Can I See You Again

Starting my Story

I hope the world will be a witness when the sun starts to sink. If it rains hard with him, I hope the rainbow comes after. Can everything happen, according to what I want? When I held those shackles, it felt.. 

It hurts more, it hurts more, it hurts more, than the open wound I watered with vinegar. 

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My heart is a beautiful flower garden. Before the end, it turned dead, pulled over, and silent.

My story begins

(10 Years Later)

I am a child born from the womb of a great mother, whose love continues to flow.

“Honey breakfast first yes, drink milk or eat wheat bread this ”. 

Madam Eri loves her two children, Youra and Lee Young, her eldest son.

“Wah, what is this from the palace?” ask her little daughter excitedly. 

“Yes. This is your father who brought it”.

To me and my brother Young, my father who was so famous was a humble benefactor.

Madam Eri then prepared some provisions for her two children. Youra who was eating her eyes were busy surrounding her entire house. 

“Mother, has brother left?” ask Youra to the mother.

While giving the prepared provisions, Madam Eri held the shoulder of her little daughter, Youra.

“She's gone with your dad, do you want me to drop off?” ask Lady Eri to Youra.

Mother..

Just always…

“I'll go alone, I'll already be big”. 

The excited little Youra took his provisions, packed up and kissed his mother on the cheek.

“I go first, let my brother and father deliver ya?”.

The innocent face begging Youra made her mother's heart melt.

“Do you really want to go to the palace?” ask her mother with a sweet smile.

… know what I want.

“I'm very eager to go to the Palace. Is there a beautiful princess and queen?” ask plain Youa.

“Yes, there is a very beautiful princess and queen,” explained her mother.

Youra, that innocent girl had her eyes sparkling. He smiled freely for a moment before his eyes glanced towards his father's provisions.

“Send this one to your sister, let my father deliver. One day, I will definitely take you to the palace, there is not only a beautiful queen and princess. There are also handsome princes and kings”.  

“What's more handsome than brother?”. 

My sister whose face is very handsome…

Madam Eri just smiled, she kissed her child's forehead gently. 

“Go, later late. The inspector will be angry with you. Do not forget, also give this provision to your brother, ya”.

“Good Im”. 

Youra hurried off to the education hall, she kept her provisions and tied her sister's provisions tightly beside her bag. To get to the education hall, he passed through the slum market. There were many unkempt and disheveled commoners there. 

“No, no, forgive me sir, I have no money. Please forgive me. I, I will not. will not stand in the way of master, I mohooon..”.

The voice coming from a little girl who was the same age as him, was seen curled up in pain and tormented by unknown people. They used fine and soft silk clothes. However, the curled girl, she did not even wear footwear. His clothes were shabby and tattered. The girl kept her head down. The disturbing teenagers continued to press and play tricks on him. Many times, he begged forgiveness for those who had no humanity. Such was the life of the time, those in the top caste were the most respected and the most valued. They, who are only at the feet of hope, drag their bodies and feelings to the pillar of life.  

“Stop!”. 

As people just passed by the girl and ignored her, someone very familiar to Youra was seen approaching the noble children who were busy making fun of her. Instantly, the market that had been storming was as if it was silent. 

“Detach the girl, she's mine”.

The young man's loud voice was then followed by the hysterical cries of those around him. Sure enough, Youra's older brother, Lee Young, who is famous for being very handsome, is now the center of attention.

“Let go, or you receive as a result”.

Young only smiled lightly, placing his still-wrapped sword on the shoulder of one of the nobles who made fun of the slum girl.

.. Despite being careless, he was actually very considerate.

Young brought his face closer, holding his belt.

“Kk-you. you. You must be Young,” one of the noble children who knew him stammered.

“I don't know where you know me from, but let go of this boy, and go all the way”. 

Young just kept smiling lightly. His gaze and charm that had been broadcast for a long time made people become nervous when near him. Lee Young, the eldest son of the state advisor, whose good looks and early sword skills he had, made no one not know him even if just looking at his face, because of the amazing visuals he had. Even at a very young age, he already had an incredible body proportion. The sharp eyes and charismatic look, sharp nose with beautiful skin color, plus his prowess in martial arts made no one dare with him. But not all beauty can be seen. Young, keeping a big secret at the tip of his sword, made him rarely smile.

“That, what is Young Master? Wow very handsome".

The voices of those people were then heard everywhere.

"Damn," inner. 

Youra remained silent on the spot for a while. That rare sight, made him raise his right eyebrow and manage to persuade him to smile. He just kept watching his brother from a distance with all the praise he gathered tightly in his heart.

“What do you want, sword with me, sword with me,

….Mister?” young asked the nobles with a sweet grin.

One of them then approached, touching Young's collar violently. Get close to Young's left ear.

“Hey, remember!. ,“ the person's speech was interrupted, then looked at Young's face shortly after saying the first word with a sharp gaze.

“I am the son of the chief minister of war. When we grow up, I'll make you pay for everything. Also, I am not afraid of your sword,” while removing Young's sword from his shoulder, the young man smiled contemptuously. It seems to be fueling his hatred.

“I only respect you, because you are the son of the country's advisor. Just wait for my vengeance, you will call my name and beg for mercy! Let's all go”. Then the guy goes with his friends and bumps into Young's right side just like that.  

Young smiled straight down, as he gathered the remaining debris of patience. Back then, people were still staring at Young and were fascinated.

Young who did not care, then stepped towards the girl.

“Are you okay?”.

The girl, only stayed silent for a moment without blinking. He was trying to restrain himself, not to scream. Since then, he just kept looking at Young who had saved him. Slowly the girl tried to regain her consciousness.

“Ha? Ah sorry. Yeah, I mean, I'm fine. Thank you Young Master, thank you.” 

The girl then lowered her gaze and did not dare to look at Young's face again. 

“Then be well. Ah yes, what is your name?”.

“I. I don't have a name, Tuan”.

Young took out a few coins in his pocket.

“Then, from now on if anyone asks, tell them your name is Nana. Here take. You can buy more decent clothes. Maybe it will make you walk safer around this capital”.  

"Nana.. ".

With great difficulty, the girl regained her almost floating consciousness.

Young then tidied up his robe, and began to step away.

The girl was silent. The coin he received from Young, tightly clenched in his head. She wanted to say something before Young moved away, but she stopped because she saw Youra approaching her brother. The girl could only see it from far away.

“Wah, already dare to appear in the public apparently, is Big Brother a swordsman in the morning and turned creepy in broad daylight, ha? Ah, I know. Brother is a great knight Lee Young who is very annoying who could leave his sister at home without knowing what will happen to his sister and leave so sa..”.

“Close your mouth,” objected Young quickly while taking the provisions that his sister brought.

“Aiisshh, what if that happened to your sister too? Aren't you going to die..”.

Youra stopped as her eyes glanced towards her brother who was staring at her flatly.

“Bb-please. I'm diam”. 

Then they continued their journey.

“Why are you following me now?” young asked his sister to break the silence.

Sister sucks…

“Do we not have to go to the education hall?” ask plain Youa.

Shortly after, however, he was silent. 

“Wait,” said.

He looked well at his brother's clothes that were all black with bound hair. The clothes were neatly attached to the brother's body with a sword wrapped neatly with several arrows lined up between his belts. 

… He always lied to me.

“Huaaa.. Why didn't Brother say?". 

Even so, I love him very much. 

While almost crying Youra turned away because it was too late. Leaving the brother who was struggling to hold his laughter.

“Funny once,” whispered slowly.

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At the beginning of my story, I was an ordinary girl, who grew up with love.

At that moment, I felt, I was the happiest in the world. I went down a steep and winding road with them. My father, mother, and brother..

I love them..

To me, they are everything.