Charm Duda Ganteng But Jutek

Chapter 29

Amaras

I read carefully the form to be able to send to the border. All the decisions I will make will be risk-taking.

And I'm sure the mami and papi's response will be as I thought. They will definitely ban me. Moreover, it is not the SK that came down directly pointing at my name but rather my own wishes.

But maybe God did predestine me. I'm twenty-eight years old. My career is good, visually I am also a beautiful category. Many admired 'my perfection' from their glasses.

While many friends my age already have more than one child. But me? Even the hilalas are not visible. About a soul mate, not on my side or rather not on my side.

If later I had no right to love the man I love, at least someday there would be a man who loves me with all my shortcomings.

Finally, I signed the form. I will immediately submit my registration form so that it will be signed by Captain Febri as well. Because for now, he's the one in charge of me before being handed over to the center.

"Lettu Amara?", said my colleague, Letda Agatha.

"Yes?", I said. He's approaching me. Then read the form.

"Lettu Amara sure you want to take part in the mission right now? Didn't Lettu Amara just come home a few months ago from a conflict country? Want to go again?", read Letda Agatha.

"Yes, I think the field service is more suitable for me Let!", I said.

"Is Lettu in any serious trouble?", asked Agatha. The room has several tables. There were a few of their comrades sitting at their respective tables, but after that only Amara and Agatha remained.

After making sure we were just the two of us, our conversation began to relax.

"Is it still belom able to move on from the captain? Because...so see his wife come here?", asked Agatha who is now sitting in front of me.

I let out a breath. That's right, it has to do with Bia. But this is not Bia's fault. I dropped my heart on the wrong man. Again ...and. again!

"Not really."

"Related?", asked Agatha to confirm. Almost everyone knows that I used to like my own boss.

"I don't feel anything about captain Febri. Even I like to see him love his wife so much."

Even Alby still loves her! Miris your life time is Amara!

"Thankful is. If you were together, you would eventually split up because of differences. Didn't they? Just find the one with Mara!"

The problem is, I actually fell in love with a man who must have different beliefs with me.

I smiled faintly at Agatha's advice.

"But if God alone lowers the feeling of love in my heart for a man who is not in my faith, what can I do?"

"So you're close to a Muslim man?"

I didn't nod nor shaken.

"Not close. It's just that I once said that I was interested in him. It was also... because he shot me first with the question 'Lo likes to be like me' ? If he hadn't said rich, maybe my feelings would still be fine today."

"Waitat? Do I know that guy?"

I'm shaking." I don't think so."

"Then, who's the lucky guy?", Agatha wrote.

"Even he doesn't want me to go near Tha. What's lucky?"

Agatha frowned both her eyebrows.

"How do you mean?"

I finally told Azmi the idea, to the point where Alby had just contacted me. But without saying that Alby was her ex-husband the Captain's wife. Could be a scene later!

"Oh my God!", Agatha shut her mouth.

"Ga got pride, am I?"

"What would you like to explain Tha? Do you know how I feel about clapping one hand? This isn't the first time I've felt this way!"

Embarrassing indeed? Women chasing men! If you knew, there's more to shame than this.

Being the lover of people's husbands, it was even more embarrassing! I don't know if he's a married man myself! Ckkk..kalo remembered doctor Frans, there were only feelings of guilt in his wife who was pregnant with her child and had to be left on duty by doctor Frans. Ah, remember that it feels like my head is about to break! I feel like I'm an actor! I don't know if he's married. Bren**** indeed!

"Mara, don't make decisions when emotions like this!", Agatha advised me again. I'm shaking.

"I've been thinking! That way, I'm going to ante into captain Febri's room first!", I said standing up leaving Agatha.

I occasionally cross paths with my other comrades as I head to Febri's room, until finally I accidentally saw the figure that I had been thinking about was at the end of the hallway there who was asking my colleague. What's he doing here??

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Alby

It's not lunch time yet, it's still around ten. But I'm out of my room.

"Prince sir!", greet my employees. I just nodded small.

"Excuse me Mr. Alby!", greet someone. And when I looked, it was Bianca. This girl is always...!!!

"Yes?", I said. Actually I was in a hurry to meet Amara, but there was a disturbance.

"Sir, can lunch not be the same as me? At Mas Bram's restaurant? Coincidentally, he said later mas Sakti with his wife also went there. Want it sir?"

Actually I haven't seen Sakti in a long time, but maybe not for now. I have to straighten out my business with Amara.

"I can't!"

"Oh sir, this once!", whine Bianca. Bianca's whining reminded me of Silvy's late house who liked to force her will in the early days of me and her being together.

"Can you speak Indonesian? I said I can't, right???! You intern here, to work! Not to try to get close to me! You understand?", I didn't snap at him but I think my language is rich enough in the pinch.

Bianca fell silent while looking at me hesitantly. Even though I know her brother, that doesn't mean she can be here at all.

"Sorry sir, I'm just taking lunch. That's it sir. I wish you would!", said Bianca shamelessly.

Crazy boy! This really is Silvy's copas!

"You, you still understand human language right?", I asked slowly.

Bianca's eyes widened in disbelief I spoke like that. Maybe my other employees think that way too.

After that, Bianca's eyes glazed over and the next second she left me. I look around me. It turns out that many are here.

"Why are you still here? No work on your desk?", I asked them. They left me one by one.

'Crazy that's the mouth of the widower. Judes are more mouth!'

'The apprentice boy was also too brave yes deketin kek that. Search things. Making your own heartache is his name!'

'Thuh widower ain't self-conscious times huh? He can be rich gini also because of his in-laws. Don't know yourself, so arrogant!'

About that is the gossip of HS group employees.

I also walked out of the building. At the security guard post, I approached the security guard.

"Sir Alby!", said Satpam who was sitting suddenly standing up.

"Sir, bring a motor, right? Borrow it to the next office!".

"Oh, please sir!", he said and gave the key. Because the special motor security guard, put behind the post. Not in the parking lot.

I also headed to Amara's office. Will he listen to my explanation and reason???