Charm Duda Ganteng But Jutek

Chapter 32

Alby

I've taken care of Nabil from shower to breakfast. Because Azmi said she'd handle everything. My intention is that once Nabil is ready, I'll meet Amara, before she actually leaves.

I carried Nabil out of my room. Turns deserted! Tumben???

I reached into my pocket. There's a chat from Ani's tea. She got permission because her husband was sick. Of course I'm allowing it, right?

Nabil and I went to the kitchen, looking for Mak or Mila tea or Sapto mang. But there's none of them.

I approached Mak's room. It also seems empty.

"Lha? Where are they?", I'm monologuing.

"Behold, dear!", I whispered to Nabil. I'll call Mak's number.

[Assalamualaikum King?]

[Walaikumsalam, Mak teh kamana? Mila jeng mang sapto ge euweh tea?]

[Hampura Jennie. Mak was in a hurry. Temen Mak was dead, so Mila nemenin Mak tea served. In anterin sama sapto. Mak wanted to wake up maneh, but his car. Still sleeping]

[Kamana's light?]

[Sentul Jang]

[Oh, yes. Ani tea permit, her husband is sick]

[Oh, continues Nabil jeng saha?]

[Yes, Mom, Alby take it. Time to stay alone at home]

[Maap oruh jang. Kirain tea Ani departs]

[Ngga nothing mak. Yes already said Mang Sapto, take the car carefully it]

[Yes jang. Yes, yes, assalamualaikum]

[Guardiansalam]

I put my phone in. Then smile at my Nabil who looks a lot like me.

"Nabil's coming with papa, huh? Nemuin Aunt Amara. After that, we go to Nabil's office? Okay?", I said. Just as he understood, Nabil nodded cheerfully.

It turned out that Mang Sapto was carrying the car I used to wear. Yeah, it's not wrong. I finally used the car I used to pick up Silvy's late house.

I'm ready for the baby seat car. At least, this will be much safer than in geletakin just like that considering Nabil is in a riot.

"Nabil, danger papa. Nabil is sitting here, quiet, okay? Papa is driving. Can't hold Nabil. Nabil's receding with papa, huh?"

Again and again, Alhamdulillah Nabil said. I light up popular Muslim children's songs. And yes....Nabil seemed to be listening to the song in front of the screen.

The journey to the office is quite busy. Perhaps also, at this time his morning apple is done. So, at least I can talk to him first.

After parking the car, I went to the guard.

"Good morning, how can we help you?", he said kindly but remained firm.

"Good morning, I'd like to see Lettu Amara or Captain Febri."

"Please wait a minute!", he said. After a while, the officer let me in.

It wasn't Amara I met, it was Febri who seemed to have just finished leading the apple.

"By? The tumben? What's the matter?", she asked as she greeted me kindly. Nabil, who was excited, reacted in Febri's arms. I'm quite embarrassed, lucky Febri doesn't mind even happily accepting Nabil's hand.

"Sorry!", I said. Febri smiled faintly.

"Ngga anything. Get used to. Training as a father. Especially when my son is twins."

I responded with a smile. This time, sincere! Seriously!!!

"But, what's up here By? Amara again?", asked Febri. I'm nodding.

Febri looked towards the field. Their position is closed if viewed from the field. But on the contrary, from that position feel able to see the condition of the field.

In the field, several soldiers had gathered. I can't tell which one is Amara. From afar it all looks the same!

"Yes. We'll be leaving for the airport soon."

"Lo coming?", suddenly I was worried if Febri came along, then Bia who was pregnant how? I made a mistake back then. Don't let Febri repeat my mistake.

"Gue's coming to doang airport. Anyway, it's a task not directly SK from the top who was named, but it's of his own accord."

"So, Amara's with that army?"

"Yes. Wh why? Is there anything I can help you with?", asked Febri. I glanced at her at a glance.

"Can I let you talk to Amara, just be Feb!"

"Yes, please. He's not walking yet!"

"Can you call me here? Or Lo's room? I want to talk seriously about Amara."

Febri seemed to think for a moment. Afterwards, he called one of his men to call Amara to Febri's room.

Me, Nabil and Febri first entered his room. A few moments later someone knocked on Febri's door. When invited in, it was true that Amara entered.

"Good morning, Captain! You called me?", said Amara.

"Good morning Lettu Amara. Someone wants to meet you. Please if you want to talk. There's still an hour before we leave. Come on Nabil, come with Feb's father. Let your papa talk seriously first!", Febri took Nabil from me. Now, it's just me and Amara in this room.

Luckily, this is not rush hour because most of them are participating in the same mission with Amara.

"Mara!", I started talking to her. For over a month I didn't see him. She's still the same, pretty! Astarghfirullah....

"What's up?", asked Amara flatly. Is it possible that Amara is still mad at me?

"May I ask one thing of you!"

Amara looked at me. He did put on a flat face, but somehow for me he was holding back emotions.

"Are we that close? Until you have the right to ask for something?"

Jem! How sick are you in doang?

"I.I know. I'm wrong!"

Amara smiled cynically.

"On what basis do you feel guilty?"

"I didn't...."

"Sorry, I don't need pity! So, it's better not to try to see me."

"Mara! I know I was wrong. I'm late to realize that I'm comfortable with you Mara. Okay fine! I'm selfish! I'm proud to...!"

I stopped my speech as Amara stared at the circular watch in her left hand.

I don't care if Amara hears me anymore. I told you my dark past. Who hurt Bia by marrying Silvy. Until I had to part with Bia and everything until I was in the current position.

"You already know how bad I am Mara!"

I saw Amara's eyes glazed over. He did not even dare to return my eyes. I approached him, now we were facing each other at a fairly close distance.

"I'm still afraid of my past Amara. I just don't want to hurt you, but instead I tormented myself like this!"

I forced Amara to look at me. Our eyes meet each other.

"Thank you for explaining everything. But.sorry! I have to keep going! And I'm sure, as long as I'm gone, you can get someone much more spirited than me, By!"

"Mara! How long you go, I will wait for you!", I said confidently. It's not about the romances or the love. Amara smiled faintly.

"Don't expect too much, if it doesn't go your way, your disappointment hurts more than just waiting!" Amara said. With a firm step, he just left me.

He... actually chose to retreat??? She's still leaving??? I sat back on Febri's couch.

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