Charm Duda Ganteng But Jutek

Chapter 36

Our plane has taken off because this is not a commercial aircraft so it contains only the soldiers of the country.

I stared at the land from a height. Today I decided to leave this city. Other than because of the task I've signed, I also want to forget about it.

Yeah, the Alby I haven't known for a long time. Saying it has been too disturbing my heart. If I had been faithful in waiting for Febri even in the span of many years, but somehow my feelings for Alby appeared.

At first, I tried not to mind and accept Alby's past. But when she said everything, honestly, as a woman I felt the pain that Bia felt.

Not even necessarily I can survive like Bia at that time. Luckily, she is now happy with Febri. The man I once loved so much.

But that was before! After seeing with my own head, how much Febri loved Bia and even showed it to the general public without hesitation. From there, I began to realize that I had to give up hope for a man named Febri.

Alby's presence caught my attention. An accidental introduction until finally like a moment ago. Maybe, if Alby blatantly rejected me it wouldn't be like this. He seemed to be pulling my feelings.

What did he say? He doesn't want to hurt me. But his obscurity actually made me choose to retreat.

I've been on my country's border with the neighboring country. In the interior, the majority of them are Muslims. Where's that? There is a point.

Here, I learned slowly and deepened the true beliefs that had attracted me a long time ago. It's just that, it's not time for the deliverance.

Until finally, my second month here, I established my heart to become a convert under the guidance of an ustadz.

From that day on, I decided to start wearing the hijab. Many of my colleagues who congratulate me and colleagues who believe the same as me before him still support me. We stay close to each other.

And in the third month. I'm getting bad news. My dad had a stroke, and my sister-in-law also died while she was about to give birth, and so did her baby-to-be.

Both of my older brothers also converted to follow in his wife's footsteps, so the nonis are now just my mom and my papi.

And that night, I prayed istikharah. I asked for a clue to the power. How is my next move. And perhaps God gave me guidance that morning.

I saw a little boy who was on a bicycle by his father. The weather is not good. A little drizzle, but his father still tried to take his son to school no matter the obstacles that block.

From there, I thought. Maybe it's time for me to repay my service to the papi for all that you've given me all this time. I will keep my promise. This mission will be my last. I'll take the place of papi.

Resigning from this institution is not easy. There are many procedures I have to undergo. Many regretted my choice because seeing my rank was quite good, but not a few also supported me. After all, my papi is also very important to me.

And in the fourth month, I officially quit my agency. I've been a civilian as always. It's just, I haven't published to the audience if I change the position of papi in our company.

I've been busy with my work in the office for a month. It turns out that my mom and dad look very happy after I am more often at home even though it is only night because if it is day, I am in the office.

This morning, I took a walk to the city park with my niece. Because since last night, my sister's family's been staying at papi's.

In the garden, I had to see the man I was trying to forget. Alby seemed to love his son very much.

But. unfortunately, the papi company there is cooperation with Alby company. That means inevitably I will definitely meet her, again!

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