
I drove my car at moderate speed. Amara remained silent and did not say any words until we left the Febri housing complex.
"Sorry!", I said to start a conversation with him. I feel bad for Amara for taking her home first. Though he could have been wanting to meet with his coworkers.
"For?", she asked while looking at me. I stay focused forward.
"Gue already brought Lo from Febri's house even dragged Lo! Again sorry!"
Amara shook her head still staring at me from the side.
"Gue didn't know that Lo and Febri, Bia and Seto were that close. If you know, I've been taking Lo By!"
I smiled wryly. Just if I knew your purpose here, I wouldn't even take you Amara! I just remembered that Amara once said that he would meet Febri to introduce his wife. Didn't think it had to be today???
"Ga! I'm not too close!"
"Owh..!", that's only Amara's word. He looked back at the streets that were not too crowded because it was nine at night.
"May I ask By?"
"What?"
"Ga be a god!"
"Why?"
I heard Amara sighing long. There is a doubt to ask.
"Ga nothing!", he answered. I don't want to ask him again if he doesn't want to talk.
"Wouldn't you tell me?", asked Amara.
"What news? Personal? We're not that close!"
Amara seemed to be poking her lips. Then he folded his hands on his chest. I just looked out of the corner of my eye, but he looked annoyed.
"Well, what story?", I asked in the end. I don't think there's any harm in hearing Amara tell me.
"Huum! That's also if you don't mind! we're not that close!", Amara repeated my words.
"Whatever!", I said as I turned my steering wheel to the address of Amara's papi.
The atmosphere was quiet again, Amara looked at the streets of the capital city which was still crowded with vehicles, although not categorized as jammed.
"Lo...what is the relationship with Febri?", I asked in the end. Amara looked at me.
"Ga exists. Just a co-worker", he replied.
"Oh!", I'm against it.
"But.", Amara seemed hesitant to continue.
I raise one of my eyebrows while looking at him. Our gaze met for a few seconds, but after that I decided to stare towards the front again.
Inget Alby, watch your eyes!
I often see handsome guys, but look at Alby's face is different. His face is clean and glowing, what if Muslims diligently worship his face like that? Inner Amara.
"But I actually like Febri from our time still equally training."
Alby nodded.
"Gue.. I may be the only girl who doesn't have shame" Amara smiled wryly.
"I mean Lo?"
"Hum! I shot Febri many times. But I also refused many times. Even the rich are close to me and Febri knows. I'm the one chasing Febri, it's been a secret." There was laughter coming out of his mouth, but a livid laughter.
"Ga know why, I..gue can't shift my feelings to another. At that time I knew, Febri was in a relationship with his girlfriend."
And that lover who is now his wife, Mara!!!
"But.gue horrified her in marriage stay with her lover. Until finally.he was in the same match with his late first wife."
"That was the most broken heart I felt at the time!"
Amara appears to be squeezing both hands, possibly controlling her emotions.
"And until finally, I knew his wife died, I felt there was a chance for me. But in fact it still isn't. He even got away after his wife died. She puts a high limit on me or any other woman."
"Gue.gue knows what the real barrier is. I'm not a Muslim, as Febri wanted."
What does Amara mean?
"Gue told Febri once, if he wants to accept me, I have no problem moving beliefs!"
"Astaghfirullah!", I muttered. Amara looked at me.
"But... Febri refused. If the reason is because I want to be with her, it's better not to. He said that as time went on, my feelings would change. He doesn't want to be the cause for someone to play with his faith."
"Eum..!", I nodded. Amara chuckles small.
"It turns out I'm heartbroken again By! It hurts more than before. Febri is married to her former boyfriend. From there I realized, my struggle to get Febri was over!", he said laughing but in the corner of his eyes flowed a drop of water.
I held out a tissue to wipe her tears.
"Lo will find the right soul mate someday!", I said trying to calm down. I was in a zone no different from her. The difference is only from status.
Amara looked at me.
"Hum! Hope so!"
''Later on the turn there take the left right?", I asked. He's nodding. For a while there was no more chat until we stopped in front of the gate.
"Gue ask one question, can you?", asked Amara.
"Yes, just ask!", I said.
"Gue Denger Lo call his wife Febri, Neng?", he asked. I also hesitated.
"Oh! You call each other close!", said Amara.
"Not just close, Bia neng and I were even very close before. That's my favorite call to Bia. But because of a big mistake I've made, I have to be willing to let go of Bia, make Febri!"
Amara was confused by my words.
"What the hell do you mean??"
"Bia, my ex-wife?!", I replied.
Amara gaped at him. He could hardly believe hearing the confession of the man before him.
"Well, you can come down! Do I need to open the door?"
"Huh? oh..hmmm, I can do it myself! Btw thanks for anterin! I'm sorry I didn't come in, it's a shame!"
"Yes." Yeah."
After that, Amara got out of my car. I opened a little glass and ran my car.
Amara was glued in front of the gate staring at the away car.
Even you also seem to be the same as Febri, By! Your feelings also look very overwhelming to Bia. You are a very lucky woman!!! Amara monologues in her heart.