His life out there could have changed someone May."

"Mi, Mara told me she didn't do what she thought she did. Mommy has to believe in her own son."

Mom was silent for a moment.

"Mi, let Mara decide for herself who will be her companion. If indeed Frans will be with Amara, we just support. But even if there's another man Mara really loves, we have to keep supporting her."

"But who's May? Alby's? Both of them knew nothing was progressing. In the past, my mom thought Alby was the reason why she moved. But in fact, until now my mom just doesn't know what kind of relationship they both have."

"Mi, let's just wish Mara the best. But if you want to listen to Mayang, please.please do not make Mara depressed at this time. Sorry Mi, if Mayang too interfered. But. the decision that Mara took, to comply with the wishes of mami papi continued the company.it was a difficult and heavy decision Mi. Mommy knows that, right? Mara can make her own choices in life."

Unbeknownst to them, Papi eavesdropped on the conversation between his mother-in-law and his eldest son-in-law. Indeed, Mayang is a very mature woman in thought. He can balance his thoughts according to his point of view as a child or a parent.

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"Why are you here, ma'am?", asked Amara. The man smiled.

"From post Xxx! Don't look at your car intentionally. I think strike, no more playing rain!", he replied.

I glanced at her at a glance. Why is it that after she gets married, her attitude becomes warmer on me? When I was chasing his love, he made a high wall to drive me away.

"Oh!", I said.

"Don't rain! This is not an Indian pill!", he said. I also got up from the grass.

"Even her drama exceeds the Indian series, mas!"

"Oh yeah?"

"Huum! I've been heartbroken over and over again with you, but never like this!", I said as I was. Yes, that man is Febri.

"Who made you rich? Alby?", shoot. I breathe out slowly.

"Either!", I answered.

"Why?", he asked. I looked up and looked at him full of questions.

"Did Bia turn you into a warm person now? We'd better be here both. I'm afraid someone saw us and your wife misunderstood. Your mother's threat is even more sinister!", I shuddered in horror.

Febri laughed. He showed me his cell phone. There was a chat with Bia who said she was with me. And Bia doesn't seem to mind. She trusts that???

"Nothing I should worry about. Bia put her trust in me, and I'll never betray Bia's trust."

I nodded slowly. True, they are a good couple. Bia is good, it's only natural that an Alby is hard to forget.

"So, what did Alby do until you were like this!?"

"Huf! It's not just alby! Frans is coming here!"

"Doctor Frans?", asked Febri. I'm nodding.

"Then? What's the problem? She...want to continue your relationship?", asked Febri.

"Maybe it's embarrassing. But .he's not as good as you think."

"meaning?"

"I.. established a relationship with Frans, but apparently. Even then his wife was pregnant."

"Astaghfirullah!"

"And now he's coming he said he wants to continue our relationship because his son and wife died in childbirth."

''Innalilahi wa innailaihi Raji'un!", murmured Febri.

After that we were silent.

"She's even met my parents."

Febri nodded in understanding now. It is natural that an Amara is upset.

"In addition to that, I'm sure there are other factors. Maybe... Because of Alby?", Febri asked me.

I looked at him. But to tell you about what happened in the apartment, I better not tell you. That's my disgrace, Alby's disgrace too! Moreover, if Febri mas story on Bia who incidentally Alby's ex-wife who is still very much Alby loved. Didn't that also drop Alby's self-esteem...???

Oh my God, I still think of his self-esteem everything....?

"Go home! The best place to complain to the creator. Not on the lake bedside dedemit!", chirped Febri. I squinted my eyes.

"I'll confide in her same you mas, meaning you dong dedemit her hahahaha!"

Febri grunted in annoyance. But to me it looks funny! Oh God, why do I feel so close to Febri after he belongs to someone else???

"Well, don't frown. All problems have a way out."

I smiled a little. The rain has stopped.

"Go home! If you need a friend to talk to, you can confide in me, just as Bia can too. Many things you need to be grateful for, because everyone must have problems with their respective capacities."

"Huum! Ready Kapt!", I said respect to him. He did the same as if we were superiors and subordinates. I miss these moments with my other colleagues as well.

"Once you go to the office, I'm sure many miss you?!" said Febri. Can he read my mind? I nodded thinly and smiled.

Apparently, I was a little relieved when I had the right interlocutor.

"That's it, I go home first. I brought the umbrella again, isn't it raining?"

"Yes, please! Thanks for being my talkative friend?"

Febri smiled faintly. He left me after saying his regards.

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Eh?? is there a captain? there but not often is he nongolnya heheh occasionally nothing is yes 🤗😆😆

sorry if many typo, like Bae too late even though it has been checked 😆

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