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A blow-haired girl on top of that shoulder put down her big backpack. He had just landed his feet in the country after serving in another country in conflict.
A few months there, he had a lot to deal with. Including heartbreak for the umpteenth time.
The girl smiled wryly, considering how foolish she thought she would find her heart mooring in the country of people. In reality, he was stuck in a relationship he shouldn't have.
Looking for Doctor Frans was the dumbest thing he ever did. Who would have thought that he was someone's husband. Even worse, his wife was pregnant.
Not only did he feel stupid, but he also felt guilty. Why not make sure in advance whether Frans already has a partner or not. Just because of the attention and intensity of the encounter with her made it easy for her to give her heart.
Maybe it's still in the lucky say, the brief relationship didn't leave a trace too deep. I don't know, if like the ones in the online novels he read, one stand night! Where does his face look!!!
Given her folly with Frans, the girl also has to face the fact that her first love is remarried to the woman she loved so much.
Again and again, the girl had to be heartbroken by the same man, Febri. Even if he wants to accept the love of this girl, the difference becomes a gap for the two.
A Muslim Febri would not give up her faith for a woman, nor would the girl. Although not a religious girl with hereditary beliefs, she is also not or may not have been interested in embracing beliefs like Febri.
In fact, Febri never once gave her a chance.
Tok.dok...
"Mommy entered Amara?", greet her mother from inside asking for permission.
"get in mam, not in the lock!"
The middle-aged woman approached the princess who was lying on her bed.
"Racid?"
"Why don't you stop, son. You are my only daughter! Why do you have to endanger yourself!!"
"Mommy, you know this is Mara's dream from childhood. Please mom understand? Kan Mara used to say to mami a long time ago!", Amara was spoiled on the old woman.
"You know, son? Every time you do a job like that, your mother's feelings are always worried. What if something happens to you far away? How....!"
"Mommy, now I'm seeing Mara all right !"
Mami Amara just sighed softly. His only daughter is indeed different from his two older brothers who choose to continue their papi business. The company they led each on the orders of the papi.
"Son, what else are you waiting for? Even mami knows, the man you adored all this time is married again right? When do you want to wait for her? You will never be together even if she opens the door of her heart to you, son."
"Mommy....!"
"Mara, please think carefully about your words. Your life is not just about you and your feelings. There are mami and papi who also love you more than anyone."
"Sorry Amara Mam....!"
"Mommy knows this job your ideals from childhood, and we've been supporting you all along. Not satisfied with your adventure?"
Amara no longer answered her mother. This isn't the first time her mom has asked her to leave the military. Mami and her papi hope that if she continues their company. His current job does not support doing two things simultaneously.
This was why Amara refused to return to her family residence. He prefers to be in a small but comfortable boarding house, without being demanded of this by his mami or papi.
Raden Ayu Amara Dewi Legini, the girl was born of blue blood. But due to his persistence and interest in the military, both his parents eventually relented. Letting her youngest daughter become a female warrior. But.. increasingly in let, his parents just want him to be a civilian like those who run their company.
Dilemma right???