Charm Duda Ganteng But Jutek

Chapter 41

Amaras

I accidentally met Alby in such a situation. The business world is full of cunning. Therefore, I actually do not want to cultivate the business world if not for looking at papi.

I'm used to fighting. Especially against two thugs like that. Can I be arrogant? They are no match for me at all!

Alby's condition really looks tortured like that. What can I do? Take her to the doctor like that?

Somehow my brain thinks it's taking her to my apartment. Ever since I lived with my mom and dad, I rarely came to my apartment.

Unfortunately, my decision to bring Alby to this place was a big mistake. The thing that wasn't supposed to happen was just done.

My eyes have been tarnished seeing Alby's. Even so clearly he did it over my body. How humiliating!

I covered my face with both palms. I feel like I'm the most disgusting woman right now.

Earlier, before I met Alby, Frans had just***me even though I didn't want it and in the afternoon I made out with a different man, Alby! Stupidly, I actually enjoyed that touch of a widower! Amara!!!!

What kind of woman am I???!! Where would my hijrah side be if I were like this??? Have I failed to become a Muslim???

I sat behind the bathroom door. I was crying so much! Although Alby did not do that, but .. argggghhhh!!!!

After Alby finished his wish, he fell asleep on top of me. I slowly lowered his body. He hasn't even covered his lower body cover. Closing my eyes, I covered it.

My clothes are still intact, just a little messy because of Alby. But.there's a taint Alby's ownership is already dirtying my clothes. It's disgusting!

(Maybe 'yes' for now, Amara!)

I slowly pushed her body down from above my body. I got up from the couch. I don't want to wake her. And now, here I am. In my bathroom my bedroom.

After about half an hour of cleaning, I came out of my room. Alby was still sleeping with his position now down.

Coincidentally there is a brother Daniel who once stayed here when his house was renovated first. I took the clothes for Alby to wear after he wakes up, I think the size fits Alby.

I made notes for Alby to read. And a card to access my apartment door. I immediately left my apartment before the handsome man I once adored woke up.

I'll be back at the office again. There's still a lot of things I have to do. Maybe I'll be late for a visit to Febri's house tonight.

Before I left my unit, I ordered a taxi. Before long I waited, the taxi I ordered came.

"Rhd.co building yes sir!"

"Ready lady!", replied the taxi driver.

I don't know how it's going to go ahead. I rubbed my rough face which was even without makeup at all. It's no longer the office clothes I'm wearing now. Just a blouse and trousers. Luckily, I can wear my hijab again.

Arriving at the office, I continued my delayed work even though some employees were already preparing to go home.

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I held the still throbbing head. My sleeping position was down and then I got up and sat down and leaned against the sofa. I trim my clothes.

Given the events, I really feel bad for Amara. I've been harassing her, haven't I???

I went around looking for her whereabouts. But it seems like this room is quiet.

There's a set of clothes on the table. From shorts, T-shirts, even interior that seems new. Did Amara buy it for me? But where is it possible???

I took a note on the shirt earlier.

[You can take a bath in the bathroom near the kitchen.it's Daniel's brother's clothes, but they've never been worn by him. Just stay in your dirty clothes. When it's clean, I'll give it back to you. That's an apartment access card. One thing I asked for. Let's just say today's events never happened]

I looked at the little note. After her, I squeezed out formless.

How can I assume this never happened Amara, I murmured. I don't know why I feel upset myself. Should he be angry, because I've harmed him? Harassed her? Why did he ask me to forget that?? Nay!

Has Amara really forgotten that she ever had feelings for me?

Did my actions at that time hurt her so much?

I took a deep breath. My phone showed me almost four in the afternoon. I took a shower to clean myself up.

Oh God!!! It's the same as committing adultery! I recited my intention to take a mandatory bath.

How great a sin I did to Amara. If I used to do it with Silvy in a conscious position even though I didn't really want it 'different from now. I have ruined Amara, O God!!!

I doused my head under the shower. Closing my eyes enjoyed the cold drops of water. What kind of crushing feelings Amara now, huh God???

After taking a shower, I prepared for the ashar prayer. I have as much as possible. What prayer will God hear? Will he forgive me for what I just did? How many more people do I have to hurt? Bia, Silvy and now.... Amara????

I don't obey Amara, I take my dirty clothes home. I'll get my car keys and Amara's apartment access card.

After heading straight to the basement, where my car is parked. From the apartment, I went straight home. I called Amara many times, but unfortunately my number is still on the block. Or maybe he changed his phone number.

It's screwed! Why is it so fucked up like this! Am I like this because of Leon??? But how can I accuse him if I don't have any evidence?

Arggghhhh!!! I hit the steering wheel so violently that it accidentally pressed the horn.

Amara ..forgive me!!!

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